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@Leo Gura are you making a game? what style are you going for?

Haha, right. I forget not everyone is lucky enough to have it channeled into their career. Even still it's quite difficult. Constant maintenance. And very weird quirks and preferences pop-up even within it. Making it potentially unviable as an option. Despite all that, it's a tonne of fun.

I'm Gen Z 😂

It's not just the older generation. All generation is fucked up. Younger generation is no good either. Generally speaking.

All I can say is own your flow states. Make it the default way to learn, practice. And be very gritty about rest and recovery, flow states literally fry your circuits. Find something which you wanna do (if you wanna do nothing, that's perfectly fine too). I'm sure we'll find something which resonates, inspires, gives us a spark from some remote source. All the work is to embody it. And it's not gonna be easy. Recommend reading Steven Kotler's books on flow. "Laughing in the face of chaos" for alignment.

I agree to a great extent. I felt betrayed by the world's ways when I took the time to find alignment with my own nature. It all started with a quest to not be influenced by anything external. Realized everything which has been imposed on me was ruining my potential in ways I'd never tolerate if I had been aware. And all goals are society's imposition. No such thing as your own goals. Made me a misanthrope at the end.

It's not something to fix 🤷‍♂️

Survive!

Well put. I'd say the same for Spiral Dynamics and other models.

What's your relationship with AI? Or LLMs to be precise.

If you have problems with killing, you'll develop naive incomplete worldviews and ideas. Same for those who don't see life and death as one.

My experience is mostly similar to what you said. Except I don't think verbally. Or have conversations in slow form, as if there's different sovereign entities inside me. Everything's direct transmission. Conversations are chemical you could say. I do write or record voice notes if some insight or idea strucks. And the responses are chemical too. I feel off, when I start certain things, means I have to listen to the instinct and change what it pushes me to. Then the experience helps me do the thing I avoided, better next time. I've grown to trust the instincts. All I can say is, it's not in alignment with capitalist ways of being. So every fix, vyvanse is like a direct insult to it's nature.

Ahhhh... I probably have ADHD. And I'm not giving up the "uncontrollable" hyperfocus. Not for anything.

Don't quote it like it's some final authority. It's an ass kisser.

We don't share the same sentiment. Killing is perfectly fine. The whole karma thing is very relative. Even that is not objective. You should contemplate what the implications of that are. If you want, you can feel bad about everything.