emil1234

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  1. i actually do. i was at a workshop with one of his close disciples. apperantly this energy transfusion / shaktipat is very true. i even felt vishwanandas presence very strongly through this disciple of his. he shared numerous stories of paranormal-like phenomena around this guy, vishwananda. according to this disciple, numerous people have had deep awakening experiences around vishwananda, including himself overall i got an authentic vibe
  2. this is probably the truest thing ive ever read. increased consciousness is the biggest energy boost you'll ever experience as well. its absolutley ridicolus the amount of energy that becomes available when the mind stops consuming it on useless noise
  3. this does seem like a religious post tho
  4. Lonely? havent heard u use that word to describe God before. u saying god is lonely?
  5. my experience of it was extremely close to LSD. However when i did MDMA back in the day, 6-7 years ago it only had a stimulating, non psychedelic effect on me. dont know if its one of those drugs that changes after you've done psychedelics, like weed. perhaps. my mdma experience was very psychedelic
  6. i dont understand why he has to look so fucking intensily serious. lol
  7. @Aaron p oh i wasnt intending on combining the drugs - i merely wanted to know if i needed to wait a certain period of time before doing 5meo after a mdma session. its been 3 weeks now and wanted to know if im good to go for the 5meo trip
  8. I had a therapeutic MDMA session 2 weeks ago, and ive never felt better ever since. Zero comedown, ive basically felt on top of the world, and ive been able to work through a lot of past trauma. my question is; how long should i wait before doing 5meo? online people give varying answers, some say that i need to wait 4-6 weeks regardless of how i feel. i feel like thats a little long time, since i basically feel better than ever. U have any experience on this?
  9. im 30 minutes in and im blown away by the oneness argument. absolut brilliance. thank you leo
  10. @Jordan first time for me as well. very noticable difference. im for sure going to integrate mudras in my practice
  11. my god mudras are unbelieveably powerful. I've never experimented with them before; sitting in meditation and feeling the energy shifts changing between the different mudras is absolutley incredible.
  12. We call carry longing. but longing for what? a cup of tea? coffee? junk food? Sex?a new computer? A girlfriend? What is this longing. What does longing want. Where is it felt. Longing is felt as a blockage. An outpouring of energy which reaches its limit. It comes in many varieties. But ultimately all longing points to the same thing. Relative abstractions masqurading as solutions to the problem of longing. My longing to become infinite is absolute. I feel my bondage, my blockage, my limits to the bone. All of my being want to transcend them. Im longing for something which I do not yet even know. I long for limitations to dissolve. As I'm writing this I feel my connection to the infinite increase, as I'm completely immersed into the moment, currently longing nothing but the actual moment. To go deeper into it. An intimate love affair between my fingers touching my keyboard, and my mind intuitively generating this message. intimacy with the moment. i require infinite expansion.
  13. what really. u were still conscious during heart stop?