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@Hojo i literally feel like my heart just want to implode and blast complete love

i know i wrote the word blast a million times. but i kinda like it. lol

spot on. although i would say in the ultimate sense, apperances are also dream

I havent smoked weed for the better part of 2 years, however i used to be a regular smoker years back. For me personally, when i combine weed and alcohol, i get this EXTREMELY "high vibe" buzz, and i connect extremely well with other people. I always thought that what happened was that it increased my social skills dramatically, however im not so sure anymore; Last weekend, I was drinking alcohol,and i had the chance to smoke some weed, and for some reason i did it. I got back into this extremely high vibe buzz, that i had not experienced for years. and i noticed something very interesting. what happened was not an increase in socialization skills; it was an extreme increase in my vibration. literally no matter what i said to people, i would always get a positive response. i literally tested this, consciously saying stuff that would for sure not make me popular normally, and people just loved every single bit of it lol. i could basically walk up to random people and harass them (i didnt obviously), and their respons would still be positive. it was like no matter what i did, i was so in tune with the universe that everything just worked out well. i literally felt completely protected by the universe. i was totally creating it all on the fly, attracting what was alligned with my frequency (holy shit i sound like some new age freak, which i really dont intend to, but i cant deny what happened). this has completely changed my view on basically everything. i'm nearly 100% sure that our minds construct reality in accordance to what vibration/frequency we find ourselves in. just wanted to share gl hf

nothing beats mdma in terms of physical pleasure

i dont know if hes a solipsist. he says the Mukti / liberation / nirvana is a one time thing and afterwards theres no going back. this cant be reconciled with solipsism, since liberation would then only ever happen to 1 person and then never again, and there has been numerous records of so called liberated beings

was thinking excactly the same. time spent on anything that is not NOW is wasted

stop trying and things will happen. lol. irony of the universe

hahahahahah. i will be pulling that move tonight. and afterwards i'll erupt "i...am....EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!"

thats huge, will look forward to that

u really want free girls tho? imagine how much more you appreciate a nice meal after 10 days of starvation, compared to stuffing the belly for cheap satisfaction day in and day out contrasts make life juicy

this sounds so appealing. transcending material reality and merging with the entirety of existence into pure formless infinity

If two cars are driving next to each other at excactly the same speed, both cars would appear to stand completely still from both of their perspectives. If one of the cars were to stop however, change would be observed from both ends. Since reality is ever changing, it likewise follows that there has to be something that is unchanging, for reality to be ever changing. and that unchanging reality is the infinite nothingness behind your back, behind every experience. Consciousness, awareness, nothingness, call it what you want. If this nothingness/consciousness were NOT unchanging, existence would stand completely still, since there would be no contrast between changing and unchanging. Just like the two cars driving at the same speed, appearing to stand still

this is an extremely good self inquiry question another good one is; try to find the beginning or the end of a current moment

wow never thought of that. wild. edit; however how would that account for new arising experiences? new arising experiences are outside the boundaries of memory; and if new experiences happen, that would mean change is not caused by memory. just brainstorming here

