Whitney Edwards

@Michael569 bad sleep, no supplement, junk. Food. Xero exercise doctor.

Actually Leo's whole forum is asleep and Leo is awake. Wakey Wakey.

Could be cuz I ain't getting my lsd lately.

Life can disillusion us. Make us believe what's not true. In such situations, there is only the cosmic realm to save us. A place where fantasy meets reality. Where you don't need to seek validation. Where ultimate peace and quiet is found. Look skyward. Be in cosmic space. Lose yourself. Peace Enli.

For the time being, let's keep testosterone out of the discussion.

Well I'm aware of what you're trying to say. And you might be right. I have struggled with those kind of things, it's just that I'm not very public about it. It's not easy to do that, I hope you get it. Besides my low androgen which I'm aware of, I really don't think it impacts my expression or way of living. On the contrary I'm quite content with how I am. Thanks for the recommend.

What the hell is that? What has testosterone got to do with it?

Do what's necessary for you. Do what's best for you.

I wonder what kind of experiences you've had with communication. For me, sometimes I expect (someone I trust) to simply read my mind without me having to say anything at all. Now that's some next degree telepathic shit you wanna hone on

Funnily enough, trust is only built through genuine communication.

Life is what you make of it. Deep in my heart, there's great respect. We cannot but appreciate the paradox of life. It's all broken pieces. Let go. Think of beauty. Think of wholesomeness. The pain is because what life presents us contradicts what we want. At the same time, just surrender to the experience of acceptance. Your happiness is in acceptance that all good things come to an end. It lies in appreciation of the here and the now. Communication is a key to spirituality. All tantra, mantra ends in communication. When one spirit communicates with another, all walls are broken and peace is felt. Never forget communication.

I think this thread should be transferred to mental health.

I'll be gathering some resources on yoga. You could add some as well. It's nice to see where this leads me. I also want to learn tantra as well. You're welcome.

@LSD-Rumi dude. I remember you saying something to flowboy and poor guy left the forum. Sometimes take accountability. Your posts are unnecessary drama, sorry, but take the truth. Yea ending it here because I don't want the drama to continue.

My God I want that clips channel. Leooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

Your defense is coming from ego Literally what was the point of making this thread if you didn't want feedback? Some of your posts are obnoxious to read. So I mostly skip your posts. And this is barely 5 of your posts that I scarcely came across and the energy was off putting. You can be brutally honest even in non offensive ways. It's bad enough that you wanna tell everyone the truth yet when someone tells you the truth you can barely handle it.

@integral tried vit d yet

I've seen your posts. You've some sort of narcissism. Don't take it personal bro.

My latest insight. Punishment doesn't make sense. Only forgiveness does. This is the last part of human bonding and affection. Find someone who is more open minded. Find someone who isn't afraid to be bad. Who isn't afraid of me/you/anyone. Who isn't afraid of trusting me. This is also the last part of the human story. It's about polarity. It's the end of the journey in finding love. Bondage. What? No. Sex. No. Partnership. More like magnetism. Obsession. Yes. Delusion. Yes. Insanity. Yes. Embrace the darker sides of the psyche. Why is every bond so valuable? Why does bonding matter? Once you g your d into someone, once you bond with their brain, what's that chemistry? It's over. I'll knock you over. I'll get into your system. What remains at the end of everything when everything else becomes meaningless and it's only bliss and love at the end. At this point it's a volcanic explosion. This eruption. This erection. Everything is peace moving forward. Once this point is reached, bravo, it's tantric, you did it. Kundalini unlocked to 2.0 henceforth. Everything is slippery like butter. It's a paradox. On one hand a mother's love feels divine and enriching. On the other hand, a father's discipline, a friend's discord feels like a neurotic adventure, it's both spice and sweet, everything is free, everything is freedom, no more biases, no more fears, perfect liberation, the demon in me is the demon in you, the toxicity in me is the toxicity in you, the guilt in me is the guilt in you, we make merry as friends and then everything is forgotten, there is no need to forgive, because there was nothing wrong in the first place. Punishment doesn't make sense. Punishing what exactly? The factor that lies in me has a complementary factor present in you (you just don't see it), and that's why we attract each other's psychs.we are simply punishing different sides of our own psyche based on popular vote. But wasn't I also a part of you if we're all one eventually? It would be so nice if you reflect me back what I reflect to you. It's reflect. Not deflect. In that sense, we're simply mirroring each other what always existed sometimes at the periphery and sometimes deeper. Only our goals are different. In the end it's ecstacy. Just end the war already. (all animosity comes from fear) Peace Enli.

Are community virtues more important than personal virtues? Should we value community virtues over personal virtues or personal values over community virtues? Case in point - let's say you have a friend who you deeply care about. You show them compassion. You love them and believe they are capable of good things. But your friend is committing crimes against their community, robbery etc. You can choose to inform the police and alleviate community anxieties, yet you could betray the police and community for the sake of your friend. You want your friend to turn their life around and you're aware that this will be tougher if they're punished for their crimes. Should you betray the community to protect your friend or should you betray your friendship to protect the community. Note that you're not having the friendship out of personal gain nor are you careless about the welfare of the community. I had been watching a movie recently and the plot of the movie got me thinking about this situation. I'm in a bit of moral conundrum regarding this thought.

The subtlety of it all. Unconditional love is to surrender and not hold back.

@Reciprocality not sure what you found absurd about it.

Sometimes the best solution is to keep everything simple