Whitney Edwards

Got a scam FedEx call. https://www.quora.com/I-got-a-call-from-FedEx-saying-some-illegal-item-shipped-from-Mumbai-to-Thailand-Is-it-possible-to-use-my-ID-and-send-it-without-my-consent

This video brought me to tears.

Oh wait. We need politicians who can be good engineers. Screen them all for an engineering degree.

We already have them.

Found a cute money meditation that my husband recommended to me.

I think a woman's Femininity is also tied to how men perceive them. And you perceive and measure our femininity on a regular basis. Why should it be different for men? Kinda biased from a female perspective. Just my perspective. Don't take it offensively.

I woke up. And I had a nightmare about deportations. I feared being deported from my own country.

Everyone wants to have things their way. That's the problem. I'm more into myself. I'm recoiling in annoyance. I just don't want to think about anything. I want to be a shut in. A hermit. Spirituality really makes more sense now. I forgot that my goal was ultimate kundalini awakening.

I think political campaigns need a lot of funding and donations aka support.

I feel the way a person feels after a brain injury. It's that bad. My IQ dropped by a great margin. I suffered brain injury in some way and that contributed to my autism too. I wish I could undo things somewhere along the way.. I wish I hadn't suffered serious trauma.

Jordan Peterson would have been a great politician.

I think spirituality is all about integration. Sometimes I agree with Leo's version of post modernism.

Jordan Peterson has recently become my role model for how a person should conduct themselves in both public and personal life. His eloquence just blows me away.

But somewhere I have lost myself. I have lost who I really am. At some point I suffered some kind of a brain rot. Whats permanent in life? I really don't know. What's worth having. What's worth sacrificing for? What's worth my own time and attention?

I can't suffocate my emotions. I can never be a fake person. I always have to be myself. And I'm myself.

Sometimes neediness can stem from deeper issues like childhood trauma. Inner child work is needed to resolve that.

I want to keep exploring myself.

Yea very right.

Beautiful.

What are the dangers of falling into the traps of postmodernism? Also does it have a spiritual context? What can be the dangers of out-paradigming all paradigms?

Sometimes I just get emotional for nothing.

At 1:11:04 in the recent video, Leo talks about different ways of interfacing with the world that are not necessarily logical. I'm curious to know what these ways look like. Wouldn't it be a complete mindfuck if you stopped using logic? I'm getting psychedelic-trippy feels.

If you're battling a crisis you can be your own. Still. Nothing changes. There's nothing to worry. Everything is perfect as it is. I know my emotions are a roller coaster. My husband helps me with it though.

The God is greener on the other side.