Martin123

Member
  • Content count

    2,348
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Everything posted by Martin123

  1. @electroBeam ah ok I wasnt aware of that. I tried to break through your lovely stubborness. Apologies ?
  2. @electroBeam follow the guide. It is perfect for you.
  3. @Toby @John Flores In my case I got actually quite lucky. Stumbled uppon a great loving therapist who was very weird in a beautiful way. Loved every single session :).
  4. @LRyan hahahahha yeah psychogist tend to be nut cases. My friend has some severe social issues and axirty and other things. His mum is a psychogist, whilst clearly being a narcisist... and im like... How does that never click for you sheeple!! ?? Just take a chillpill and maybe find a different psychologist? It sounds like he is quite emotionally attached to his profession and that cannot be beneficial in such a intimate delicate situation as a therapist-client relanionship. If you still find him beneficial after this though then by all means keep him. However it can be a lesson to reown your power and to find ability to heal from within. Because you can. Obvi. Good luck!
  5. @ChimpBrain Should have not been lazy and sentbit to you right away
  6. @Barna What youre describing might be depersonalization. That can be cool in the beginnings but later on it gets very painful, you might wanna check out my guide for depersonalization (on my profile) =D. Peace.
  7. @Toby Why would you wanna keep your energy blockages that is a mystery to me. Anywho there's not really a way to my knowledge to stop this process, so might as well speed it up through breathwork. If you don't... well its gonna take years until all the resistance is purged out of you. If you do, 1-2 years and you will become a superman.
  8. @NutellaTC Just chill yo. The osho dynamic meditation works great, breathwork has many grounding effects and increases energy flow. Immerse yourself in deep deep self acceptance as your inner demons are surfacing. 1. Self love 2. Breathwork (pranic breathing, the wim hof method) 3. A little calmer lifestyle perhaps and thats it. It is quite simple really. Know that its a blessing in the big picture. also go to my profile and check out my shadow work guide, there are some great advice for this tYpe of state.
  9. @BeginnerActualizer The way you feel about yourself, other people and reality or life at large. :-)
  10. @BeginnerActualizer LP is the most divine creative input of your being. It is what you were made for, the embodiment of what you came here to embody. Now presumably you know what this embodiment looks like. Shift your "enregetical imprint" into that paradigm. Through imagination, through visualization, through repetition, over and over until nothing else matters. And All the resistance to it will come to surface. This doesn't represent the difficulty of achieving your purposeful embodiment, it merely confirms that you are on the right track. That you are sorting out through the limiting beliefs and excuses why you "can't" do it. There is no "can't" by the way. Only the "can" of the universe is so powerful that you can create can't out of nothing. But that is just illusory, a choice to believe in. This doesn't mean you shouldn't take action on the surface, but the surface acitons will only mirror your imprint that is inside of your being, isnide of your energetical body/mind. Don't be surprised if you encounter resistance. You are lifting up the unconscious veil of traumatized humanity that have been giving up on their dreams. Just persist. If you can't make your life fun through your dreams, then what's it all about anyway? :-)
  11. @electroBeam awesome. Enquire deeper, find the underlying beliefs, enquire those, do some breathwork, contemplate them, release emotions, get in touch with your inner child. and most importantly. Fucking accept yourself homie. Youre perfect beautiful amazing and infinite. You are loved and appreciated. Youre being you better than anyone ever will or have been. Your insecurities are perfect as well as your desire to work on them. Get some coaching tbh if you really feel stuck. Coaches who work with emotions and self-acceptance.
  12. @electroBeam about the zen temple, unless the idea of it really excites you, dont do it. You have holes in your life because there are lessons to be learnt. The quickest way to alignment is to amp up your learning rate. Emotional healing = learning the lessons you have been resisting. This is the way it is. Truth be told until you face all the pain you have been running away from, you will be miserable. Once you start facing it, it will get worse. For a while, but there will be a happy ending. Heal your emotions, heal your life. Peace
  13. @electroBeam have you read my shadow-work guide? Sounds like youre a perfect fit.
  14. @ChimpBrain Yo its long af tho haha. But very entertaining.
