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i actually do. i was at a workshop with one of his close disciples. apperantly this energy transfusion / shaktipat is very true. i even felt vishwanandas presence very strongly through this disciple of his. he shared numerous stories of paranormal-like phenomena around this guy, vishwananda. according to this disciple, numerous people have had deep awakening experiences around vishwananda, including himself overall i got an authentic vibe

this is probably the truest thing ive ever read. increased consciousness is the biggest energy boost you'll ever experience as well. its absolutley ridicolus the amount of energy that becomes available when the mind stops consuming it on useless noise

this does seem like a religious post tho

i want this fantasy tho

Lonely? havent heard u use that word to describe God before. u saying god is lonely?

I had a therapeutic MDMA session 2 weeks ago, and ive never felt better ever since. Zero comedown, ive basically felt on top of the world, and ive been able to work through a lot of past trauma. my question is; how long should i wait before doing 5meo? online people give varying answers, some say that i need to wait 4-6 weeks regardless of how i feel. i feel like thats a little long time, since i basically feel better than ever. U have any experience on this?

my experience of it was extremely close to LSD. However when i did MDMA back in the day, 6-7 years ago it only had a stimulating, non psychedelic effect on me. dont know if its one of those drugs that changes after you've done psychedelics, like weed. perhaps. my mdma experience was very psychedelic

i dont understand why he has to look so fucking intensily serious. lol

@Aaron p oh i wasnt intending on combining the drugs - i merely wanted to know if i needed to wait a certain period of time before doing 5meo after a mdma session. its been 3 weeks now and wanted to know if im good to go for the 5meo trip

im 30 minutes in and im blown away by the oneness argument. absolut brilliance. thank you leo

@Jordan first time for me as well. very noticable difference. im for sure going to integrate mudras in my practice

my god mudras are unbelieveably powerful. I've never experimented with them before; sitting in meditation and feeling the energy shifts changing between the different mudras is absolutley incredible.

We call carry longing. but longing for what? a cup of tea? coffee? junk food? Sex?a new computer? A girlfriend? What is this longing. What does longing want. Where is it felt. Longing is felt as a blockage. An outpouring of energy which reaches its limit. It comes in many varieties. But ultimately all longing points to the same thing. Relative abstractions masqurading as solutions to the problem of longing. My longing to become infinite is absolute. I feel my bondage, my blockage, my limits to the bone. All of my being want to transcend them. Im longing for something which I do not yet even know. I long for limitations to dissolve. As I'm writing this I feel my connection to the infinite increase, as I'm completely immersed into the moment, currently longing nothing but the actual moment. To go deeper into it. An intimate love affair between my fingers touching my keyboard, and my mind intuitively generating this message. intimacy with the moment. i require infinite expansion.

very useful post. thank you

what really. u were still conscious during heart stop?

@Water by the River so what happens when the soul dissolves in the ocean? merging with universal consciousness, God?

love this debate

i started putting it in my oatmeal. i love it

incredibilly beautiful. how was these states / experiences induced?

ive been thinking this excactly. deep meditation insights is the last missing piece in leos game

i use an oil burner, pretty similar to number 4. works perfectly fine

this will be an intuitive writing of recent discoveries / experiences of mine. the last years ive been extremely dragged towards eating food. an extreme craving for food. that being said, i eat only 3 times per day very conssitently, and i maintain an extremely healthy diet, consisting mainly of fruits and vegetables. yet the 3 meals are the highlight of my day. however when i eat my breakfirst, i only have lunch in mind. when i eat lunch, i have dinner in mind. its an eternal circle of craving, and i eat like an animal when im finally at it, filling myself without any break. recently ive felt the intuition to slow down and eat more mindfully. I take a piece of food, chew it, swallow, and wait for however long it takes for my body to require more. i feel mindfully into the sensations and urges in my body. i might wait everything between 15 seconds to 2 minutes between every bite. what i've discovered is that what im craving when im stuffing myself with food, is not the actual food, nor the physical sensations and pleasure that comes from eating it. observing myself, my reactions and the food mindfully, i experience what i can only describe as an existential, profound non physical bliss it is bliss that compells me to eat it. it is bliss that i require, not the taste or anything else. Experiencing the bliss right beneath the physical sensations, the food in my mouth becomes trivial and insignifcant, yet its become more rich and beautiful than any piece of food i've ever had. This bliss is not exclusive to the food. It is not exclusive to anything. it is right below everything. its in music. its in my computer. its in my eyes. my ears. my body. and yet it is not confined to it. It is unlike anything ive ever experienced. it cannot be confined. it cannot be located. it is absolutley unbounded, omnipresent, yet nowhere at all. and yet it is absolutley there, and its always been there. a constant. It is distinctly different from physical bliss sensations,since I experience those in my body simultaneously through eating the food. Physical bliss is arising and passing, fluctuating, non constant. This non physical bliss is non fluctuating, constant, non arising and non passing. it is however uncovered and once again covered by a shroud of physicality only, it is clouded by a physical shroud of what the mind thinks it requires. Is this brahman? God? I can only feel that this is a glipmse of the divine. just right beneath everything, there exists unbounded, unconditional bliss. and it is absolutley all-pervasive. alan watts comes to mind: "there is a universe, for the simple reason that it is ecstatic"

this is definetely how i felt. but apperantly it can also be a gateway to the divine

wasnt your mahasamadhi experience basically an option to stay in that state permanently?

i just had my most intense 5meo experience yet. i loaded 16 mg of synthetic 5meo vaporized, however Im a newbie and extremely bad at actually vaporzing it, so i would say i probably only consumed like 10 mg, probably less. The experience was very intense. However, just as I was coming out of the experience, i nearly instantly forgot all of it. What i do know is that during the peak i only had an extremely vague memory of being human. The comedown was beautiful as fuck. I saw how existence was absolutley inevitable, and anything that exists is absolute perfection. Infinite perfection. I didnt feel like the word God was suitable; while I did experience myself as the entirety of existence, it didnt feel like anyone was in control, not even God or consciousness. It was spontaneous intelligent perfection without any underlying mechanics. I dont know if i dipped my toes in the Godhead, I have a vague memory of feeling like the core of the sun. but only very vague, like a forgotten dream this was my second real 5meo trip. my question is; how much does it take to reach the Absolute states, absolute infinity, penetrating the Godhead completely, etc? And when you breakthrough, how certain are you that you actually broke through? I know from experience that with an NN dmt breakthrough, theres not even a question if you actually broke through. Sub breakthrough and breakthrough are like day and night While this undeinably probably was the most beautiful experience of my life, I definetely sensed that much deeper states were possible. I do not believe it was an actual breakthrough, comparing to how other people describe the experience. While I know the dose was relatively low, i also know that dose intensity varies dramatically from individual to individual. It definetely felt intense as fuck, i felt like i was about to black out in the beginning. i am however quite dissappointed that im unable to remember the peak of the trip