Whitney Edwards

So Maynor gave me this advice. For long timebound challenges -- my tip would be to make a journal with a line for each day. Review in the am and then check off in the pm. Long timebound challenges can be hard. It's worth it though because doing something and failing is still better than never trying something at all. But if you want to do this, try to do it with accountability. Even if you have to write "didn't do" each day. I fail hard in my long timebound challenges (100 day challenges) but I still end up ahead of where I would be if I didn't do it. Just reviewing it and making a note on it everyday will start by law of attraction to keep it with you which starts to change you inside.

Profound mindset. Positivity will always attract people.

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For the next 150 days I want to be cold and hard and focus precisely on my goals as much as I can. This is a golden opportunity for it. I must grab. I have specifically downloaded an app for this and I'll be recording my progress here. It's called Reach it Goals. I want to eat a wholesome breakfast in the morning although I can't afford it. Maybe a day will come when that will be possible I should also put it up on a writing board or something. All of the things that will help me become proactive in pursuing my goals The past couple of days were spent lazying around. Screenshot of the app. What are the tools I'll need -vision board - progress log or record - accountability record - logging record - tracking record - daily logging - productivity articles - productivity tips - perfect organization - productivity skills Action server Addiction server Attitude server Body work server Boundaries server Collaborative server Commitment server Confidence server Contribution server Creating server Diet food drink server Distraction server Emotional mastery server Energy server Fail Forward server Fear and worry server Feminine dev server Financial health server Focus server Happiness server Habits server Hate languages server Healing server Knowledge server Law of attraction server Life purpose career server Life purpose general server Love languages server Magic and truth server Marriage dev server Meditation server Mental health server Mind work server Narratives server Optimism server Organized server Persistence server Persona server Physical health server Politics server Prioritization server Proactive initiative server Raising standards server Relations server Responsibility server Rest and recreation server Sleeping server Spirituality server Thoughts and emotions server Productivity server Accountability server

I am now more focused on the idea of building my life..

I want to begin with thinking how life actually begins. I want to imagine a large wood block out of which I'm cutting and creating logs and planks and slowly building a home. Little by little, slowly I'm building a door, every door every window. One of the creative powers is to eliminate negativity.

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current goals intellectual expansion sastera agama My tarot reading. Pisces Your inner child wants to dream a new world into being while your adult self tries to explain a million possible ways in which this idealistic world cannot be birthed. What arises is a desolate feeling that leaves you grappling for the first ray of hope that comes your way, only to fall again. A smart workaround for this would be picking and choosing what feels right for you and letting the noise slide by. I'm imagining that I'm surrounded by mountain people. Mountain culture. https://hackspirit.com/subtle-behaviors-that-show-your-partner-is-deeply-in-love-with-you/ Do I deserve to be persecuted or belittled constantly because I'm different from other people? I don't think I deserve that. I have to be comfortable with who I am and live like that. https://childadolescentpsych.cumc.columbia.edu/sites/default/files/styles/1080x615/public/field/image/Wellbeing-1080x615.jpg?itok=SdjCITqZ I want to seriously focus on my goals. and I want to be more determined than before. I think masculine integration will help me with this. It's like I want to make sense of it all. I have been going through emotional ups and downs and it's tough to keep up.

https://www.cheggindia.com/web-stories/10-habits-to-become-mentally-strong-in-life/ I would want to start a concept in my everyday life where I know that I'm organizing and getting good at organizing from stuff to emotional organization as well. So I'm going to write in my productivity space 10 things that I'll organize everyday with full determination. 10 different things everyday. It can be literally anything that I'm trying to organize from books to recipes to objects or clothes. Just anything to keep me on track. Goal list. English class masculine integration kundalini awakening master writing emotional mastery So Maynor gave me this advice and it fits perfectly. Once you stop fighting with somebody you take all their power away. They can't operate. It's like you cut their food off. To engage with somebody is to acknowledge that they're even worth interfacing with. It's like no. Shit exists, that doesn't mean that I need to honor shit by sniffing it everyday. My preferences count, and I'm not going to engage with things that are not heath-engendering to me if I can help it! That's reasonable. Nobody with their head screwed on tight would disagree with that. The individual does matter. You as an individual matter. A healthy group is comprised of healthy individuals. So you can't overlook the individual. The individual has to be accounted for and honored as part of life. And you're the #1 Individual.

