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a graveyard. no joke. lost my virginity there

I've had some awakenings at this point, the most major of which involves Love and Goodness. At one level, these two seems almost completely inseperable, completely identical and the same; but on the other, I have had experiences of this universal force, Nothingness, that just says this pure; "I love you", and nothing else. At another level, I've experienced the universe as almost an abstract form of formless Goodness without opposite. Sometimes the two seem identical - Love IS Goodness and Goodness IS Love - but if im not deluding myself, it seems they can also be experienced as kind of seperate phenomena? out of curoisity, what are your opinions / experiences on this?

can u on elaborate on those stories?

they also ban dancing and dogs. wtf

i would never want to live in an islamic society. most dangerous, primitive culture in the world. we already have more than enough of it here in europe

i can tell from personal experience with kundalini activations / breathwork that it is very possible. not that i have had full blown 5 meo breakthroughs sober yet, but ive seen enough to know that its very possible

im pretty sure sadhguru accesses 5meo states naturally

the vast majority of immigrant muslims in denmark are excactly like that as well. its the same all over europe

actually that is the antithesis of solipsism. so yea that does disprove solipsism

ayyy my name is in that video

i always meditate on trains. enjoy it, great efficiency

Big JAN is S Tier. his shaktipats were basically like mini 5meo trips (RIP)

@Razard86 very interesting, this is also my excact interpretation so far. So at the highest level the two merge as one? So far I would say i've mainly experienced them seperately, but they both carry aspects of eachother - Love inherintly contains Goodness and Goodness inherintly contains love

i can recommend practicing authentic relating, attending tantra / consciousness festivals. it is possible to socialize almost without any fakery or facade, you just need the right community

oh yes ive seen the matrix grid as well.

Incredible UFO video i just stumbled upon - 1964 UFO taking down a missile. This seems to be the real deal. its manuvouring is mesmerizing, I love how it absolutley shits upon the laws of physics: https://www.instagram.com/p/DZBPUcUyjlW/

my guess its because of the massive immigration issues in sweden, gangs are using minors to commit serious crimes because they cant go to jail

I dont know, you should watch some of his lectures, he seem pretty damn realized to me. I dont think he cares about the word. He uses it as a rebellion against modern day religion, rejecting their external, manmade "God". I find his way of using the word quite appropiate in light of this agenda

@Leo Gura i wanna point out that your recent blog post about Osho; hes talking about the concept of God in a religious sense (i've seen the entire clip). He very much affirms that God exists as Consciousness, Existence itself - but he rejects the word "god" because of the connotations the word carries. edit; couldnt find the excact original clip, but heres another where he basically says the same thing:

Love is pure Will to exist

and also all relative practical mundane phenomena as well. it literally solves everything

Hahahahah

i also started having what feels like glimpses of actually physically dying. it seems like a very smooth non-frightening process if you dont resist

not to degrade your experience, but this is an intermediary realization - i point this out because i was stuck in the same realization for years, and clinging to the idea of reality being but the escape of an infinitely bored, lonely god, is such a pity and depressing outlook on reality - when what it really is, is Absolute Good, Absolute Love, absolute Miracle

i could never have imagined reality would be so motherfucking trippy before i started all this spirituality hahahah