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Oh! I didn't know about her channel, thanks. Will check it out to see how it interact with my kundalini process. Interesting to know about your experience. Thanks for sharing man. My Kundalini awakening I got it from an Ayahuasca ceremony. I never went into a trip on any psyche with Kundalini intention, it just happened on that day. Although the Kundalini energy is intense sometimes, it helps with centering during meditation and body awareness in general. So yeah, despite not being awakened yet, I view it as a blessing or a gift. Also, I am aware that it can, and probably will get more intense and challeging from here as I progress on this path. But I will not back down. Man, it must be rough for you, wtf! I mean, meditating, tripping, all usually requires that you sit in a certain way for a certain ammount of time. Props for you for pushing through that despite your spine condition! Right now, not really. But, if I do encounter challenging situations with it I will definetly come here or read a book lol. Although it`s not uncomfortably challening now, maybe I should read a book about it since it's a reality for me now -- what do you think?

Nice post! @Davino A bit off-topic but since you're here lol. I've had Kundalini awakenings, and still have it with me in daily life when I pay attention to it. It's like an inner fire that is pleasurable but intense at the same time, it feels like a blessing. However, I am not awake yet. I want to know how is Kundalini for you. Did you experience in your journey? Do you still have it with you at will in daily life? If you did experience, how was it, did it help you progress spiritually? And also, did you awaken it after awakening or before?

Interesting. Yeah, being serious is usually because one is stuck in his own head and lacks perspective or understanding.

I see, now it's a little more clear. I guess what comes after a feeling of completeness is sharing, or expression. Something like you are so full you are overflowing and it happens despite you kind of thing.

Don't be a suck-up.

1 second, my friend.

Can you be complete and still want to survive? Can you achieve nirvana and still want to eat, breathe etc?

yeah, just like everything you said in favor of porn, lmao You are actually a porn defender. Can't make this shit up kek

Everything can be a wast of time, that's relative. However, porn has real consequences on the body and psyche beyond opinions on time spent. And porn isn't? Please, bro. It's giga addictive plus it can have drastic physiological and psychological effects on your sex life. I think you don't know what a gooner is.

Gaming is better than porn though, at least it has deep stories, meaning, puzzles, symbolism, philosophy, the author or creator is offering you his perspective on reality, which you can learn a ton from. A Porn user is just an animal horny to release tension from his body -- when consuming porn you are like a dog, or worst. With the ammount of crazy stuff nowdays, I would say porn users are below animals on average.

Shut up. I am a lovepsist

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Yeah I agree with you. It's just too shallow to be honest. Unless you are trying to get a girl or really horny, I find almost no reason to go out and try to meet people. One thing I also noticed is the sheer neediness in people's face. You can almost touch their sense of lack and need for attention. Like they are beggars and not confortable in being alone and thus they socialize a lot.

Alright chief, this makes sense. Emotions are more raw things and seems to be prior to self. But what are emotions though? Just energy? Still, it's tricky, emotions are definetely tied to self-preservations mechanisms. Even though chronologically the self hasnt risen yet. Or maybe it is always there but dormant, as a seed. So the self is still what's running and emotions are on top of it?🤔 Animals don't have a self? Maybe they do but they just don't know it ? As in, they are not self-reflective? Since you are more informed on this, there's research on this type of stuff? Will we ever be able to know what's the qualia of an animal?🤔 I think this quote is pretty interesting to think about when thinking about this: "Consciousness sleeps in minerals, dreams in plants, wakes up in animals, and becomes self-aware in humans"

Interesting, now that I think about it, mine is the opposite -- emotions are the transient and raw ones, while feeling are more constant, persistent and psychological. I don't know, still a mystery to me. When did the narrative start? Where's the director? We need to have a talk

So you say that emotions are more fundamental than self?

Shortie

Ask your mom

That seems to be a projection of your state of consciousness on the infant. The infant does not have a self at that age, how can it be angry? Again, is a cell angry?

We just got different definitions on anger ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

What kind of goal could a 4 months of age infant have？ Unless you consider basic instincts and bodily impulses as goals I don't see how could they have anger. Maybe they are just reacting instinctively in their biological programming. They are just automatons at their stage, not enough consciousness to have anger. Just like a cell doesn't have enough awareness to have anger. Anger might be an experience that you need sufficient consciousness to have.

Explore the infinity of porn. For consciousness!

Because he is god. Paradoxed. That's what a god-realized being looks like

Will humans make shit about you 1000 years from now? "Leo did transform himself into an Alien once, I saw it. Just once though" -- Actualizer

Me and my bro viiiiibing. Sup guys!