Sing to the LORD, you saints of his; praise his holy name. For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.

fix breakfast Focus on abundance take your meds on time Make a SWOT analysis chart sit with pen and paper look at your vision board pick out any item on the board that you wanna start working on Have someone to report to Have someone hold you accountable cultivating an oyster. Better organization. Have a goal board or a vision board Goals for 2024 - 2025 Keep a track on your goals Co create your reality. practice of "letting go" practical techniques in my life Result oriented approach track record progress record Better organization footnotes One of my major goals for this year and the next is to focus on masculine integration.

Home is where the heart is. As I slowly begin to love myself, I will learn to get settled. Once I have a home I will feel better It's not just a visceral physical home but also a mental home. An emotional home. Maybe I never had an "emotional home." This is a good example of emptying oneself psychologically What did I want to do? What did I want to do? Quickly note it down. Quickly note it down. Another practice is letting go. Surrender to the experience completely. Let it not bring up any emotion in you. Breakfast time. Have tea and something. Anything. Later write a planner on what you want to do. preparedness emotional labor de-escalation I also need to include practical techniques in my life. Better organization. Better results. Result oriented approach. I should also make a flow chart or Swot analysis style chart to keep checks and balances and a solid unbreakable streak and track record on my progress in the most practical and objective sense This is a good insight. I wish everyone to get over self-shame. I do know what it feels like to be behind enemy lines or to even experience that in family. I have some right-wing Trump people in my family and they talk smack about San Francisco where I live or “woke people” in front of my face. It’s disheartening to feel that in your own family. It used to really tick me off. Now I just look at it like — that’s on you man, it does nothing to me. My happiness comes from within. And I try to stay away from people who are going to reduce my happiness. That’s my choice. I think it’s a mistake to expect everyone to be a certain way though. You can’t control that. What you can do is select how long you interface with someone or refuse to interface with them at all. There’s nothing that says you have to even listen to or even read someone else’s crap. A lot of it is just media-driven stereotyping and chest-beating anyway. It’s hurt people hurting people. Life is unfair. You can let this unfairness bother you and make it worse or you can simply surrender to this unfairness and lower your expectations and then do the best you can in any given circumstance and look for a positive outcome despite the unfairness and give yourself a pat for having triumphed over that unfairness Or simply wallow in self pity and feelings of discord over that unfairness. The choice is radical and it's yours. Life doesn't change in the immediate frame. You cannot waste your life over a thought. Nearly every situation in life seems like a reflection of any philosophy in the moment. This philosophy then influences our actions and becomes some sort of a guidemap to direct us towards a particular trajectory. Life seems to be a complex and wholesome combination of philosophy and action in the middle of a dystopian sequence. Oh my Master, what should I do? I wanna please you. I wanna feel like I did enough. I wanna know how I could I be better today. Your authority inspires me. .. Co create your reality. What do you want your reality to look like right now? Focus on abundance. Not on scarcity. Think that you already have what you want. first thing in the morning start with flowers try to be in neutral state early in the morning try not to get distracted too much have a sense of purpose in life. have a particular philosophy, goal, idea or direction early in the morning in regard to what you want to be achieving that day. Have a template. A rough sketch of what you are setting out to do. Start every morning with a routine. Every morning look at these flowers.

Not illegal. But do you want a healthy relationship or a codependent one? If youre too needy and your partner is not satisfying you, then you'll begin to grow insecure causing strain on the relationship. Do you want that?

According to yoga theory, the spine must be perfectly upright for kundalini to flow upward.

If they're harassing me for their needs, I will call the police on the guy. I mean it's obvious that it's problematic behavior if you go around harassing women chasing them around. You don't get to impose your needs on someone if they aren't consenting to you. Of course you can flirt with a girl but if she says no it's a no. There's where the line is drawn. Beyond that it's sexual harassment.