Whitney Edwards

I can't come to forgive myself knowing that I hurt someone. I scammed my ex lover very badly and I love them very much and I regret lying and scamming them. They dumped me. I can't forgive myself for hurting someone I always promised to love. I'm a pathological liar, a scammer, a deceiver, a manipulator and a psychopath. There is nothing good about me.

I wasn't referring to self. You took it the wrong. I was asking for clarity.

Who are you referring to as a narcissist?

If you marry unlovable women, it's your problem that you intentionally want to deal with bad energy. This is similar to a girl marrying assholes yet complaining about assholes being assholes.

You're gaslighting vulnerable folks. Nobody called someone unlovable. Creep means a person who has no concern for others. It seems you like to invoke victimhood out of it. At least incel is part victim. Creep is not.

It means you aren't experienced enough. Also it's not their job to teach ya. Those people aren't making someone personally uncomfortable. You're conflating two things. One is having an opinion and the other is being creepy to someone. Nobody tells you that you can't have an opinion. But it seems like you're asking for a license to behave bad with people. It's context dependent that's why. Staring at a stranger can be considered creepy in one country whereas friendly in some other. You have to see what is considered creepy in regards to the cultural norm that you're a part of. People have to learn cultural signals, norms and perceptions when they travel to other countries. For example you must have seen popular celebrities covering themselves up in Islamic countries because they don't want to dehumanize the norms of that culture. Completely okay. You're calling it unlovable. It's about social calibration though. If you lack social calibration you'll see everything "socially appropriate" as threatening to your ego. It's a matter of perception rather than regulation. You can be ill mannered if you want to be because there is no legal notice to be sent if you don't have the right manners, at the same time don't be surprised by the reactions people give. No it's not the same thing. Building is an inanimate object. It does not have an intent to harm me. However most criminals start off with creepy behavior. So there's a cause for concern when someone feels alarmed because you give them the vibe of a potential criminal or foul person. And nobody wants to deal with something abusive or toxic.

It's boundary violation if they have specifically said no or told you to stop. To keep doing something that someone tells you to stop doing because they feel uncomfortable is blatant disrespect. But it's just wrong if someone is not okay with it. If you called someone the B word, that's not a threat, but at the same time you're abusing someone, similar to calling someone fat. You have to get into the nitty gritty of what creepy behavior you're referring to that you're having a problem with being called creepy. Just the way manners are taught. And creepy behavior is partially criminal too. You can't go around abusing people's feelings in the name of public freedom. No their fears aren't their problem. You propagated those fears. You have public responsibility when you invoke fear in someone.

I do it all the time. Although there's no perfect solution.

It's not about definition. If most people are creeped out by some behavior, that's enough social calibration to understand that you shouldn't do it again. You're not a school kid for god's sake. If I said "I'll kill you" it's threatening, but not criminal, it frightens a person. Similarly creepy behavior frightens people even if it's not criminal. It's considered unpleasant.

You can't taboo the word "criminal." Creepy behavior creeps people out because it's intimidating. And the reason the word exists is so that people don't engage in that behavior. So the solution is to stop the behavior that creeps people out instead of supporting it. And if you're really interested in taboo behavior then do it at least with people who are okay with taboo concepts. That's the legit way to proceed. Some people like BDSM and others find it freaky and taboo. You have to find people who are okay with what you're doing rather than forcing people to be okay with it. You don't have autonomy on people's feelings. That goes against the fundamental principle of human liberty. It's like saying I should slap you but you shouldn't react. What you're demanding is against human rights and it's weird and it's your responsibility to accept it and change rather than make people to accept wrong behavior.

It's you who is offending others. They are simply responding. Take responsibility ffs.

There is no emotional consciousness in offending others.

It seems like your emotions are not in place. On one hand you say that you don't want to be in touch with her and on the other you say that you miss her. Make up your mind first Regards to her, she doesn't want you and is trying to friendzone you in a sneaky way. She just wants friendship which can be awkward for you.

I think something like a terror attack is always going to have a huge fallout.

I agree with Leo here. The whole concept of the great West is a silly illusion. The West is a huge pile of shit and a moral narcissistic decrepit tooting it's horn.

I have done some unethical shit in my life. I don't know honestly if I can make a proper judgement call in the area of ethics and morals.

Mantra meditation and other meditations.

It's not the power of personality. It's the power of character. Before wanting someone in your life, you got to ask a question to yourself - what exactly do I bring to the Table? You can only expect out of others what you can expect out of yourself.

I guess he has a lot to offer.

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Explain.

Thank you.