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@Widdle Puppy Hey man, you sound like an empath. I can relate a lot to what youre saying. I used to be able to interact with girls very well, be quite charming and when they would start being into it and for example would lean in, something would wash over me and I would feel like "mhhhhm this sint right" and just not go for it. There can be many things happening for you in these situations, for example you can probably somewhat intuitively tune into your own emotional needs, and then try to date girls to fulfill those needs, and when they actually get to the point where a deep intimate connection can be built, you realise they are hungry for the same thing and its like "well if I dont have this thing, and you dont have this thing either, if we connect together it will be just both of us not having what we desire together and being disappointed"... I would even say its your intuition telling you, "hey this person cant give you what you want". And so the solutions revelas itself. Be the one who fulfills your own emotional needs, be the one who is in a deep commited loving and beautiful relationship with yourself. Be the one who honors your desires, dreams, fears and insecurities, and offers you the love you desire. Because other people cant. Not because they dont want to, or you wouldnt deserve it, but because they literally dont have it. And strangely enough, even if you find a girl whose relationship with herself is aligned and she is ready to love you the way youve always craved to be loved, because your subconscious mind isnt familiar with this vibration it will delete it out of your awareness and you wont be able to receive it. So become the one who gives yourself what you need and want! And soon enough, as your subconscious mind becomes filled with patterns of generosity towards yourself, intimate compliments, honor of your emotions and needs, self-love and self-care, you will be able to create a relationship that is actually for real. Not just someone pretending like they can give you what they dont have themselves, but a relationship where both of you can embrace the highest qualities of each other, and celebrate the connection that naturally occurs between both individuals. I am going through the same journey, and I am wishing you best of luck with yours!

@Raphael Hey man, Im not gonna answer the question of competence, I will just say that you have no reason to put up with a behavior that is in any way disrespectful to you. Whether they are a professional or not, the way they treat you should always be with respect and self-responsibility, so Id encourage you to seek a more respectful relationship.

@Solace "We gotta get yall married." That dude was rollin! <3

=D oomg youre hired

Hey guys! I found this really cool (not very surprising). I hope you have a great time watching!

It definitely is god damnit he actually did, I cant believe how much his story resembles mine! I am aware that the relationship me and my mother had before cannot continue with the awareness Ive gained, I am not sure whether that means we will continue interacting in a different way in the future, but for now as I am processing this Im just taking a bunch of me-time. Whats funny is that I am in my parents flat over the Summer... when this realisation hit me several days ago I just peaced out into my room without saying much, because my mother uttered something so unbelievably insane in my mind that it completely changed the way I view her. I am going to wait till all of this integrates, while trying not to be mean... she is in no way prepared to handle what I am going through. I surely wont be able to feed the energy of the old codependent relationship she has developed with me, which will probably upset her... and thats okay. We will see how it goes.

@Alex14 Imma drop some frikin wisdom from an awesome book I listened to recently! You ready?! "The ego, from the perspective of the soul is viewed as a sacred womb for the soul to incubate in and expand, in the beginning stages of it's evolution." - Matt Kahn, everything is here to help you

@Buddha Jackson I think you did it on purpose, you just didnt want the kind of attention that comes with being such a celebrity you know what im saying... Being Jesus is a hard job, youd literally have to remake Christianity, inherit all their wealth and save the planet. And who has time for that... It was a calculated move! THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS!

@MarkusSweden Right you are! Yes I think it is because when youre trying to convey growth in consciousness it is such a delicate and nuanced process that it is impossible to get it all "perfect" especially when speaking generally! Each individual situation is a new way of seeing things, each emotion is another unique aspect being integrated, each thought another expression of god returning home. For example,I have been going through realisations of the manipulation my mother has been putting me through (unconsciously) my entire life. It has been such an incredible revelation for me it completely blew my mind, and some piece of my healing journey that I never understood properly before somehow clicked in. In these stages I am going through right now, the innocent parts of me that want to be seen and loved just cant help but judge, they wanna scream at my mother, they wanna make her into a punching bag. And just yesterday Matt said in his video to refrain from judgement and blame. And yet it just needs to be done in order for those parts to heal! There are subtle levels to healing, to judgement and to blame. When you look back at the example of loving hate, I think Matt mentions a lot giving yourself the full permission to hate. That in and of itself is a loving act, to witness all the parts of you that have been judged, and see through what they have to say. There are a shadowy parts of you, that have been ridiculed, suppressed, hurt and judged so harshly that when you say to them "Oh honey, I love you." They respond with "Nice try, fuck you. I saw what people do when they say I love you. No thanks!" It is way too harsh to be loved, it not not ready. Hate is not necessarily the part of you that will be integrated, hate is the defense mechanism, like the first barrier, that will be breached with your undivided attention. I am not sure whether I went way too off topic or not, I hope I was helpful I am have been really emotional lately so if it feels like Im venting my own stuff here... yep thats whats happening Dude im so glad you laughed There was a part of me going..."Am I gonna get banned? Is someone not gonna get the joke?" : D But it was way too funny in my mind to stop!

