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this post was made in your honor @Breakingthewall

@Grateful Dead im not planning on doing psychedelics anytime in the near future, im merely looking for guidance as to how to know when you're good to go again. Intuitively, my mental state currently feels just as stable as before the initial awakening, but im not taking any chances so im searching for some kind of actual guideline of sorts can you put a few words on your purging / trauma release process, and how to manage it the best? I find myself eager to enter my trauma and shadow sides, but it seems the true healing happens only when i surrender even the desire to heal, and let the kundalini decide when the time is to release and when not to also any tips / advices in general, dos and donts?

beautiful. thank you

can you elaborate?

@Eskilon full kundalini awakening (energy rising through the chakras out the crown) + the following integration of trauma releases seem to be an extraordinarily efficient method for awakening, im going through one right now. however as mentioned, treat with care but its pretty epic

full kundalini awakening is when spirituality stop being fun and games. if you're pushing for this, make sure you know what you're getting yourself into. theres no going back and it can be extremely overwhelming if you are not prepared

yes mine literally also happened a couple of hours after a 5 meo trip. althrough it had been underway for years. yes, the sober ego deaths are so real; i feel like psychedelic ego death were like a training simulator for the sober ego death

I am going through pretty intense kundalini awakening right now, which literally feels like my mind ascending and adjusting to a baseline psychedelic-like state, and especially fear of annihilation and fear of insanity are major themes. I encountered both fear of non existence but also a fear of existence itself. Dissolving these two conditions especially indeed did feel extremely liberating, since they are like a limbo paradoxical form of desire or fear

halleluja for existence right. heya heya ho

sounds like he had a proper breakthrough as well. lucky bastard

what. and what. completely agree. i've had a great life i would say, and yet some of the best memories i have ever, are from WoW wotlk era. it is so dear to my heart, the unparalleled feeling of magic and mystery the world induced. just wow. im so glad i got to play during that time

absolutley love this post, resonates so much. would love to hear @Leo Guras take on this

omfg drop it already. im so ready for a new episode

i loved the part where he described his liquid shit stains on his carpet

i love that robe tbh the lady interviewer is so comfortable

dude chill thats agent mulder you are talking about

@Butters well the first time i felt activity in my heart chakra was through regular 91% dark chocolate - but i cannot stress how big a difference there is between even 100% cacao and ceremonial grade cacao. so definetely go for the ceremonial - i drink it every day. super healthy for the body as well

ceremonial cacao is insanely effective for heart activation. also mdma / sassafras

beautiful. i view the point of life as becoming ever more conscious of the infinite miracle that it is

i actually just tried it yesterday on MDMA. an absolutley glorious experience, i have no regrets even through i usually never watch porn. i cant think of anything that captivates the mind the same way porn does. so beautiful experience, however yes, it is extremely corrupting if you make a habit of it

hahahahah this is the most relateable trip report i ever read. related to literally every bit of it. i also love you threw some porn in the mix, i might have to try that next time lol. I however find that watching porn takes a toll on my energetic system so i try to stay clear of it yes at that state of consciousness your name becamese literally just a random noise

up-beat post HURRARY

I'm in the midst of writing my writing my finishing university project, and i've long been wanting to make a post about the absolutley insanely low degree of consciousness of academic philosophy My project is a first hand report of Chris Baches' LSD and the mind of the universe. im contrasting it with daniel Dennets' materialism - and now I realize that there is a pretty wide consensus among academic philosophers, that qualia, subjective experience or actual Consciousness, does not exist? Like what the Fuck? How can this be real? This guy Dennet is supposedly highly regarded within academia, but he seemingly dismisses Consciousness as an illusion, since it does not appear to have a mechanistic function, which is a necessity for his materialistic mechanistic world view. Consciousness which is literally the only thing that absolutley non-disputabley exists. Academic philosophy stands tall for me, as a symbol of the limits of intellectual rationality. The amount of over complexified conceptual models philosophers make to no use, about absolutley ridicolus and useless topics. Also; Do you have any nice ideas / input / arguments against materialism / FOR psychedelic idealism on how i might contrast psychedelic insights with materialism? I've made a complete account of Chris Baches' psychedelic excursions, basically Leos world view, and I'm now about to contrast it with Dennets' materialism. Input would be very appreciated <3

@cetus thank you, this is quality feedback. Well my topic is the epistemology of psychedelic experiential insights, so I'll have a hard time leaving psychedelics entirely out of the picture Basically im mapping the phenomonology of Chris Baches' psychedelic experiences and arguing for its epistemic validity contrasted with Daniel Dennetts' naturalism

what university you attending?