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@Dan Arnautu whats in one phase a growing situation is a stagnation in another and vice versa. I am in a similar situation. I had a very monk-like existence last year at uni, next year moving into a flat with 4 roomates. Probably will slip into some relationships as well. Oftentimes the situations you find yourself in negate the previous ones so you can explore both sides of the same coin (socialization-solitude) as quickly as possible and extract all the benefit you can, so you can integrate the whole exprience, and become flexible to serve the wellbeing of all in each moment empy of personal neediness/needs.

The words I suggested are more than enough. Dont try to understand it, just speak the words and let them do the magic. It has to be honest.

@Dan Arnautu there is something youre not paying attention to, hense the questions

@Dan Arnautu you treat the emotions as something to be overcome and negative. Treat your emotions as if they were little children in pain key words to say to them to shift the energy: How may I serve you? I love you thank you for protecting me thank you for teaching me I am so sorry I will never leave you again I am completely here with you now Devour me. I am yours to be eaten. Do onto me as you will.

Dont lots of awakened people report diminished libido? ed: cuz the thing with sex is that it is primarily ego-driven, symbolizing shit like power, worthiness, connection, loneliness cure.. that shits gone after awakening

He thinks of his thinking roo much. That is his setback. He is brilliant and he knows it. That is his biggest strenght and weakness.

Yes. How could I do it any other way hehe.

@Leo Gura sorry but thats false

As far as social interactions and pick-up goes, I went from - being socially awkward to - being able to talk to anyone and push my/their comfort zone by bringing up uncomfortable topics, saying random shit whilst keeping myself still amused not relying on their reactions and keeping the conversation flowing - to being extra-anxious, not awkward, I could still behave and control my behaviour, but it all started feeling like I was just pretending and lying at all times, as my ego started to fall apart bit by bit. After some time that went away, at least the most uncomfortable part of anxiety, and now one of the challenges I face with interactions is to hold my own vibration whilst triggering awkwardness in others, as my energy has shifted a lot into effortlessly triggering in people what is unresolved in them, realizing that it is actually my brilliant beautiful light shinining on their darkness, not their negative reaction to me. Another challenge is awkward pauses. I am very content being silent with a person even when I dont know them very well just holding eye contact. And again the challenging part comes in when that triggers discomfort within them.

@Barna I will be trippin next week some day. I am hyped what its gonna be like with a new degree of energetical openness. Not sure if I will increase the dose, though the idea is tempting :-) 4g isnt a babythose tho. What is the dosing you are experienced with if I may ask?

Yeah tbh I dont really need psychadelics to be on an energetical rollercoaster but I loved shrooms, I will for sure do them again in the near future. It still does act like a catalyst for me, and quite a magical one at that. :-) Psychadelics are awesome in opening up your energy. Remarkable. I can only dream of what 5meo would do to me... I dont wanna say I dont have balls for that, but I probably dont Whilst it doesnt really seem relevant just yet. But I am just too intrigued not to do it ever in the future. Once I achieve a certain degree of awakeness and emotional emptiness... im for sure gonna use it for some ass-kicking push to drown myself in infinite freedom :-)

@Barna doesnt 5meo blow you into the infinite lovelight of creation, yet not into the infinite non-existence itself? Ag least thats what it sounds like to me from trip reports but idkk i have no direct experiences... i might do 5meo when I awaken

@faith if you wanna kick in the butt consider psychadelics (be careful though, caution and readiness)

@Shin Enlightenment isn´t the end of all limiting belifs either tho yo but nevermind it is not important you shining little beacon of light. May you reach an unspeakable reputation:posts ratio.

If we assume the concept of a subconscious, then this statement is a little bold. I would even dare to say inevitably false. You cannot live being conscious of everything, including your base functions such ad digestion etc. Your likes and dislikes will remain. Parts of your conditioning will for sure remain.

@Barna oh my gosh hands down this is the best compliment Ive ever received. I think Im liberated now :3 haha thanks you kind love.

I feel like some have the attitude of "ye I was guna get enlightnd but then I skipped a day of self-enquiry and it got all doomed." What? Like... what? ?

@Danielle Addictions come back as deeper energetical patterns within your ego-structure are revealed. Thats fine. The addiction itself is kind of harmless, the pattern will be dissolved nevertheless. Dont force yourself to resist strong cravings thats unnecessarily adding pain onto the wound. Again, you already made it, now youre here to enjoy the show of the transition. (Disclaimer: Im not advocating getting alcohol poisoning or anything Just saying, if you wanna go out and get drunk from time to time, it wont harm you... not really, this process is way too powerful for it to be stopped by some innocent drunkenness, Id imagine you would really have to be wasted 24/7 to "STOP" anything) If craving is coming up, love the one who craves.

@Danielle Looks like a dark night of the soul. You can´t do much to escape this process so trying to escape it/change it is gonna prove futile. There are a few guide-lines to go by in this period of awakening 1. There is light at the end of this tunnell. If you don´t believe it just take it on faith, as from someone who has gone through it. 2. It can be over much faster and be a much less frightening experience if you immerse yourself in absolute relentless self-love and then project it outward towards others (You can check out Matt Kahns Whatever arises love that, or check out his youtube channel, it should be perfect for that). 3. A lot of integrating is going to happen so you better take it easy girl. If you wanna stay in bed all day stay in bed all day. If you wanna eat junk-food eat junk food, if you dont wanna exercise dont. Same goes for the opposite. If you feel like doing all these things then just do them. The worst thing to do is when you are being pushed into your highest potential to go against the process and beat yourself up. You have already made it. Your experience is merely a proof and a celebration of that, eventhough it might seem ridiculously painful. 4. Patience is in this case very key. There is light, but there is the tunnel that you are going through. However long the tunnel is, that cannot be changed. The only thing that is going to affect your journey is your attitude towards it. You can go through it with acceptance and love, or frightened and victimized. You are gonna get to the other side either way, the choice is yours. Much love and god speed. You will be fine though.

@TJ Reeves Oh my god It´s happening! LEEEEEEEEEEROOOOOY JEEEEEEEEEEEENKINS Now all seekers are going to come out as the nerds they were in the past and this is slowly but surely going to turn into a gaming community.

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@Max_V Could be you becoming aware of the blockages in your heart chakra. That is very common. Check out my shadow-work guide there is a breath-work section, try to utilize that.

@AstralProjection Thank you for your kindness.

I'll keep it short, the punchline was very simple setting: woke up 8 am, ate nothing drank juice and water, at 11am mixed 4g of shrooms with orange juice, ate half a banana, drank the shroomzie. It kicked in much faster than I anticipated. The effects took place in the first few minutes. - brighter colours - unconditional happiness Then it only started getting more and more intense and at one point it could only be described as if I that I knew disappeared, and a "new me" came back. The new me knew very well that he is god. There was majesty to my being, magnificence in my movements. From a societal standpoint it would be considered perhaps as arrogant. But oh my god it felt so intense and so almighty. it isn't the easiest to handle being god the intensity of the experience was incredibly overwhelming. The whole earth, as I stepped on my balcony, looked like my garden of eden that I created. And it is here to celebrate me. Everything is here to celebrate me. I was hyper aware of my nervous system and the purging that takes place in me on daily basis accelerated quite a bit. I got from it all I wanted, it went better than my wildest expectations and it was incredibly beneficial. What's only left is to acknowledge the infinite intelligence of my being for creating this community and Leo in my experience so I could have this peek through the cosmic window into my godliness. Thanks guys! <3 tldr: I am god.