MisterNobody

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  1. @Jowblob my question is: since there is only ONE in existence, let me identify with that for the sake of this question, let's say ME=ONE, will I be having a conscious experience (qualia) from all avatars' pov that exist in this world? all avatars I mean all the people I know for example, or all people from the past? the question can be formulated like this also: did the past actually took place? was I (consciousness; qualia) living through all the people's skin? did I feel pain? have I felt all the pain of world wars? will this world go one even after I die? Another way to ask this is: Is this a shared dream between instances of consciousness (past is real and took place; there is a future after my avatar dies) or am I the only one having qualia, the only one alive in a body , and this universe was born with my avatar and dies with my avatar? Am I the only one feeling pain or I was/ will be/ or AM (simultaneously) feeling pain through other avatars as well? I did my best to explain I hope you understand
  2. @Jowblob dreams don't happen simultaneously to "reality". It's one after the other
  3. @nachiketa nothingness in this sense is just a fancy word for everything-ness
  4. @OldManCorcoran there is only one audience. there is only one qualia
  5. @Jowblob you might be one of the few "people" who actually gets it. At first I thought of course there is only ONE who created all the avatars (and their lives), but I thought the ONE lives through every one of them. Like multiple conscious experiences simultaneously who are all feeling pain for example. Then I realized there is only one conscious experience, inhabiting only one avatar. Now it is possible that there were, or there will be, or there are (simultaneously) other universes (games) where there is also only one conscious experience. But the universe I am currently in, contains only one player, one lifetime. It ends completely when death arrives.
  6. " WHEN YOU TRY TO FIX ME “When you try to fix me, when you play the infallible ‘expert’ or ‘guru’, you unconsciously send a signal to me, to my nervous system, that there’s something wrong with me, that I’m broken and do not have the inner resources I need. That I can’t hold what I’m holding, can’t bear what I am bearing. That I am smaller than you, weaker, needier. That I know less. You play the expert to my beginner, the guru to my disciple. Even if you have the best of intentions, which I know you often do, when you try to fix me, and give me your answers, you treat me like a child. You don’t listen. You don’t trust. And that’s scary. I feel more alone than ever when you try to fix me. You split us in two. Yes, when you try to fix me, you don’t trust me. But I am stronger than you know. I can bear more than you realise. I am more capable, more wise, more courageous than you give me credit for. I am shocked by my own courage! When you stop trying to fix me you give me the space to grow. You give me the space to feel, to hurt, to tolerate and to process that hurt, to move through my pain into a deeper healing. When you simply hold space for me, I can relax to fill that warm space. I can breathe more freely, held in your safe and loving arms. I can touch into my deepest trauma, find my courage, push myself a little bit into the scary places, start to tolerate the seemingly intolerable, bear the seemingly unbearable, and survive the intensity of the moment. I can start to prove to myself how strong I actually am. When you simply stay present with me, I can move through my healing crisis, I can fall and be caught, break and be held, and I can learn to hold myself too. When you simply listen, I can better hear myself. I can learn to trust my deepest intuition, my authentic feelings, my own body - and fill even the scary places within me with loving awareness. My words are not drowned out by yours. My feelings are not replaced by yours. My dreams become clearer. My gut learns to speak up for itself. When you drop all your clever concepts, philosophies, answers, advice, fixes, and you just love me, I can learn to love myself, and trust myself, and hold myself as you hold me. When you stop trying to fix me, I actually start to feel less broken! Here is the paradox of love, and the paradox of healing - two sides of the very same mystery. So stop trying to fix me, and please, love me instead, be present with me as I heal…” - Jeff Foster
  7. it's all predetermined. there's no way you can change your "destiny". You are both the designer of this game called life and the apparent doer. There is only one WILL.
  8. @nachiketa infinity is definitely compatible with solipsism. you cant know if solipsism is true or not also, you are surely not your pov. you are the impartial , detached observer behind it all. your pov (your ego, biases, life experience) are all predetermined creations. you are the spectator inside the body
  9. @Swarnim if you liked this, check him out of facebook, he has a lot of posts like this. Also his website: https://www.lifewithoutacentre.com/the-wordless-library/ Full with quality articles;)
  10. Leo posted this on October 8, 2022: "CNN - Biden Decriminalizes Marijuana People who say Biden and Trump are equally bad, are morons." God would say: neither Biden nor Trump is good. Both Biden and Trump are good. Being biased is a sign of low consciousness. I dont criticize Leo for being biased ( being in human low consciousness form ). But I wonder if he's aware good & bad are subjective opinions. From an absolute objective perspective (also not in time but eternal), there is no such thing as good and bad. Things just are. Good and bad are subjective, temporal, human concepts.
  11. @Holykael how many trips you've had? what drugs? what dosages? every drug experience comes with a big price
  12. @Holykael Full awakening means intentional actual suicide, but it could also mean choosing to continue living. Full awakening means you realize it doesnt matter what you choose.
  13. @Holykael sounds to me like you already are God-realized. Were you like this before you broke up with your girlfriend? Very important question You sound very actualized. Maybe God took everything away from you in order for you to become this actualized. you said "How else would this reality continue if I had actualized myself". WHAT DO YOU MEAN??? Dont you understand nothing happens outside of your vision field? YOU are reality. You sound like you understand solipsism and non-duality from what you wrote after this stupid question. You are not a part of this shared dream, YOU ARE THE DREAM ITSELF. This is not a shared dream. Everything that happens is FOR YOU. For the observer inside Holykael. REALITY doesnt cease to exist once you become God-realized. Consider this: maybe you didnt work hard enough for the good life you led, and now you have to pay for it some way or another. Taking psychedelics comes with a price. Spiritual knowledge comes with a price. Having things means that you have to pay for them (in advance, or afterwards) Don't worry, YES you have no control. You are following a script, but YOU yourself wrote the script. Trust yourself. "sometimes I forget this is a dream of my own design"...
