Whitney Edwards

I need to think about this lol. Good question. Let me think. Valentin stop smoking cigars.

I changed my username from "" to Buck Edwards. Everything is possible. But you gotta wait a couple of days. Generally it's not permissible because people tend to abuse it. I wanted my name and so it was allowed. There should be a legit reason. Then it's allowed otherwise no. Sorry.

You hurt me too much.

I don't owe you an explanation.

This is all a lie. Everything is a lie. Everything is a lie.

I think my only intention was for you to know my feelings.

I guess when I'll see true love, I'll meet the maker.

I received SSL protocol error while trying to connect way too many times. No idea.

SSL protocol error.

Hello. I've something to confess. Years ago I was indoctrinated by a friend against jews. He would call them evil etc. His indoctrination continued for a significant period of time during which I began to believe what he said. Now with the Gaza conflict, my wounds from all the indoctrination have resurfaced and I have some trauma around the subject. I no longer believe whatever filth I used to and I have decided to keep an open mind. Is there a way to overcome all this bs brainwashing? Help me.

I still try to study evil as much as possible and I can say that I'm not very successful with it.

Forum crashed lol.

OK. (I thought this wasn't going to repeat)

You can have your party lol, I'm out. I'm not going to support bullies and cowards and therein lies my integrity. And my bravery lies in my integrity and decency. I'm never going to stoop low and support people who intimidate others. Have fun. In vulnerability also lies courage.

Ok Scheezop. Thanks

Why?

And mugs.

There would be a special Kool Aid called Leoke like Coke! Everyone would drink it and get enlightened instantly, everyone will start looking at their hands and imagine rats and wolves..

This is a good point. I'll remember it.

When I said sex was never free, I didn't mean in a financial way. I meant that sex needs work. To be sexually attractive to someone. To get their attention. To give them attention. To be worthy of their attention and space in their hearts. When you win someone, it's easy to get sex, whether you're man or woman, sex is the culmination of the hard work you put in. Why should it be given away to someone who has put in no effort. Then sex will have no inherent value. Sex produces intimacy for the man, also for the woman. Why should such intimacy be thrown away at random like bread crumbs. Sex is especially important to women. Sex will never exist for nothing. It's available to those who put the right effort to get it. Both men and women. This means having or creating your dream relationship, having the courage to approach, having the courage to explore romantic experiences, carefully crafting your path around your sexual needs, having the commitment needed to marry someone you like, or at least having the audacity to be with a hooker. Some people don't even want to step out of their door. Why should someone like that deserve sex? Sex is a pleasurable activity. To attain this pleasure also needs a bit of work. Whether it's money or work or anything else, everything in this world is transactional.

Plus making a woman feel like you're getting sex from her without actually doing anything in return makes women feel exploited or taken advantage of. Women rarely open their legs to men. So when they do, there's some expectations there that you gotta fulfill for them.

If your only objective with women is to get laid, then you can easily find and pay hookers and escorts. Paying them will help them earn some money too. I guess you want free sex. Lol. If you told a hooker that you won't be paying her, she will be angry. Sex is like food and entertainment. You can't get it for free. You gotta give something to get something. In this case, you gotta work hard to be a bf to a woman, wife a woman or pay a hooker for sex. You gotta do at least one of those options. Sex has never been free. You should know it.

Is it called Leoke?

@Princess Arabia maybe you can say incompatible. Wrong sounds bad. Lol.

Now I'm on hot pursuit. I'm on the trail. (not the Appalachian one).. I'm now realizing that the rabbit hole goes much deeper. This was way deeper than I thought. I realize how deeply and badly hurt I am. As I go deeper and deeper into this rabbit hole all I see are chains and chains and chains and chains. Chains linking all the pieces of the puzzle. One popular definition of gaslighting is - everything is your fault.