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No this is not a troll post My girlfriend just told me today that she wants to have group sex and have sex with big and strong men. This really upsets me because I am skinny and will never be able to look like a genetic freak like some of these guys. I can gain muscle for sure, but there is only so much genetic potential. I told her I am upset with this and am awaiting her response...

I am almost thinking about having multiple relationships going on at the same time. It seems like women have this and I am tired of focusing on one girl at a time. It sounds shity, but maybe my strategy should be to date and simultaneously be looking for something better and never settle until I find the 100/10 girl.

Throughout my life I have been treated like shit. I am tired of putting up with it. Today I made a resolution not to take anyone's shit and to set proper boundaries for myself. I will not let people walk all over me. I will tell them what's up and i am not gonna let them tell me what to do. I have every right to control my mind and body and no one has the right to tell me otherwise. I am done with these sick games and I wish I could heal. I am completely lost. I hate everything

So me and my ex are getting back together and she was expressing concerns to me about how she wants to feel safe and secure. How do I best do this?

Yeah, I am a dumbass

Also how do yall be knowing who I am??

I am brought to tears by this world's corruption... The suffering on this planet is so great. Will we ever go beyond it? I am tired of coming across the same acts of selfishness day in and day out. I want to raise the vibration of this planet. We need to do something. We are being bogged down...

I don't care anymore I will give people what they want

I am doing something about it. You are not here with me to see the work I am doing. I am homeless and going through a rough time in my life. I strive everyday for self-improvement. I do not understand why you think I am doing nothing...

This post has substance in it. You just are expecting something different

Wish them Salvation from afar ?? It is not wise to associate oneself with such beings...

Please tell me It almost seems like it is relative. Maybe severe forms of selfishness/lack of love.

I do not understand why people feel threatened by me. I am going out and gaming and people are calling security on me often. Is this a normal thing? Am I really so deficienct that people call security. Or are people just scared in general? My family were losers then. I hate my life and everyone around me I am not getting attention and I have no idea how to heal. I am homeless, jobless, and now am single. I want a woman to appreciate me for me. They all seem to hate me. What did I do wrong? Just for being myself? I hate the world. I want to hurt people. I don't care anymore. It brings me peace, because the world treats me like shit so i believe people deserve it. This is the only way to heal. By unleashing the anger out into the world. Nothing else makes me feel better. Especially locking myself up in a room somewhere meditating, that would just make it worse.

I am developing disgust for myself. I hate this human species and this body. I am a liar and I am very petty. Why can't we all be good? Why do some of us have to be monsters.

I know it's my time to shine and I'm already improving. There is just so much pain in my heart I don't know if I can go on without hurting someone. I can't help it. I'm broken. I need love.

It does too make me feel better. I want that control back that they stole from me.

They took control of my mind Leo. My parents conditioning is running me and I can't escape. I am trying so hard to defragment the conditioning but it is taking so long. I can't even think clearly. I don't know who I am. They stole my mind away from me.

Thank you so much. I needed that

How to make the mind tell me good things?

Never wait for sex bros. The woman will run you through all these bs excuses to try and get you to do stuff for her. She doesn't care about your agenda at all. So why should you? Do not wait. Make it clear you want to fuck and do not take no for an answer.

I am getting too conscious and it frustrates me because this civilized human society frustrates me with all its rules and regulations. Sometimes I wish I could just dominate something and bend it to my will. I hate being controlled by things, but yet, I seem to succumb to social pressure

I am beyond traumatized at this point. Nothing traumatizes me anymore. I think I have brain damage because of it. The human mind can only take so much.

Okay things are getting very strange for me.... Everytime I read an article about a mental illness, I feel as though I have it. Like I am buying into the words and somehow I feel as though I have what I am reading about. It is weird. I had a really bad trip in the hospital before and I was watching one of those commercials with cancer kids and all of a sudden I felt like I had cancer and was going to die. Like I was actually having physiological responses and stuff. I thought I was Harry Potter when I was watching Harry Potter and I also thought I was stich in lilo and stich (that one made me terrified btw) Can someone tell me what is going on? This is concerning me

Fuck that. I would rather be a rapist than accept my place in the hierarchy and not get sex. I think it must be my genetics. My parents are fucking weaklings and have no capacity for dominance. I am the most dominant one in the family, but in society I am on the low side. I have a lot of problems. I didn't get properly socialized as a kid which I think is majorly screwing me up now. I hate my parents so much. They are so fucking pathetic and scared of the world. They raised a fucking pussy and now I have to clean up their mess by getting myself out of this haze.

I think suicide should be legalized in general. Check out this suicide pod in Switzerland: