emil1234

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  1. I'm getting mixed signals. I used melatonin daily (6mg), and im unsure as to how long prior to 5meo i need to discontinue the melatonin. the facilitator told me that i didnt need to worry about it, however searching the internet, it appears there are potential interactions between the two drugs, since melatonin affects serotonin transmitters. The first time i did 5meo, i discontinued melatonin 2 days prior, and it went perfectly. Its however worth noting that discontineuing melatonin is fucking annoying for me, becuase i basically cant sleep when i dont use it do any of u 5meo users also use melatonin? and if so, how do u manage the possible interaction?
  2. @shree only thing i would be missing would be NN dmt breakthrough
  3. https://www.reddit.com/r/nonduality/comments/1ia19sy/a_yogi_is_found_by_the_indian_army_in_the/ for some reason couldnt post in the video section. feel free to relocate if necessary
  4. agreed. resisting insanity is a huge blockage. i only recently overcame this obstacle myself. if you've experienced true insanity, like on a psychedelic trip for example, you know its probably one of the most dreadful thing in existence. ever since my badtrip i feared insanity way more than death.
  5. funny, the rolling around is what i find the must credible about the video. its just child like play
  6. really, yet another curse placed upon you? damn bro. you collecting them curses
  7. @Someone here so u're saying that you will exist as your specific human persona forever?
  8. main insight?
  9. wtf is this bro. literally handwritten anxiety
  10. wow thats actually an insane post. mini awakening evoked screenshotted however i would say: this present moment contains change. and the only thing that is guranteed to happen as a fact of change, is death. so while the thought of death is imaginary, it is for certain a fact that will come to happen, given the nature of change and life
  11. high quality as always from leo. however i always found that his use of the word imaginary is somewhat two fold and requires a little bit of clarification. He says EVERYTHING is imaginary. however he also appears to use the term in a secondary sense, like here; "you imagine death", referring to something that literally does not exist,thus imaginary in the traditional sense. but all that exists is also imaginary. it seems like he refers to god level imagination and small mind imagination, however he uses the same term for both of them, and they are qualitatively different. A distinction would be nice imo
  12. I recently had my first 5meo trip, and I'm planning on starting using 5meo regularly as a self development / realization tool. I do have a couple of questions tho. 1. How often do you guys trip? i know that with traditional psychedelics like LSD and mushrooms, its advicable to wait 1-2months in between trips. However DMT and 5meo dmt seem way more innocent to me, i might very well be deluding myself here, which is why i ask; but the short acting trips, seem way more harmless than a 12 hour LSD trip. whats ur guys say here, how often is it advicable to trip on 5meo, while still keeping it responsible and safe? Like what if i wanted to push it to maybe once a week, but on a lower threshold dosis? im asking because in my experience, 1 hour after ingesting both NN dmt and 5meo dmt, i feel like im completely back to normal. whats ur guys say here, how often is it advicable to trip, while still keeping it responsible and safe? Like what if i wanted to push it to maybe once a week, but on a lower threshold dosis? 2. Is it managable to solo trip, if you're vaporizing through a pibe? I know from personal experience, that when smoking NN-DMT, managing to get the third hit of the pibe is near impossible solo, cus ur tripping so hard at that point. However with 5meo, my facilitator told me that a single big hit will do the job. Hence, is it doable to solo vaporize from a pibe, even on large doses? 3. Whats your dose scalings? (speaking synthetic vaporized 5-meo here), im seeing a bit varying information on google. Some say anything above 15mg is an extremely high dose, others say you need to go above 30 mg 4. how many times in a row is it actually safe to smoke 5meo? When i did it, i did 2 trips in a row, but how far can this actually be pushed? and does the dosing have anything to say in this matter?
  13. HAHAHAH LOL. take a sip every time leo mentions fox news
  14. loved the video. one of ur best ones yet imo.
  15. title basically. im looking to conserve my 5meo the best way possible, since i plan on using it long term. I'm using an airtight glass container, inside which i have the 5meo in the plastic bag in which it arrived. I have further covered the plastic bag with some material to cover it from potential light. am i good just throwing this in the freezer? or any better ways or improvements?
  16. @Schizophonia no need to put it in the freezer u say?
  17. science has existed for thousands of years. the first humans creating fire was an act of science. No i dont want science to explain everything, im just refuting your former point, saying that science already does explain everything perfectly lol. what point i made was illogical?
  18. what do u mean scientific model perfectly explains everything?wtf. science quite literally explains NOTHING. Even the stuff that it claims to explain, it does not at all fully explain. for example, science claims to know how water exists for example, its an arrangement of Ho2 molecules. However, why does this specific arrangement of Ho2 molecules generate water? you would need a model to explain all models and theories individually, and this goes on ad infinitum. its an infinite regress. science demonstrates causal relations, nothing more at all. it doesnt explain why the causal relations exist in the first place, or why it operates the way it does. it is is extremely superficial, and only explains stuff pragmatically, nothing at a deeper existential level at all. Thats just a demonstration of how science does not even know the things that it claims to know. Furthermore, science has nof ucking clue where existence came from, why we're here, what consciousness is. this is all explained perfectly through inquiry of the mind however. science is a joke when it comes to seriously investigating reality
  19. exploring infinite imagination for all eternity :'))) thinking about the miracle of existence can literally bring me to tears
  20. YES! this is basically excactly what my plan is haha looking forward to it so much. well its basically what ive been doing the past 2 years, but now im about to integrate 5meo regularly. gonna be nice.
  21. @OBEler okay nice, thats my initial intuition as well. do you vaporize? i'm curois if it isnt difficult to vaporize small doses, such as 2-3mg. like do u even get any smoke from that
  22. @RendHeaven all right man, thanks a lot! nice clarification
  23. ty for the response. the thing is, i wanna play around with low doses at first to kinda get a feeling of my own sensitivity. so going with very low doses, say 3-5mg, im kinda uncertain how frequent my trips should be, since low doses FEEL quite innocent
  24. im glad your trip went well! only wasnt it distracting that the facilitator talked to you continuesly during the trip? i just had my first experience as well, and i completely agree: i've been meditating intensly the last years, doing all sorts of spiritual practices, and to be quite honest, they seem like a complete joke right now. I've made decent progress through meditation, but i've only managed maybe 0,1% of what my 5MeO trip was, and i had a rather low dose. feeling quite discouraged to meditate currently. Only benefit is that right now it promotes reactivations of 5meo lol. further: Try some breathwork!!! i do 10-15 min of shamanic breathing (leo has a video on this), and it literally gives me probably 30-40% of the peak 5meo experience every time