nurturing plants is underrated as fuck

These insights derive from 3 years of intense spiritual practice (meditation, mindfulness 24/7 and psychedelics). 1. Everything is one. there is a universal consciousness which connects everything, which i've been able to empirically verify for myself. 2. Theres absolutley no free will (at least in the psychophysical sense). You are just as much in control of your own body as you are of everyone elses body - this for me also was a component in the realization of the oneness of existence. 3. theres no self. you are empty inside. no entity stirring the wheel. 4. Non-conceptual reality is truth. this is a liberating insight. You realize that you can never ever have an idea that is completely alligned with the truth of reality. So when you're worrying what others might think of you, what might happen tomorrow, know that your thoughts can not ever be the actual truth. Truth is whatever arises and nothing else. Even if your thoughts were to come to fruition, the situation itself WILL NOT BE THE THOUGHT. A thought is true in virtue of it existing as a thought, and nothing else. All objects that point to other objects will never be anything more than pointers. This also means that vocabulary is completely inadequate in terms of describing reality. You cannot use a guitar to describe a bed. 5. NOTHING in existence is inherently good or bad. everything just is excactly what it is. even if my mother were to die tomorrow, it would not be ontologically / existentially / objectively bad. it would only be bad in power of the concepts and meanings my mind would apply the scenario. Even physical pain first becomes bad when it is labelled. Notice that the body itself actually does not give a fuck if pain is inflicted upon it, it is the mind that tells the body what it likes and what it doesnt. (even through some sensations obviously are more comfortable than others) 6. Existence is extremely likely eternal, even from a materialistic POV, since eternity is the case no matter how you look at it. Eternity is before you were born. Eternity is right now. Eternity is when you're gone. this moment is proof that eternity equals existence. 7. Consciousness is 100% transcendent of physicality, due to it not being subject to change or decay. I don't know why this argument isnt brought up more often, since it in my opinion is hard evidence that consciousness transcends the limits of the physical, since EVERYTHING known in the physical universe is subject to change or decay. and consciousness IS NOT. it has been completely the same from the moment you were born till now, unlike your other senses, and body for that matter, which is decaying and changing every moment. 8. You are most likely God due to several factors; if everything is one, theres definitively no seperation between you and anything else, here under God. Another strong argument is this; we find ourselves in a seemingly intelligently designed creation, without knowing how it got here. There exists an experience in which you become an infinitely intelligent creator, one with the entire creation. coincidence? 9. Solipsism is most likely true. However its not negative at all. do not waste time conceptualizing solipsism, since it only leads to suffering 10. Love is the fabric of existence 11. Philosophizing is extremely unlikely to lead to awakening, and more likely to create more conceptual layers, which basically is the antithesis of spiritual evolution. 12. Life is a miracle beyond comprehension. the only thing to do is realize it more and more. there it is. was bored and needed some form of expression. hope some of you can use some of this

what the fuck that was epic. LOL. ur post was so much better than mine

<3 you said it yourself. notice that solipsism is only negative / uncomfortable, in virtue of the thoughts you have surrounding it. you apply the negativity through your concept of solipsism, which is not actual solipsism. if one can live their whole life without knowing about solipsism, and not being negatively affected by it, its proof that solipsism only is negative if you make it out to be. furthermore, in my own experience, realizations of solipsism are FAR from negative, quite on the contrary. i never felt so connected to people before in my life, as after my solipsistic awakening

@MarioGabrielJ right back at u! i dont know if i agree with that. I would say references and thoughts are categories of its own. Yes, all possible thoughts and references do exists; AS thoughts and references, but nothing more. the thought of a car is not an actual car

yea you could say nothing is the back of your head. thats the same as deep sleep imo. but yes i think ultimately we agree. True nothingness does not exist. but nothingness can be experienced and thus it does exist,but in virtue of it being experiencable (word?) and existing, its not true nothingness.

well. i would say in deep sleep you aren't aware of neither of those things. its completely without qualities. however i will agree with you, its not true non existence, since when you wake up, you are aware there was a period in which all phenomena ceased. true non existence could be said to be THIS right here. because its not here. an eternity of true non existence could elapse during every single moment of existence, and there would be absolutley no difference in how we experienced life. because it would not exist. true non existence cannot be. but Nothingness can be experienced. nothingness is the ceasing of all phenomena, which is deep sleep. yet it is still something

this sounds very much like derealization. had it myself for the better part of 2 years - worst years of my life. but life is so much more beautiful when u get out on the other side

being the deep sleep lord of this forum; again, if nothing cant exist, what do you call deep sleep? even non existence is bound by existence. Nothing does exist

hahahah true, but he does have a point tho. ego death might be a misleading term after all, since psychedelic induced ego death is a temporary state. something thats dead doesnt return this would also be my reply to OP i guess. although temporary, in my experience the ego can be completely annihilated through psychedelics. it does however return afterwards of course