Spiritual Warrior

Yes, good point. I think what I meant is I got into enlightenment work too early, which is spirituality but an entirely different beast from what you've described above. I will always be striving to be a more loving human being, this is a lifelong endeavor.

I'm probably overly sensitive, but I always find these types of videos disturbing. Like do you really have to insult and bother people for clicks? I'm sure you could do something more creative and artistic with your channel.

Very inspiring, I hope to get there one day!

Damn dude.. very interesting. What is your plan moving forward, will you go all out down the spiritual path or take a step back and pursue material desires such as money, sex, relationships, etc.?

Yes, I like this. Spirituality wil always be a part of my life, I just cant devote all of my time to it right now... I'm having too much fun dreaming

Lmao I love it! We all deserve love.

I'm 28, age range for the event was 25-35.

Self love, he don't love himself, tryna love me ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Oh my, shes a long way from suburban towns Long way, really long way from suburbia

New life purpose statement: I teach people to dance, helping them express themselves openly and to fall deeper in love with themselves and life.

Love every "issue" that you have. Love every blemish on your record. Love the embarrassing side of you. Love your hair. Love your skin. Love your eyeballs. Love your legs. Love your bed. Love your hygiene habits. Love your dick. Love your selfish intentions. Love yourself for you. Let it go. Let it all go. Nothing left. You're blowing in the wind.

I came into this job being selfish. Now I can't shake the feeling. How do I shift from selfish to selfless? You love. You love with all of you heart. You love until it hurts. Until it bleeds. Until you couldn't possibly go any further. I'm learning to love. Slowly but surely. To love every being of the universe. To love every speck of dust, every grain of sand. One must surrender. Surrender to the process. Surrender to your life. How much can I give? Can I give any further? Can I give any more to myself? Can I be any less selfish? These are the questions But be gentle with me I might not be ready I'm destined to do something Something will happen before I die I will go through events, make mistakes, make choices, fall in love with people, fall in love with myself, jump out of an airplane, dance on dancing with the stars, be a phenomenal dancer, have sex with 100 girls, motivate and inspire others, have a full head of hair, post beautiful, sexy pictures in my Instagram, call people out on their shit, be loving towards my wife, be respectful and punctual at all times, loving every being as deeply as I can But why did I do that? That was annoying I just want to be better. Why did I do that? Why do I care about others perceptions? Because I'm scared Scared what would happen if I don't care If I don't care then I can't love Is this true? He was showing off Killing it I want more role models I want to be the best dancer I can be. I want to take my life purpose seriously. Do these people really believe in me? Why would they? I have issues. Fuck.

If you are what you say you are, a superstar Then have no fear, the camera's here And the microphones And they wanna know-oh-oh-oh, yeah This song speaks to me because yeah sure, we all want to be superstars, but what is the cost of putting yourself out there? Now there is a spotlight on you, people are watching, and they expect more and more and more from you... This is scary stuff... Be careful what you wish for... And if you really want to be a superstar, be prepared to surrender yourself to love because thats the only thing that you can do.

My mom can't feed me, my boyfriend beats me I have sex for money, the hood don't love me The cops wanna kill me, this nonsense built me And I got noooo place to gooo They bomb my village, they call us killers Took me off they welfare, can't afford they health care My teacher won't teach me, my master beats me And it huuurts meee soooul Yes, life is hard, but its all love, its all beautiful.

Listen to this and apply it to yourself.

This song about self love is an absolute masterpiece. There are some juicy, relatable lines in this. Here are some of my favorites: Half of my brain was totally afraid she'd hate me, never want to see me again Half of my brain was equally afraid she'd like me, want to be my friend ---------------------------------------------------- I am learning to love I am learning to let myself be loved How did I miss this lesson when I was young? ---------------------------------------------------- Be gentle with me I might not be ready

Self Love Entry #2 On a more masculine note, self love also embodies getting what you want. If you genuinely want something then you have to understand that you have every right to go and get that things, you deserve it, you deserve anything and everything that you want in this life. You can apply the principle Thick Face, Black Heart here: "Thick face is a shield. A thick-faced person has the ability to put self-doubt aside. They refuse to accept the limitations that others put on them or the limitations we impose on ourselves. Black heart is a spear. It will place you beyond human manipulation, beyond the petty standards of human judgement." This will allow yourself to go after what you want without caring what other people think of you. Thick Face Black Heart.

Principle 2: Decide What you Want I'm at the beginning. The very beginning of consciously eradicating all unhealthy behavior and creating success in my life. Pushing myself as far as I can into falling in love with life.. Falling in love with God.. Falling in love with my soul. New life purpose statement: I want to encourage men and women to express themselves fully and to love themselves and life with all of their heart.