  15. Helloooo, love you <3 Your inner child What is it? It is your mind's interpretation of your repressed emotional body. Your childhood repressed self, your shadow. There can be different definitions, so I will define it as follows. Your inner child is the embodiment of all your repressed emotional needs that had not been fulfilled when they occurred in your past. How does it work? Well literally imagine a baby that is located in the area between your crotch and solar plexus. And that child is just THERE! IT wants LOVE it wants ATTENTION and it wants it NOW!!!!! But you have been denying it for so long, haven't you? I am sorry but you have not been successful. Your inner child will make you aware of its presence whether you want it or not! How? addictions outbursts of anger relationship issues projections onto others loneliness victimhood feelings of unfairness or injustice blablabla... basically whenever you in a sense "act like a child" your inner child has taken over. So you better give it the attention it needs, or it is not going to stop affecting you in all the ways it does. 1. Gain full body awareness, and acknowledge that there literally is this little emotional entity denied of its needs. 2. Imagine it. Picture it in any ways you can, baby, toddler, teenager, whatever comes to mind. It is a very intuitive phenomenon. 3. Talk to it. What do you need little one? Do you want love? Do you want some attention? I love youu! <3! Do you wanna feel heard? I am here with you. Forever and completely. I admire you. I respect you. I approve of you, infinitely and forever....Whatever comes to your mind as best. 4. Give it a mental hug. Drown it in your love. The way you treat other people and children can often times mirror the ways you treat your own inner child, so become aware of that as well. I once was talking to a friend, telling her that I was afraid of abandonment, as my inner most limiting and core fear/belief. "Yeah well don't worry you're not gonna be abandoned." "My inner child would beg to differ!" "Well your inner child IS NOT YOUR BOSS!" I WAS SO EFFIN TERRIFIED OF THAT COMMENT! =D. Thank god I knew already enough about this and was confident enough not to take every advice I heard. Because damn that is the worst advice of emotional nature I have ever heard. You inner child, if it IS anything, it is the most BADASS BOSS EVER! IT WILL MAKE YOU DO ITS WILL. It will, always, and if you dont pay attention, IT WILL MAKE it worse. It is the most bossy baby you will ever encounter. And for a good fucking reason. Because it NEEDS your attention. It holds all your potential to everything. The key to your heart and soul. So spend time with your inner child. Place it into imaginary scenarios where it is calm and happy. And if it is not happy in a real-life situation you are in, honestly just either leave the situation, or if that is not possible in the moment, talk to your child, calm it down, apologize to it, promise that it will be ok. Because your inner child is your life! It is YOU! AND you are the NUMBER ONE priority. Much love <3. @Dan Arnautu
  16. @Shaggy yeah the whole mental health field are a bunch of pussies. When you start releasing your inner demons it isnt your everyday experience. If you want "normal" life dont meditate homie, take anti depressants eat trash and watch Tv. Sorry fot the passive agressive attitude but I am mad at people who claim "negative effeects of meditation" what hapened to you was the most valuable life experience one can ever have and pussies screw this up. edit: their reaction should have been: its ok, keep at it, you will turn out ok and much better than before. If you need help to process these phases here are some great therapists/coaches... Instead they give u diagnosis and drugs. such wow, much society, very loving
  17. @ChimpBrain well, forstarters check out kundalini/chi energy. Check out Martin Ball, he has a lecture on yt on 5meo, there You can learn about it. It's titled "Martin Ball". Long stoty short you just need to start releasing past trauma. Trauma is stored in the body. It is emotional healing on biological level. I can give you an experience. Ive been going through emotional healing for quite a while now, and recently I felt literally a grip on my heart. It felt like it was gonna stop, I couldnt breathe properly but I had a feeling I knew what wqs going on. After a while love, literally feelings of goodness and love started flooding out of it, and the grip got released. Emotions = energy = biology = affects body and the nervous system.
  18. Thats disturbing. Was sex on the table when you were a child? ???
  19. @Raquel I know exactly what you mean. Let me be more specific. 1. As an empath in an emotionally insensitive society you have acculated so much emotional pain that isn't even yours. You have just coppied energetical patterns of others onto your self in order to fit in. Your way towards wholeness is through healing and release of repressed emotional turmoil. 2. Once you get most of it down you'll be able to cultivate such huge amounts of love for other beings that you wont care about their behaviour. Youll just wanna help. And it will become effortless and joyful.
  20. @Raquel You gotta empty yourself emotionally. Become unbiased. A mirror to others. Truly unselfish in a life of service to humanity. Trqnscend your inner chilld needs and cultivate your unconditional live creativity and wisdom.
  21. @electroBeam Im sorry homie but you are confusing me hehe. Anywho thanks and bestbof luck to you. May you arrive at bliss in the most effortless way!
  22. Never said that, that is wrong. Never said you shouldnt choose to be blissful. But can you choose to be blissful and still have a preference of keeping your leg? I KNOW! OUTRAGEOUS! But can you? ;-)