  14. @Razard86 first, try reading my other comments on this post, maybe you would take your comment back I have no problem with someone being biased. But I do have a problem with someone like Leo who claims to be God-realized and who is VERY SERIOUS about his biases. Being God-realized should make you understand that , ULTIMATELY , all paths have the same pleasure-pain ratio. You can still choose your bias, according to your apparent self's life experiences, but you should know it's all bullshit. Liberals = Republicans, when it comes to advantages-disadvantages. If you think one is more advantageous than the other, you are not so mentally gifted as to predict the future. I'm sorry. This concept is extremely hard to understand, it requires A LOT of thinking, so you probably have no chance since you are so quick to judge me. I can almost hear your little brain saying shit like "wow this dude's a delusional narcissist". Don't worry, your ego's defense mechanisms will keep you from even thinking about what I said. It's immediately rejected. And even if I would have a problem with someone being biased, having a bias against bias is perfectly valid, it doesnt make me a hypocrite. Now, back to your little mind, "Yes, YOU are right. I am dumb. Have a nice day and sorry for this, it was my mistake"
  15. @undeather all sensations you experience on drugs (especially hallucinogens) are fake, but they help you understand non-existent, meta, complex feelings/states such as oneness, nothingness, space, void, God etc. It's essentially an illusion (since those extreme/absolute feelings don't exist as part of the matrix, they are outside Reality and they were never felt, they are not supposed to be felt), but they work well as pointers, in order for your mind to metaphorically grasp such complex concepts that are beyond the human experience. It is what our human mind thinks those feelings should feel, but they paint a very good picture for us to understand complicated concepts. They are extremely helpful nonetheless. The experience is fake but the insight you get is pretty accurate
  16. @Razard86 he is a guru himself. he was talking about his previous Guru persona when trying to help others. dude's deeper than you think. look into him
  17. suffering desensitizes you to death (or better said: the agony before death). This will come in very handy
  18. @josemar he's so woke that he behaves like a normal human being. there's nothing wrong with that really
  19. @Breakingthewall you have a very negative and pessimistic world view. you're very quick to judge. give his book a shot: life without a center, you can find it for free online. it will blow you away...
  20. @Squeekytoy read his books. try his first one: life without a center. you can find it for free. just type the name of the book followed by "pdf". give it a shot, you'll be blown even after 15 pages. dude's a genius. He was aware of nonnduality since 2006
  21. Here I am, ready to receive more convincing arguments from the figments of my imagination that I am the only consciousness in existence. Why can't consciousness be in multiple avatars at the same time? Why can't this be a shared dream between instances of myself? Can't it be that I will inhabit every single being that's ever lived on this planet and have the first person experience from inside their skin? It's just that right now I'm having it from this particular human body. Others are not empty vessels, I believe I am also there, living through them.
  22. I understand that there is no other, there is only ONE. But I am wondering if that ONE is also present in other avatars or only inside my avatar. So I came up with two possibilities: 1. I am the only one having a human experience (feeling, seeing, hearing). Others are simply empty vessels, I (as consciousness) am not inside of them, never have been, never will be. I will never have a human experience from their point of view. I will never live life from their perspective. They are pre-programmed to behave the way I decided when I was designing this whole game called life. They are designed to behave like consciousnesses. I designed it to the smallest detail, it's all predetermined. When I die, the whole universe with all the people in it also die. Nobody is going to be able to see my dead body. Then I can create a completely different universe (with different physics rules, dimensions, etc), like radically different, and then proceed to have only one avatar experience there as well, then destroy it. 2. I (consciousness) also inhabit other people. Others are alive. There's life inside of them. They are feeling, seeing, hearing, and I will have that experience (from their point of view) eventually. Or I already had that in the past (notion of time is tricky here). Or simultaneously but I am only aware of my avatar's conscious experience. So when my current avatar dies, I will be able to see the dead body from other avatar's perspectives (me being the consciousness that inhabits them). Life goes on, the universe doesn't die with me. I will experience every single lifetime of every single being in this universe. It really doesn't matter if it happens simultaneously or one after another. Which one do "you" think is true?
  23. @Breakingthewall you are not a robot in my consciousness because my consciousness doesnt exist. Only I am a robot in your consciousness. I am not thinking, I am not typing this. This is simply words on a screen you see and associate with there being an avatar (human) that you as consciousness also inhabit. You are not through me, typing, NO. I am simply a picture and words on a screen. You programmed your life such that this message arrives to you exactly now. And your reaction to it is also predetermined. The conscious experience you're having right now and have had your whole life, yes , is fake in the sense that it is a dream, but it is real in the sense that it is the only one! Inside the dream, your conscious human experience is real and singular. You are the dream itself. You are existence itself
  24. @spiritual memes you still dont get it. why should you trust anyone then? remember you are supposed to enlighten yourself through other people (your own creations, empty vessels but PROGRAMMED by you - Pure Intelligence). We act like we have consciousness but it's actually you working through us, it's just that you are not inside of us feeling, seeing and hearing. There's no life in us. we're just robots programmed by Consciousness
  25. @Breakingthewall you'll get pulled into the illusion whenever you talk to someone or you read a comment. Dont fall for that. They act like real people. They're just you