Eskilon

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  1. Self and no self can be the same thing expressed in different ways. Reality must be consciousness because you are conscious right now. Whatever you mean by unlimited must be consciousness. A field where every experience can be housed seems like a good pointer.
  2. I am experiencing a shift in my baseline consciousness, and came here to tell a simple thing yet profound thing. As you get more and more aware and do the work, you WILL become detached and playful over ANY experience. Laughter, sadness, rejection, approval, acomplishent, joy, bliss, a hot girl, all these things and more, will come and go BUT YOU WILL BE THERE THROUGH ALL OF THEM. There's a profound sense of sameness in every experience, the observer or the "thing" watching does not change. When you truly start to examine and become more aware of You, you start to notice that you cannot lose anything EVER, because in the first place you never actually have anything other than being aware -- check this, this is undeniable. You cannot lose anything, nor gain anything, you are there, and that's it. Suffering then, comes from your unawareness of yourself in difficult experiences, such that you get lost in the experience and forget that you are OUT of it because you are OBSERVING the whole thing. If, you truly are aware of yourself or are in the process of deepening of your awareness(which is me btw) you will be crazy detached and playful because the identification and the hypnosis of the experience will lose it's grip on you -- you are AWARE. You can only be attached to something, if you think you will lose it at some point, if that illusion breaks, you are detached, and not through effort, it will just happen. This brings such a freedom and playfulness to everything, when you really start to groking this, beyond intellect, you WILL be detached and playful. Enjoying everything, but with freedom, nothing holds you, nothing binds you, you are there, and that's everything that is to it. Be aware and WATCH everything, you will be fine. Transcending suffering, detachment and playfulness is just a process of becoming more conscious. BUDDHA, YOU MFER. WHAT A MINDFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  3. It's crazy! I have no idea where I will end up on this path. But I know that I must continue on. I will meet you there Natasha
  4. Right now I can't, but who knows later haha. I honestly don't know what is possible and impossible. I'm open.
  5. @Natasha Tori Maru More like a new state of consciousness that is becoming the norm for me. It's like I cannot be deceived by anything because I'm rooted in presence that is aware of stuff. I can notice insantly when a thought arise and can decide if I want to entertain it and go in a flow state or if I want to remain just aware. Before thoughts came, and I didn't recognize them, I would just think and think without knowing that "I" am doing this. There's a new non-conceptual layer of awareness ever-present in my experience, and this awareness is transcendent, it feels distant, far away, that's where the detachment comes. This gives great agency and freedom, because it's constant, while every other experience comes and fades away. It's like you actually have a home, and you don't need anything. It's a way to describe. An incredible clarity and sharpness over things. I'm starting to understand where the saying "Yogis never sleep" and why some people who did 5-meo couldn't sleep properly. Awareness is fire I'm telling you haha.
  6. Yes, you have yourself and that's enough. In fact, a woman did exactly that to achieve realization. The world is a bonus, it is not necessary if you are rooted in self. This is of course, very radical and I'm still processing. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayu_Khandro
  7. You are conforming to their opinions. You don't know if the movie is truly trash until you see it. Leo Gura giving away authority, now that's something . Even if the whole universe say a movie is trash but you somehow liked something about it, you go and watch it to see if it's true. True rigor
  8. Very odd. But it goes both way, you cannot gain anything too. Man, the "desire and wanting never fulfills teaching" is so clear to me now. Everytime you want something and then you get it, and then what?Understanding this is real power and strength because nobody can influence you so to speak, cannot be allured nor aversed by any object or condition if you are really conscious.
  9. Exactly! There's a profound recognition that you are OUT of the whole thing. This freedom is crazy. It's like an infinite party going on, a celebration, I am starting to understand why certain mystics say life is an eternal celebration. Man, I hope other beings go through this, is this why boddhisatva teach? I hope others taste this bit of freedom.
  10. In a hypotetical scenario where you could decide if they are allowed to exist or not. Yes? No? And why? I'm specially curious in unbiased and mature views though. Share your views.
  11. But this is basically anti this subforum and pickup lol. Sexuality sub-forum dwellers don't even know what Ojas is. They just want to nuuuut.
  12. LMAO, this was actually funny to read. Humans high on sex is crazy funny when you look at it sober. You can only do certain things if you are intoxicated with horniness
  13. We need to discover infinite energy sources so that this attention business don't get too much importance. We are basically beggars for attention right now; no attention = death. So many people develop and do things they don't want but need because they need to survive and because that's what get attention at this current moment in time.
  14. I think a god-realized society(let's put it like that), wouldn't need to necessarily be a collective environement like a beehive. A being can still have his "goals" or path while simultaneously alligning with the goals of the collective(which I imagine to be basically to assist other beings away from suffering and ignorance). I think Bashar's entity talks(not saying is true btw) that his people is basically that, they have individuality, but everything is known and everybody knows everybody and they have collective objectives. Does it make sense?🤔
  15. Let's eat Sushi instead... Natasha-chan <_>
  16. It's similar to the liars paradox "This sentence is false". If you tell the lamp genie to not realize any wish, it's a wrench in the works because he would be realizing the wish no matter what.
  17. Bhagwan Shree Eskilon
  18. but really? Some people do say that I got a serene look, like I am really calm and intelligent . In my high school one girl said that I looked indian Makes me think, would I troll the genie with the "don't realize any wishes" response and glitch him or would I actually get something big
  19. How funny, Leo can't let go of a three letter word Somebody call Death to square this already
  20. The name checks out. You are a schizo indeed