Naizis

Women are in hell because of their emotions, I myself struggle with that , I'm still working on myself to get enlightened but it's so hard on my own, when i contacted an enlightened man things got so much easier to me and clearer , although he got enlightened on his own because his emotions are less active than mine , that is why I'm asking about this , there is no sexism or anything , and i always just find enlightened men not women, most women I've seen got enlightened because their men were enlightened.

@Princess Arabia I'm a woman 😅

How many women you know, truly got enlightened in history?

@Yimpa I think he's on the level 600 I'm on the level 200(as he told me).

@PurpleTree he wants marriage, just as i do, and he's teaching me a lot about enlightenment, I'm trying to grasp it better as time goes by, but i think i will have more clarity after one year or two of practice.

@Yimpa hhmm 🤔💭

@ivankiss huh 🤨

@Raze so you are saying these are all just thoughts ,right?

Should i let go of my boyfriend to reach enlightenment?, because we are long distance relationship, and he's enlightened so it doesn't affect him much as it does for me, because I'm still an ego, we've been dating for a year and more (months) , we didn't meet in real life til now ( due to some job and studies circumstances, maybe the universe didn't want us to meet) , and i want him around,I want his presence, and even if emotions are evil i still want him to comfort me emotionally (I don't know,I can't help it 🙄 excuse me I'm not enlightened yet), and we are on a 9 or so year difference, another thing is that i have anxious attachment issues, I still haven't faced being lonely again ( because in childhood i was always alone, maybe i was and still a little bit autistic, I chose it because I'm overly sensitive and understand people's bad intentions and their hypocrisy, I was overly rude before because i couldn't lie ), we both value marriage and that was the plan at first, but our families have different religions, and he's so far away so both couldn't meet, i also didn't want to lie to myself and stop my studies,I wanted to know the truth,I also have adhd so excuse me for this messy paragraph 😅, I know you'll tell me that i should figure things on my own but i think it'll be nice to have some help or advice, hope i won't face judgments because I'm really stuck , I take this matter seriously. ( I also know that spending time on the phone waiting anxiously for his messages isn't too wise).