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I agree. I think I have a lot of male conditioning still going on haha. I guess to be fair the only way I can explore those things is to actually be female, if I want to experience it in the 1st person at least.

Yes, I am planning on doing that.

I remember watching her when I first started my psychedelic trips years ago. She seems to have almost disappeared. I checked out her channel and she still makes videos. Just hardly any views. Weird.

@Leo Gura Previously you mentioned that you shouldn't be listening to music while your tripping because it can be a distraction. Do you still think that it can be a distraction? Because part of me thinks it still is.

Do you think that people in their 20s who study your teachings will find it hard to survive in their environment? Have you tapped into the ability of having multiple personalities and do you believe that it is beneficial to use a different personality depending on the person you are talking to or is it beter to just use the same personality for every person you are talking to?

@seeking_brilliance in a completely different voice lol

So this random song that I never heard before keeps playing in my mind. It has been about 10 days since i have listened to music, so maybe this is how my brain is coping, but it is interesting that the song that is playing is a low consciousness rap song, it keeps saying things like " a bitch don't mind, a bitch don't mind, a bitch don't mind if I get it right." And it just keeps playing in a loop over and over again. It is quite hilarious and completely random, because I don't normally listen to stuff like this. I don't understand how a basic thing like this is fascinating me so much lol Or if there is any significance to this.

@ertopolice I know I was just pointing out that even when a girl is being very direct it still works 50% percent of the time. Which just goes to show how successful it will be when you're not going so direct. My advice to you is just be social. Hang around people, have a social life, be out there and guys will come to you. Also get on Tinder. It's like a cheat code for dating for women, even if you are just a moderately attractive woman, you will have guys flooding your phone.

Going on a date with this girl I met at the mall. Its been awhile since I've been on a date, so any advice will be much appreciated. We're going for coffee by the way.

@ertopolice Haha honestly women don't need to do cold approach. But if you are a fairly attractive women, expect a lot of guys to be down. Just walk up and express your interest in him. Be like ,"hey I thought you looked interesting and I wanted to meet you" and do it with sweet and innocent, feminine smile and guys will love you. I am not a female, but I would imagine that the rejection rate for females is a lot lower than for males. There is even a video on this: http://ASKING GUYS FOR SEX (SOCIAL EXPERIMENT) Rejection rate 50% Go get em

@Megan Alecia Just be subtly sexual in your text messages, but not overly overt about. Just drop little hints here and there that convey the possibility that you are open to things turning sexual between you two.

If you have kids be prepared to go down into red. There is simply no other way to deal with a stage red child other than to dominate him. He will exploit and abuse your generosity at the higher stages.

I guess I am asking is what if you sit down and explain to the child how he is making others feel, but he is incapable of understanding empathy and continues to not correct his behavior. I guess I am asking how you would handle a psychopathic child. I see no other way to handle him without going down to his level or just send him off somewhere.

Could you give me an example of how you can interact in a way that red responds well too? Without going into red yourself.

@soos_mite_ah How would you deal with red without going down to red yourself? I am curious to know how you would handle a predator, for example, that will resort to anything in his power to get what he wants. Even murder. Would you just accept it unconditionally and allow yourself to be taken advantage of. Or would you try to do anything in your power to get what you want, which is an option to live. I personally don't see any way that you could deal with red in that scenario without going down into red yourself. I guess it's technically possible not to go down into red, but if you choose to do that, you'll die. Reminds me of Jesus. Pretty inspirational.

I am 22 years old. I have had minor relationships in the past, never lasted long. I have only slept with 1 girl. So only minor experience, but not a complete lack of experience. Well currently I live with my parents so my logistical situation isn't ideal for pulling girls. If i had financial independence I could move to a better city for game and potentially have free time to work on game without getting distracted with money and paying bills.

Red defeated

Mindfulness Meditation or Do nothing? As far as manual meditation techniques go, which technique is better for increasing states of consciousness in terms of potency? Which technique is better in the long run?

Also if anybody asks why I didn't list concentration as a technique it's because I already have a separate concentration practice.

I don't know if any of you guys have experienced this, but it seems like the more conscious you become, the more aware you start to become of these unconscious primal impulses. Maybe it is just my past karma or something, but I keep having these feelings of rage where I want to fight, scratch, rip, and tear things apart Almost like I am a tiger. I have been struggling with these feelings for quite a while now and I am not sure what i am supposed to do with these emotions. Either it must be a really deep trauma or there is something else going on. Releasing them seems destructive and can be potentially harmful, but I also think conversely that it is harmful to keep them running in the background of my subconscious mind.

You can read all the books in the world, but if you can't go out and actually talk to people. Your theoretical understanding of social skills won't mean shit. Action>Theory

Because you hate yourself

Is it too low conscious? What do you guys think of this medium for life purpose. This might be an option I will explore. Some manga and anime are low conscious, but there are lots of anime/manga out there that are very spiritual in nature and have stage turquoise values sprinkled into the story. They tend to have more depth than your standard American cartoons. I have always really enjoyed watching anime and reading manga. I like the combination of storytelling with art. I used to love writing stories as a kid and would right pages and pages of stories and share them with my friend. I like coming up with ideas for stories to write. It puts me in a nice flow state and am playing with the idea of learning to draw, so I can make my stories come to life.