Eskilon

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  1. Cant imagine a condition like that, GOD is GOOD
  2. @Leo Gura Does absolute sex exist? Is there sex realms where theres infinite beautiful feminine forms for men to take pleasure in?😳
  3. Say you will trip on the weekend like Saturday. But then you got invited to a party on friday and there will be girls there. You mess around and hit on girls and maybe even manage to have sex with them on that day and goof around. WIll this have an impact on your trip on the following day? Have you done something similar? Whats your trip experience after messing around in "non-consciousness work activities"?
  4. @UnbornTao You put too much faith in Ramana... You dont even know if he is real or not. He could just be your hallucination. Dont put too much authority on people, discover for yourself whats true.
  5. it is, and you cannot prove otherwise. Those hierarchies are relative things and from a certain point of view. ---- If you been doing this work for some time it does seem that there are higher and lower forms of aesthetics, but for me thats just your ego leaking lol
  6. Good video for peeking into the psychology of the achiever archetype.
  7. @Nemra Why you got an angry photo of my cat?
  8. Damn, interesting observations and insights. The doing nothing part is too real... everything fades, this is simple but profound. I never had hallucinations while meditating, interesting. You might have high sensitivity and high spiritual potential Keep us informed!
  9. Not repression but conquering it. Pain will emerge, but you will remain undisturbed. That is what transcendence means.
  10. No, I mean you can feel the pain, but not react to it and not get overwhelmed by it no matter how intense. Like when you know you are horny but decide not to react or act on it.
  11. Damn, didnt know about this case you mentioned, interesting. And yeah, transcending pain seems to be one of the final challenges. Which makes me think, if you are not afraid of anything anymore. Say that you understand fear deeply, doesnt that mean you groked pain too? I think if you dont have any fear whatsoever, pain aversion doesnt make any sense. It might be related. Like say you are a criminal and you were sent to burn at the stake, if you dont react, not even a little bit to the situation, I think you groked pain at some level at least.
  12. It is indeed very advanced, you basically conquered Death at that point, because you are always aware of the observer. Even in deep sleep, which is the absence of forms. I think another very advanced point is maintaining awareness even in insane pain and especially if it followed by tragic self-desctuction of a form. Like a human entering a meat grinder, if you can maintain awareness even through that you are really free from everything imaginable lol.
  13. Interesting. Is this your direct experience everyday?
  14. @integral How is your experience of sleep? Theres a saying that yogis dont really sleep -- they are aware, an observer still remains. Is that the case with you?
  15. If the fiction doesnt blow his mind in the first second he aint having it He wants shit now!!!
  16. @Entrepreneur Oh boy, you are attacking the forum's bible, you might need to dodge a pitchfork or two Lot's of people who are spiritually developed here are really arrogant underneath, that sneaky ego. Spiral dynamics just feed their ego of their supposed superiority over everyone else. You need to question everyone on this forum even if they are spiritually or cognitively developed, theres still huge ego and distortion and this model helps with that for sure.
  17. Of course you can question, but notice that you are questioning. What is that? This moment that allows your questioning, what is it? You can also question your question forever, doesnt mean you are right. Experience is. All questions happen within existence(whatever that is).
  18. Yes. You are experiencing things. Whether you are inside an alien program somewhere or in a dream is another matter. But still, things are happening right now. You are Aware! This is undeniable.
  19. Stop suffering is good and all. But I want the real gold -- how to stop pain? We need a new Buddha for this
  20. Tell me you're a coomer without telling me you are a coomer Jk
  21. Theres also the assumption that this person is somewhat ambitious and like doing crazy efforts to accomplish things. Meaning he is the achiever archetype. But this might not be the case. So far people in this thread have been projecting their achiever pesonality into the OP. Which is quite common overall here tbh, people think effort and ambition is king and people need to conform to this. I think Op needs to find if he is ambitious or not( in the traditional sense that he cant live with himself if he doesnt constantly move his mind or his hands towards some goal or title). Tbh I think he isnt and he should study psychology and investigate himself more.
  22. Yes, and it is important to recognize that, because this forum have a strong focus on action, success, even terms like "wage-slavery". This attitude migh have some trauma behind.
  23. You cant define it, only experience it. Define orgarsm.