@Torkys ok let’s start with secret T-shirts! They will be pink, with signs of “I am the light, more than you so gtfo”... just so we are assertive about the divine but still have clear boundaries and distinctions... you know? Then we will hold secret Skype conferences where there will be meditation for peace, loving what arises, and most importantly my favourite ghetto activity- Shaming darkness: we will talk shit about all negativity, egotistic tendencies, politica, misfortune and suffering. This should bring us enough street cred in the spiritual field. I will proclaim myself a cult-leader and invite more to join us, I’ll be searching for souls online and on Ceaig’s List... once we have 100+ followers we can start peaceful protests all over the world against the current system. The most important piece of this part are guns. We need lots of guns for our peaceful protests otherwise others won’t believe our peaceful intentions nor take us seriously. For further plans please Pm. Everyone is welcome loves ❤️ Ps: I’m kidding but I think that’s obvious... xD... I mean can you imagine....?? Me, leading a cult? Lolll... no not a cult it’s a religion peace!

@Solace Of course! An entire frikin revolution haha!

@Solace Think its fine man, its just different things for different people. No need to push these approaches for people who like to self-enquire.

@Lelouch I like your name, I literally started watching it quite recently.

@Solace Nice! Lets pretend you never saw this topic and share this twice! The more the merrier eh?! (just kidding... or am I?! You decide!)

@Buddha Jackson Shame, you couldve proclaimed yourself Jesus had it only been one day earlier

@Phrae The post I wrote was written from a righteous egoic perspective that unfortunately I no longer embody. Do you know the meme with James McAvoy saying "That wasnt me, that was Patricia!"? But I can give you my own experience I have had. I have had a kundalini awakening. Kundalini doesn't awaken your mind right away necessarily, which self-enquiry is meant for. Kundalini encompasses healing your body and nervous system on an energetic and emotional level, which then leads to realisations of higher consciousness. It is the feminine aspect of awakening if you will. From my own experience, whenever I would actually try to transcend my emotional and energetic body, through self-enquiry, be it direct contemplation or perhaps focusing my attention on awareness, I would hinder my healing journey. What I find this to be about is actually a process of honoring your emotions, your ego, thoughts as if it is divinity itself... which isnt as if, it is. I have a friend who is going through the same healing process. He actually kind of is into the whole transcendence, awareness, enquiry thing! When I tune into him though I feel like he is using it as a form of spiritual denial, making his journey more complicated. It is a way of escaping the emotional turmoil rather than living through it fully. But remember... wasn't me! It was Patricia!

That my friend is a great question. I have no clue... i swear to god feels like someone else said it... WASNT ME!

Hey I have a few things to say about this. I am working on cultivating more respect towards others so let me start by saying that I understand and respect your standpoint. Yet the divine way would certainly not be keeping yourself in a relationship where there is a gross power imbalance. A divine way if you will is a way of compassion and empathy. Divine will actualized in a relationship is the willingness to serve the highest wellbeing of both parties. Empathy, respect and compassion will flower in a relationship based on sacred(divine) partnership. This not it man.

@MarkusSweden Haaaaaa ok got it

@MarkusSweden Its a golf cart, isnt it?

@Mikael89 A good way to think about Mooji is the conflict of the divine masculine and divine feminine (I just went through a chapter in an audiobook talking on this subject). Mooji is going overboard on the masculine aspect, being the Guru, leader, the god figure if you will. All the devotees represent a repressed divine feminine, that is only bound to rise to power and join the overpowered divine masculine. The divine feminine will reclaim its power through series of disappointments as the Guru will fail to meet their expectations over, over and over again. But its all fine... its all part of the process. I wouldnt say theres hate on Mooji here, at least I dont certainly feel that way. He is just playing a role in all this.

@Mikael89 Well sure nothing wrong per se. But it shows Moojis stagnation and the spiritual growth once potent has become a comfortable facade of a narcissistic Guru character. I sometimes think that the best thing one can do to allow their ego to stay in tact is to start teaching (not always of course). It is not his fault that people admire him, it is merely a tragedy of his self-delusion. The people are giving up their power voluntarily... as he is voluntarily assisting them in doing so.

@Prabhaker Babysteps man, u gotta celebrate the little things!

@WildeChilde Oh yea baby its coomin. Its comin just wait n see.

@Shakazulu I will be hokage! *heartchakra opened* Know it!