Buck Edwards

Candace interviews Tate. The whole interview.

Or it would be absolute hell.

There will be no prisons.

@Ayham well by now it should have said "don't be a dick."

Yes yes yes yes. Me too. The distinct blurring.

Everything is experience.

Morty - at least you'll stop calling me a buddhist rat and insulting my no self and non suffering that I experience in my non duality. Ah that's better.

I was lucidly meditating again. I wasn't feeling bad or anything. But I saw shadowy figures. Then one dude was being instructed that he should be an alien race. I on the other hand was desperate for an enterprise. Things were happening that were beyond my control but at the same time, they carried some elements of my subconscious. My desire was to manage things like an account keeper. I wanted a simple life. Stuff like that that eluded me in real life manufactured themselves into the lucid realm. My soul was floating, an uncanny moment. I could feel it. It wasn't organic. It wasn't REM sleep. That's fr sure. Everything was directed by the mind. The body was a rock. The mind was water. If was as though the water could change the contour of the rock. Splashing and crashing on it like waves. Humongous waves. Terrible sensation. I did not feel distress. Just the weirdness of the experience. I simply kept observing. It was all subconscious. I was dancing between reality and ether world. I was thinking to myself why was I given the gift of life at all. I don't like new York. No no no. I don't like new York please. I'm scared of that place. That place means money. And I don't want that dry materialism. I am suffocating and dying if I'm in new York.. Then suddenly I'm taken to a new place. Mountains. Mountains. Valleys. Salt of the earth people. People who love me. People who understand me. In those eyes I see the glint I had been looking for, my soul searching ends, I breathe eternal peace.

Are you talking about attraction?

I don't necessarily agree with this. If you have a pet, you're gonna love them over time, it builds stronger. It cannot be spontaneous.

Your entire paragraph towards one thing - contemplations with intentions. Like an experiment sampler with different variables. It's good though. Something similar to what I do

Lying is a skill. It can be used for both good and bad. Honesty is a skill too. It can be used for both good and bad. The distinction between good and bad is blurred. Both good and bad are a part of reality. When you resist reality, you resist empathy. When you resist empathy,you cannot grow. Reality will never make perfect sense. In good we can find bad, in bad we can find good. Rigid moral principles are egoic. Everything is egoic. Because we're trying to protect something that we think is being threatened. Morality was invented for survival of the self. Lack of morality is also survival of the self, albeit in sneaky ways. The one is moralistic survival, the other is unmoralistic survival. Both are survival, one more conscious than the other. One comes from conscious brain. The other comes from reptilian brain. The energy and vibration are important, not good and bad. If something is deeply destructive, it will be bad energy. It might be moral but still bad energy. If something is deeply constructive, it will be good energy and vibration. It can be immoral but still good energy. The energy of goodwill(moral or immoral) is always innocent. The energy of badwilll (moral or immoral) is always corrupt and false Morality divides humanity just like religion does. Evil is not a monster. Evil is simply disregard.

What is metaphysical solipsism? Explain it to me the way you would to a 5 year old.

@Carl-Richard @UnbornTao you both are confusing me. One says spiritual process. The other says direct. How does enlightenment happen? I'm screwed at this point. Mindfuck.

A Buck.

Yes socializing was absolutely awkward for me too.

Low self esteem, depression.

Long term these sort of semi relationships only lead to more harm and sorrow. Create something dependable and concrete. Hurting others is worse than leaving others.

It's weird.

That's why I never use one note one drive crap. Ridiculous. Not the pricing. The service.

Can't believe how many people go through similar situations. I had a neighbor do the same to me. And I used to inhale the smoke whenever they would smoke in their homes. It was very frustrating and affected the quality of sleep Thankfully they left.

Yea lots of bad choices.

What spiritual process? What are you referring to?

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