Eskilon

Great post. Also, long time no see. It seems you didn't choose Mahasamadhi yet

God is so amazing that it cannot help itself, it drowns in its own profoundness.

In those decades, in that lifetime, did it have spirituality in it? Did it have clues that you were in fact dreaming? I mean one's life could literally be a trip, and when you die you wake up in a ayahuasca ceremony lol, consciousness can and probably already have dreamed that up.

Yeah people usually don't steelman China style of government. What China has achieved so fast and with such effiency couldn't be achieved through the partisanship of current democracy, with different people coming to power and prioritizing different projects; it's just a mess in effiency and optimization honestly.

How can survival be anything more than physical stuff? I mean, all human needs are physical, be it sex, power, fame, comfort, knowledge, success, money, family, psychological needs. The only thing that is non-physical is spirituality and awakening.

You're assuming a bunch of stuff. What if I have financial literacy, then what? Just because some fools that won the lottery couldn't handle power that doesn't mean it applies to me. Depending on the prize, even the question of financial literacy is hilarious, you could just live out of the interest of the prize itself. In that way you wouldn't even need to touch the prize money. In my view winning the lottery could remove the pressure to compete with others. That doesn't mean you wouldn't have ambition or life purpose, but your path would be without the pressure to feed yourself and to pay the bills. It's actually the most optimal way if you want quality work and development. It's how society should be if we were developed enough.

What if I win the lottery? Isn't that in a sense a get out of jail free card out of survival?

Yimpa can be serious

Maturity, better development and such. In general you need a certain age to make wise and informed decisions.

Perfect analogy

It is that, but also much more. Without spoiling, the more meta stuff in Higu will offer a better understanding of the same phenomena in Umi. The real horror of Higu is psychological/existential, the gore is like a sideshow. It's no surprise you got this impression, Higu is basically 07th Expansion's most popular work by a mile, while Umi and Ciconia are much more obscure but also better written. And Higu is so popular precisely because it appealed to your classical weeb stereotype of crazy anime girls slaughtering people. Still, that's only a surface level view of the work. I see.

Everything is new. That's how awesome experience is. In a sense that's what Death is, you are dying every moment, death is ever present in reality. Stare at your hand, with clean perception, that is death. To perceive, is to always be new, to be dead. If your consciousness is clean and pure enough there's no repetition, there's no mechanicalness; There's just... Isness. I now understand why you need to purify yourself to meet god, to meet... yourself. To meet yourself is the most profound and the most beautiful experience there is. God is so fucking shy lol, God is too subtle, it is hiding from itself. But it is hiding out of love, it is waiting for YOU to be ready to meet it. God always rediscover itself from new angles and perspectives, and this words are so profound that few comprehend, perspective is reality. God is so selfless, that even if your perspective is absurdly intelligent, that is just that: a perspective, this is too fucking profound. God doesn't allow any monopoly whatsoever, God allows everything. This is too incredible, and too terrifying. I get it now why Leo shat on his carpet

Feeling is God's capacity of being selfless.

@Leo Gura Because of your development and spiritual work, a ufo comes into your backyard and offers you to leave earth for good, would you go?

I've heard about Higurashi, but at the time people talked about gore/horror vibes from it, not really my thing really if it is that. I'll will add those to my already huge list Haha, yeah it's different from those, but I get why one could get those vibes from watching the op or something.