The War of Art What does it mean to make art? Art is creative It is the personification of your soul Of your greatest gift to the world Your soul unwounded Your soul unencumbered Your soul flying freely The soul makes art. What is integrative artwork? It is uncorrupted, solid Like a tree trunk True to the deepest truth True to the core of your soul True to being the best that you can be True to not giving in to resistance True to steering into fear Integrative artwork is truth. What is art if not in line with integrity? It is corrupted It is selfish It is being used to make money It is being used to manipulate It is being used for selfish desires or gains It is being used for shortcuts Art not in line with integrity is not true.

Exploring the Feminine Entry #17 All He Wants is to be Loved This character that is me. All he wants is to be loved. That's it. But he doesn't know how to get it. He has his methods and strategies, but they haven't worked so far. Where does he go from here? How will he deal with this? That's all he wants, LOVE. This is the saddest truth of all time I just want to be loved But I don't know how to get it I have twisted ways of going about it They involve using people and manipulating people into loving me It starts with self love Not love from an external source Full love and acceptance for myself That is everything that you need I am enough I am loved I love myself It is clear to me now where I must go I have to allow the fairy princess to find me I don't go out into the forest in search of the fairy princess, I go out into the forest in search of myself My true self And with each blunder, each mistake, each mishap, every struggle, every problem, every dilemma, every embarrassing moment, I fall deeper in love with myself That is the counter intuitive nature of all of this That is the goal To love myself not less with each mistake, but more and more with each mistake To love myself more and more with each disappointing truth that I learn about myself Falling in love deeper and deeper not with the feminine but with myself.

Exploring the Feminine #16 Dear the feminine I now realize that I am needy for your love, for your acceptance, for your approval. I understand now that I will fail again and again to attract you if I continue with this needy behavior. How will I fix this? Only time will tell, but I've got some ideas... And I have now shined a bright yellow light on the neediness inside of my body. It looks like an ugly little demon, slerching around, looking for little crevices to hide out in, whining in a high pitched growl. Take, take, take, that's all he thinks about. I want to extract him from my body. I want to let him free so that he can move onto something greater. But for now, he is stuck inside of me, waiting to be freed.

Exploring the Feminine Entry #15 On the topic of flirting Do girls have any idea what they are doing when they flirt with a guy? Work girl apparently had no idea that she was flirting with me, and this other girl that I was texting said that she flirts with guys unintentionally when really she's just being nice. I asked her why she thinks this happens, and she said "I just doesn't know how to talk to people." Is this how girls operate? They just flirt with guys and then take no responsibility for it? Do they always act like this? Maybe it depends on how conscious or aware the girl is. Is it possible that they are just unconscious of what they are doing? I know that many people, myself included do things completely unconsciously. It's not until afterwards that you can look at the situation and realize what you did and why you did it. You bring the unconscious into the conscious light. Maybe from my perspective, this girl was flirting with me .. but from her perspective, she was just having fun. If this is the case, then I feel like I got played.. as if she's just using me as a toy. Damn... If this is the case then we are on two different wave lengths because I am looking to fall in love and she is looking to have fun.. maybe I should just try to have fun.. switch the mindset.

"I just think he was... He was just too nice." Hahaha. I love basketball so I enjoyed this share, thanks. I'm actually playing some pick up tonight and I've been trying to trigger stage yellow in my basketball games instead of stage orange, doing anything and everything I can to make sure that the system that is my team is thriving and ultimately wins the game. This requires me to take my ego out of the equation and not care about my own success and achievements. It goes beyond just one person at stage yellow, you need to think about everyone individually and also the system as a whole. I play point guard so I can dictate where the ball goes and am at the top of the zone on defense so I can lead by example with my hustle and effort. Of course I can try to take over a game if I feel that I need to.. but the intention at stage yellow needs to be that I am taking over for the betterment of the team, not for my own selfish gains. All of the NBA greats that have several championships must have done the same thing. It's a team game and you're not going to win unless the entire system is firing on all cylinders.

I am intrigued by this. How do you measure serotonin levels?

I know its been so long Since we saw each other last Im sure well find some way To make the time pass Hey moon, its just you and me tonight Everyone else is asleep Hey moon, if I was to fall I won't fall so deep Though I doubt I'm gonna You can wake me up if you wanna And your pale, round face Makes me feel at home in any place I would happen to be At a quarter past three The moon chased the sun out of the sky Goodbye sun, the night's begun The moon chased the sun out of the sky Goodbye sunshine. the night is mine Hey moon, its just you and me tonight Everyone else is asleep Hey moon, if I was to fall I won't fall so deep Though I doubt I'm gonna You can wake me up if you wanna I would hate for you to hand there all alone The whole night through Hey moon, my old friend Hey moon, the night is coming to an end Hey moon, come back soon