Buck Edwards

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  1. I'm not trilling. I'm saying that I suspect his new stuff is gonna be really cool. Doesn't it make sense that if he is patiently for so long, something grand is being planned and in the making. We usually tend to take long breaks when a bigger project is on hand. Leo likes to deliver top notch quality content. He is not your average YouTuber. I'm not advertising him.. Just my hunch that new content gonna be much finer than older. Leo is like wine. Better when aged. Cheers. He is not done at all. Wait and watch. Fingers crossed. Man is awesome
  2. @oldhandle he is gonna bring new awesome cooool videos. New topics. He is all good and ready to roar.
  3. It's tricky. Women want a guy who can truly understand their inner instincts. Women are more animalistic than men.
  4. My mom has been prescribed olanzapine (Zyprexa) risperidone and Quetiapine.... And I'm currently on aripiprazole. It works well for me. I was on zoloft before. Sometimes they work. I don't have schizophrenia but I have paranoia related symptoms.. My mom was also prescribed Mirtazapine recently. (if you have sleep issues, it seems to help).
  5. I think people who are more emotional cannot live without a family just like children can't live without toys. Nothing wrong with it. Mortality rates are always high.
  6. He looks like a modern version of Julius Caesar.
  7. Don't take this in a wrong way. But I like cults. I was groomed by a pedophile at age 14 when I was psychologically fragile and absolutely gullible. I was just a kid. It made me fantasize the wrong kind of people. Living in a cult was a fantasy. I recently got some closure on this. I went through sexual trauma processing stuff and journaled it. It made me realize that this is just human nature which is wild and free. The highest evil is murder. You can benefit from a cult or you can be exploited by a cult. It's up to you. A cult leader can be a good or a bad person. Depends on the situation. It's your responsibility to protect yourself. Mormon is also a cult. Huge one in fact. I had a shady childhood and being raised and groomed as a kid made me vulnerable to predatory people early on, it became a vicious cycle and I still feel locked in it, I'm trying my best to heal it. As a victim, I have to remind myself one thing - there's no point in regretting over spilled milk. Both good and bad co exist. Love heals everything and bypasses every form of evil. You gotta find the good even in the bad. Good and bad are two sides of the same coin. The world will never be perfect. Choose whatever helps you survive in life. Choose love. Don't judge anything. Live in love.
  8. Leo, you're on a roll. I'm enjoying your posts right now. Your arguments are getting crisper. Brilliant.
  9. Highly nuanced takes on this subject. Great job Leo. You're right on the money. There's some stupid talk of jews and zionist conspiracy. Finally a clean take!
  10. He reminds me of Eckhart Tolle or Terence McKenna or Alan Watts.
  11. I'm excited for your new batch of videos that will be coming soon. I'm sure they are about things you have never discussed before. New stuff. Yay!
  12. I agree with these. Also therapy helps a lot. Especially with the right therapist who understands the exact issue. Right diagnosis.
  13. It's alright. You shouldn't trouble yourself. Just think that most people only want the best for you. I have dealt with schizophrenics before. I know how paranoia feels. But first and foremost it impacts you before it impacts others. I suggest that you quit weed and psychedelics for some time. And focus on therapy and medication and wholesome treatment in a proper facility. You will need medical assistance given the nature of your symptoms. Relying on internet people is especially dangerous when you have mental health problems, a mistake I made and learned from. You can run into all kinds of trouble. You need safety first. Do not converse with anyone randomly as people on the internet lack emotional intelligence to understand what's going on in your mind. Best is to look for a safe treatment facility near your place. I suffer schizoid and autism. I recently visited a psychiatrist who prescribed me medication and therapy and I'm gradually improving. Please follow Leo's advice on this thread. He is right in my opinion.
  14. I'm talking about a scenario.
  15. This is hard to digest and goes against traditional notion.
  16. See my journals regarding this topic. Wealth of information in there. I talk about nightmares. Just yesterday I had one. It was a doorway into my subconscious and I also think a part of it is related to my past life. I have karmic burdens and debts and I made some karmic connections in this lifetime in the romantic sense that have caused me great personal injury and harm. I'm trying to get closure on that since a year now. Also I'm dealing with demons, psychic attacks, negativity. Leo talked about psychic attacks. I don't remember the post. He was talking about negaity entity removal and things like that. These things are disturbing, violent, rapey. I get very disturbing nightmarez due to pedophile abuse. I don't know if it's present or past. They unravel during sleep rem. Also if you are stuck in hung mode where you can't find karmic closure in this birth. Read about reincarnation. It means unfinished business. I'm trying to resolve my karma but this is not an easy path. I recommend self exploring in zen state. Sorry for the typos.
  17. Me lol. The stupidest person on the planet. Literally a fool I am. And I'm not kidding. There's a fool like me born every minute. Barnum. The most intelligent person in the forum is Scheezop.
  18. I mean to say it's easy to misinterpret convos and then blame someone who is completely innocent and unaware of your imagined scenarios and psych issues. Am I right? Have you seen that happen? Do you think it's legit to hold some personal accountability?
  19. I strongly recommend seeing a therapist and starting medication. There's probably some psychosis factor involved. Before doing anything, get a proper diagnosis. I think you've spoken about schizophrenia before. The forum is not a suitable place to discuss deep and severe mental issues as it can be a safety concern. And you're in a vulnerable state bro. Better discuss this with your psychiatrist. He can give you conclusive answers to your queries. Nobody here would be able to do that.