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@0ne In perfection death is but an illusion.

@electroBeam WHat in actuality is the feeling of worthlessness? It is an energetical imbalance within your emotional body. Now that was just to define things. congratulations! You have found a core belief! "I am worthless". awesome, most people live whole lives blind to these. what to do about it now. Admit defeat. Your subconscious has you by the balls. You can't overpower your subconscious. It owns you, quite literally. So struggle won't help. So admit it. You do think youre worthless. Youve been thinking that most of your life! In fact all of your actions can be kind of seen as an escape from your worthlessness. But now you know better don't you! You know that the belief no longer serves you. You know you are worthy. Quite infinitely. You do deserve all you desire and beyond. So there are 2 "energetical standpoints" 1- your old belief system of unworthiness 2- your new paradigm of infinite worth which is more alligned with Truth So know your goal. Acknowledge that now you feel unworthiness, yet you know it's not true. Allow yourself to viduslize what it would look like and feel like to be infinitely worthy. Use your imagination. Now when you can sense the describency between the current and the desired BS, you are ready for the release of the old belief. Your body got the signal that you are shifting to infinite worth instead of worthlessness. That doesn't make the old belief bad or wrong. In fact LOVE IT TO DEATH! Acknowledge that it has served you greatly in your evolution. It is perfect. It is love and light, your negative beliefs are perfect. Love them to death. Then you will be ready for release. This is an act of self-love and self acceptance. Any form of trying to escape the old belief will be anothet act of self-rejection. Know it. Feel it. Feel how youve been rejecting yourself, and allow yourslf to stop. Good luck!

@Neo Read the first sentence already puked. CBT IS SHIT HOLY FUCK DON't fucking follow western mainstream psychology.

@Shin Bentinho uses creator. I guess you never get a perfect word. Eventhough creator sounds to me much lighter and fluffier, it implies personification and Christian doctrine.

@Shin No its just when you say "void" it kinda feels like "awh ew void no no thank you, none of that"

@unknownworld k homie they don't because In my book presence is not Ego, and the sense of I am as in existence isn't ego either. But in our discussion ego plays 0 role (other than that it wants to persuade). Stop being lazy, pretending like you know all there is. Grow a fucking pair And fucking GO beyond. good night.

@Shin ooo nice void good word. Although I dislike the quite depressive connotation . ???

@unknownworld No. our terminologies check out. Go beyond the present moment, just give it a whirl and don't give up quickly.

@Anna1 awesome!

@unknownworld Presence? The I amness, sense of you existing. Beingness. That which is alwaYs there, even in your sleep. That is a part of infinity, eventhough within of itself already infinite, not absolute. If I go beyond I sense the absolute. That I cannot describe.

Then I surely must be mad for having gone beyond which is without beyondness. In which case ignore me for I am of no service as a mad man. ;-)

@unknownworld You miss out on the experiential practicality and transparency you gain through "going beyond". That is not a mental masturbation exercise. That is an exercise that will literally allow you to bathe yourself in presence whilst glimpsing the abaolute on the beach of awareness like a topless hot 20yo.

@Leo Gura yeah thats why everyone needs to follow what floats their boat. Intuition is here to serve us greatly. @unknownworld Sorry that was confusing of me. I used many because I didnt want to use "other". Is there a "self" beyond ego? Or rather can you imagine a self beyond ego? And if there is, it surely cannot be god. It is a part of god and is in unity with it forever. But how can a self exist as god. Self isn't all there is. All Im trying to say I guess is, go beyond the "pressence". Because even that is contained within something. Unless you cannot feel the preseence in your direct experience. If that's the case then first work on that!

@unknownworld oh and here is a little exercise for you. Can you "neti neti consciousness? I am not body. Ignore I am not thoughts. Ignore what is left? Awareness. neti neti I am not awareness I am not consciousness. Go beyond. Realize that there is beyond. It doesn't end with awareness. There is more to explore. Consciousness, awareness are NOT synonymous with the absolute.

@unknownworld I can only agree on certain parts with you. The most inaccurate statement you made is the one about free will not existing. But of course not an egoic free will. I talk about free will beyond the personal self. And yes to some this is irrelevant. To some this is extremely helpful. You can only follow your resonance, otherwise you're walking someone else's path. A question I'd like you to answer. Can there exist a self, implying many, in unity?

@Emily you are probably describing a kundalini awakening. Awesome. Youre in for a treat. Your cells are gaining superpowers, your body will detox over a period of time. Happy for you. Dont be afraid of it!

@Anna1 There are different levels of existence. Can we agree on that? Right now what you find yourself in is this 4dimensional human experience, consisting of a seemingly physical world. You are (prolly) slowly entering the 5th Dimension which is all about unconditional love, awareness, the witness consciousness. That is the point of view of your higher self, your spirit, your soul. Different sense of time and all that good shit = awareness. And of course reality is infinite so there are infinite numbers of dimensions, therefor you can always merge with more and more, always approaching infinity. The infinity = source of all, ungraspable, beyond experience, beyond non-experience. It just is all there is. And it is you. It is you in all dimensions. And all these dimensions exist simultaneously. You exist on all levels of your existence simultaneously, because there is no time, time is only a perceived 4th dimension. Every dimension has infinite number of possibilities within. And every time you choose a possibility, you choose a parallel reality, a parallel version of "your self". If you choose to feel blissful - that is a parallel version of yourself. Depressed = another version of yourself. Everything that exists has always existed, because everything is. If it isn't at one point, it has not existed ever and can never exist. You are never creating a new experience. You are only stepping into something that has always existed because the source of everything already includes everything that can exist. Is it somewhat clearer now?

You confuse me. Isn't that quite awesome? Yaaayyy =D.

"There are levels to this shit!"

@PetarKa Because it feels good. Your motivation for all you do is to feel good. Without an exception. Imagine a fully integarted transcended self, aware of its infinite nature and being engaged with the beauty of it all fully, whilst (if desired) harvesting the fulfillment of service to others.

@JKG self-torture is the opposite of self love and stops you from integration

@Leo Gura There was a point in your AL-LAD vid. where you looked very very humble. Sort of not your classical "Ima school yall with some knowledge". Later you came back to your teaching role. It was quite a beautiful transition. Well done Leo. You seem to be growing a lot! :-)

@Jcent Don´t overthink this life shit. Best decisions are never the ones we think up. What decision feels the best? You wouldnt get a better guidance system even from NASA.

@Vercingetorix those 2 ways don't exclude esxh other. They actually compliment each-other perfectly. There is nothing holding you from your goals more than ego.