Buck Edwards

The malefic emotions, I call them sadamber.

You don't feel happy and that's because you don't experience enlightenment.

I wish to stylize my life around the concept of enlightenment. It makes perfect sense to live like that. Enlightenment is all there is. Enlightenment is in natural sounds, in natural food, anything that exists without entropy is enlightenment. Entropy is the energy of chaos. I'll call it non entropy. Non entropy is the energy of the moon.

Enlightenment is that which cannot be captured. Enlightenment simply is. It is what it is. Everything will always exist in this world except genuine peace and happiness.

Every moment is transcendental joy. What if I told you that enlightenment is like a glass, you look through it and you'll see nothing except the vastness of space. It's a standstill moment. Enlightenment is present in every moment. In fact it's present in everything. Everything brings transcendental joy. Enlightenment is the encapsulation of that. Enlightenment needs you to surrender to it's experience.

Enlightenment is the minimalism of beauty, the delicateness of the hour, the splendidness of antiquity, the surpassing of vividness. Life abhors vacuum. It abhors intensity. Enlightenment is vacuum. Enlightenment is intensity of that vacuum. It is the naturalness of light. The softness of being. The purity of understanding.

Every minute, every moment is an opportunity to experience enlightenment. Blissful awareness. Unfuck-edness. So how did you feel enlightenment today? By giving up some of your stress..... So how did you feel enlightenment today? By not caring at all..... So how did you feel enlightenment today? By surrendering into the stillness of a moment So how did you feel enlightenment today? By being less worried about survival So how did you feel enlightenment today? By being one with the universe So how did you feel enlightenment today? By having more silence in your day Enlightenment is the solitude in solitude, the nothingness of nothing, the absolute splendour, silence and joy of every minute in infinity. That tapestry is enlightenment.

It's the unfuck-edness of every moment. Nothing gives a fuck about you, about your emotions, about your existence. Our experiences are visceral because of our brains conditioned around survival. Everything is conditioning, literally.

Beyondity and unaffectedness. God is the lowest common denominator. There is no need to understand the assignment. The assignment understands you.

There is a reason why full moons and no-moon nights are so important for people across different religions. It is said that the moon has powerful abilities to change your mental powers. The moon's influence is very strong on spiritual energies and full moons are considered to be the best for initiating a new spiritual journey.So, before diving into spirituality, it is better to pay attention to the lunar cycle and learn how to channel its energies.

Everything in the universe has a certain form and sense of energy. From the rock that was formed because of falling from a height, to the trees that give out oxygen, every being has energy in it. And so, the world becomes interconnected. Through the energy that lives in every heart, the world becomes interconnected and close to each other. And so as humans we are constantly in touch with an exchange of energy with the world around us.

Guidance should never come from your lowest chakra. It should come from a meta position. Because in the meta position, it's undeniable that can work against true nature. Everything else is bullshit. You can't experiment too much with your given reality, it will only yield confusion and loss, but from a meta position everything will look balanced, because that's how everything should be. We make our lives and our realities unnecessarily complicated. It shouldn't have to be this way. And if it cannot be any other way, it is simply pointless and redundant. You're a monkey mind playing mental gymnastics with your own mind, a dog relentlessly chasing it's own tail. What will you get in such a matrix? What was before you? Nothing. What is after you? Nothing. Was there ever a place for silence in our lives? Never. Was there ever a place for absoluteness in our lives? Never. Was there ever a place for nothingness in our lives? Never. Was there ever a space for space in our lives? Never. Was there ever a place for vaccum in our lives? Never. You see. I have coined a term. I call it "beyondity." Or beyond-ness. I ask myself - what's beyond everything? Absolutely everything? What happens when we transcend everything? The answer is nothing. Only blissful awareness. Enlightenment is that state of blissful awareness. The more you access this state, the more you see the hollowness of reality and how white noise is almost canceled from everywhere. We need drama. We need the beat of a drum, the humdrum of life, this is existential fear not letting go, not letting moksha.

For a minute time stands still. For a minute there is no reality For a minute there is no good or evil For a minute there is no survival For a minute there is no power or money For a minute there is no fear For a minute there is utter and pure resplendence For a minute it's all loving tender grace For a minute it's infinite giving and receiving – of only love.

What if I told myself that I should persistently stay in a state of bliss and that all of life is simply an opposition to it. That bliss, benevolence and compassion are our true nature. The divine-ness of being, the liberation of form. This is how I felt during my OBE(out of body experience).

I had a recent lucid dreaming experience and I felt like we are all souls that are slaves to society in human form but in our divine form we're formless and liberated.

How would you spend your perfect day off? What makes that perfect for you? Describe yourself in ten words. Why do those words come to mind? What makes you feel the most inspired? What is your favorite form of self-care? Why? What can you do today to take better care of yourself? What comes to mind first when you think of what makes you feel safe? What are five things about yourself you want people to know? What’s something that makes you feel warm inside? Explain what’s hardest for you in as many words as it takes. If you were to improve something about your life, what would that be? Why? Just some questions I can ask myself.

Too much reliance on AI not a great way to live. It's not a human being.

The inherent structure of life, the relentless pursuit of money, power and survival is meaningless But the purpose of life should be raising consciousness of all souls That's not a meaningless purpose. The soul is starved of high consciousness experiences, we are our divine selves, the sooner we realize, the better. Our true selves resonate with liberation.. That's what it wants.

@Oppositionless The highest wisdom is realizing that life is meaningless. Life and all it's contents itself are a trap. To clarify further, The inherent structure of life, the relentless pursuit of money, power and survival is meaningless But the purpose of life should be raising consciousness of all souls That's not a meaningless purpose. The soul is starved of high consciousness experiences, we are our divine selves, the sooner we realize, the better. Our true selves resonate with liberation.. That's what it wants

The highest wisdom is realizing that life is meaningless. Life and all it's contents itself are a trap.

Yes. This. Would you mind if I took this for my journal note.

Deconstructing suffering is a trap too.

Compassionate delivery. Awesome.

The quality of sleep was compromised a bit with lucid dreaming.

I had a recent out of body experience. Obe. I had a lucid dreaming adventure. I was in the middle of nowhere and i felt like souls were leaving the body. It was surreal. These souls appeared like vanishing smoke, appearing and disappearing. I could hear giggling and cackling sounds. Like children laughing in the distance. Endless laughter. It was frightening sometimes, my head was heavy. It seemed as though fear was the only thing that bound our bodies to physical existence. Everything else was illusory. Nothing made sense. Our physical reality was warped. Everything was cloudy. Most souls were happy, giggling and laughing genuinely,effortlessly. The atmosphere was joyous. I'd like to research this obe in more depth. I could hear giggling sounds. Then there was interruption. Quite often in fact. I couldn't figure out what was real and what was not. In all of it, reality appeared meaningless. As if it were manufactured through space and time, it was man made and anchored by fear of existence, a real primal fear. Some souls were upset, sad, sinister and seemed to be under some karmic influence. It's hard to tell. But these were imprints. I don't know. But they were like dna imprints. Like finger prints and palm prints. That's how the souls appeared. It was bad. It was bad. It was bad. It was bad. It was bad. The feeling of fear was awful. A gnawing sense of attachment. Pure existential fear. It seemed as though karmic influence was bad for the souls. The best way to describe the mental state was an unusual state of calmness and unaffectedness. It was like being in the middle of a bad psychedelic trip. It just didn't matter. Nothing mattered. There was no flow. No meaning. Only peace.