Buck Edwards

@LSD-Rumi dude. I remember you saying something to flowboy and poor guy left the forum. Sometimes take accountability. Your posts are unnecessary drama, sorry, but take the truth. Yea ending it here because I don't want the drama to continue.

My God I want that clips channel. Leooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

Your defense is coming from ego Literally what was the point of making this thread if you didn't want feedback? Some of your posts are obnoxious to read. So I mostly skip your posts. And this is barely 5 of your posts that I scarcely came across and the energy was off putting. You can be brutally honest even in non offensive ways. It's bad enough that you wanna tell everyone the truth yet when someone tells you the truth you can barely handle it.

@integral tried vit d yet

I've seen your posts. You've some sort of narcissism. Don't take it personal bro.

My latest insight. Punishment doesn't make sense. Only forgiveness does. This is the last part of human bonding and affection. Find someone who is more open minded. Find someone who isn't afraid to be bad. Who isn't afraid of me/you/anyone. Who isn't afraid of trusting me. This is also the last part of the human story. It's about polarity. It's the end of the journey in finding love. Bondage. What? No. Sex. No. Partnership. More like magnetism. Obsession. Yes. Delusion. Yes. Insanity. Yes. Embrace the darker sides of the psyche. Why is every bond so valuable? Why does bonding matter? Once you g your d into someone, once you bond with their brain, what's that chemistry? It's over. I'll knock you over. I'll get into your system. What remains at the end of everything when everything else becomes meaningless and it's only bliss and love at the end. At this point it's a volcanic explosion. This eruption. This erection. Everything is peace moving forward. Once this point is reached, bravo, it's tantric, you did it. Kundalini unlocked to 2.0 henceforth. Everything is slippery like butter. It's a paradox. On one hand a mother's love feels divine and enriching. On the other hand, a father's discipline, a friend's discord feels like a neurotic adventure, it's both spice and sweet, everything is free, everything is freedom, no more biases, no more fears, perfect liberation, the demon in me is the demon in you, the toxicity in me is the toxicity in you, the guilt in me is the guilt in you, we make merry as friends and then everything is forgotten, there is no need to forgive, because there was nothing wrong in the first place. Punishment doesn't make sense. Punishing what exactly? The factor that lies in me has a complementary factor present in you (you just don't see it), and that's why we attract each other's psychs.we are simply punishing different sides of our own psyche based on popular vote. But wasn't I also a part of you if we're all one eventually? It would be so nice if you reflect me back what I reflect to you. It's reflect. Not deflect. In that sense, we're simply mirroring each other what always existed sometimes at the periphery and sometimes deeper. Only our goals are different. In the end it's ecstacy. Just end the war already. (all animosity comes from fear) Peace Enli.

Are community virtues more important than personal virtues? Should we value community virtues over personal virtues or personal values over community virtues? Case in point - let's say you have a friend who you deeply care about. You show them compassion. You love them and believe they are capable of good things. But your friend is committing crimes against their community, robbery etc. You can choose to inform the police and alleviate community anxieties, yet you could betray the police and community for the sake of your friend. You want your friend to turn their life around and you're aware that this will be tougher if they're punished for their crimes. Should you betray the community to protect your friend or should you betray your friendship to protect the community. Note that you're not having the friendship out of personal gain nor are you careless about the welfare of the community. I had been watching a movie recently and the plot of the movie got me thinking about this situation. I'm in a bit of moral conundrum regarding this thought.

The subtlety of it all. Unconditional love is to surrender and not hold back.

@Reciprocality not sure what you found absurd about it.

Sometimes the best solution is to keep everything simple

@Benton that's awesome. Have you heard of Pranayam?

I don't know. Not much meat to chew on. I feel like I forget pd whenever I'm interested in spirituality. It's a tough balance. I can get carried away quickly. It's like a whiff. Then gone. I keep alternating. My memory does f help either. To find the perfect blend. Where everything meets and becomes wholesome. By the way I speak too much metaphorically, I hate it. Regards Enli.

Can one soul connect to another soul in the most powerful way? I'm trying to incorporate tantra in my practice where I want to find access to another soul into eternity. No more separation. I'm tired of the word separation.

Dude noooooo. Please please please. Only unconditional love is what matters in the end brotha. You need some serious healing. Your posts contain some real angst that's never gonna help you. Your intelligence lies in realizing love. Nothing else matters.

Is there really a problem with getting drunk?

Addictions are cope.

See this is the reason why you need a definite plan. Rock solid.

Nah. There's raw honesty. Raw honesty is reassuring and establishes a vibe of openness and acceptance. And since girls get judged a lot, they maybe seek comfort in a guy's honesty.

A bad boy is more attractive becuz he is more honest. Just my theory. I guess girls like that honest vibem

You're welcome.

Your calling is here now. To be your true self. Do you know at all what your true self is? What your higher self looks like? Love yourself first and foremost. The love that you give yourself flows back to you. You cannot reach higher realms of spirituality without sensing true love. Your calling is to awaken, enlighten, empower and reach limits of higher consciousness. It's all within you, nothing without. Hurry, cuz it's too late anyway, you are born for this. Write a letter to yourself in what state you would see yourself in. It has to be absolute happiness. Absolute miracle. You're infinity. And only in infinity you find bliss.

Has anyone tried the sarpa Sutra from Isha foundation? If yes then let me know your experience. Thanks.

I like sometimes what Leo says. "moths to flame." isn't like everything that we discover everyday somewhat like that? We're inevitably drawn to do things the way moths to flame. I love how I'm getting closer and closer to healing lol. One things that helping me are songs. Just listening to pure music. Gonna make a sweet collection of that too. I feel like I am getting there yo. Ahaha as long as I'm comfortable. That it is possible, it is possible, it is possible without external help

Right now I'm more into theology. This is the next chapter of my everflowing journey. I want to study. Grow. Do yoga. And I'm more into the true self - higher self - self love realm.. Can I say it feels peaceful in here when I think of that nexus?

I'd love to learn this yoga as well. So I'll YouTube it.