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Before we adopt children we have to ask ourselves the hard-hitting questions. Are we truly happy? Do we feel mature ourselves and healed most of our own family, mental and emotional wounds? Do we have a deep connection and understanding of ourselves and nature? Do we eat meat or how do we treat nature and animals? Do we know how to survive in the wild, grow food, build a house, the basic needs of human living? Do we own our own land and have a lush garden full of vegetables and fruit trees and enough space for children to play and learn about nature? Do we have a healthy community and gather by the fire and tell stories to children, do we have elders who come and share wisdom? All these things are very important for a child's development, because if you think just taking them to school and raisng them in a box will be enough, they will grow up mostly traumatized and not full expression of their souls, eventually they will lose themselves in the system then have to free themselves from it and will usually grow up resenting the parents who brought them into this world of madness and suffering. If you live somewhere peaceful far away from the disease and toxicity of the modern world and city environments and have most of these checked-off, then maybe it may be a good idea, otherwise I would save it for when the world or your world becomes a wholesome place to live in. Children are very sensitive, they will pickup 1000x the rate that adults will, and its important to consider this.

The very fact that you continue to defend yourself so strongly and your comments is a big reveal in itself. Everyone has the answers, yet few are actually integrated and embodied in what they preach. In a nutshell

Not at all, I have exceptional memory-recall. Some would say its photographic memory, but not sure if its an accurate way to put it. I notice the finest details of things most people will miss, It can be a blessing and a curse. Nevertheless, you continue to misunderstand my comments. I think there is a reflection you need to see and why this is all playing out for you, you are making things bigger than they are.

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I have plenty of experience, hence my comments, 15+ years now of shamanic practices and psychedelic therapies. I am also not a new member, I was here long before you were. I seen the whole transformation of this site. You can be stubborn, its your life.

You say a lot, yet nothing at all. Lacking in substance, depth, breadth. This reveals you are much out of balance dear sister. You used to have 2000 comments when I left the forums, now you have almost 12000, I seen this happen with many who get consumed by the ideas on these forums, as they spend more time online than they do in the real world. You are seeing things as attacks when they are not at all. In other posts you claim you aren't affected and no-ego but its clearly the opposite, hence your responses. Sometimes if you can shift the way you see things, you may realize what you thought was attack, was actually help and support.

Oh dear... Its one of these people. That's the modern program huh The AI is only useful up to a certain level. Not-knowing thyself at its finest.

There is truth contained within every-thing, even the illusion is part-of the greater truth. You missed the deeper-meaning of what was said.

That's what I am here to do my friend I come and go in different shapes and forms, I am but a reflection, a mirror, a brother and friend. I play both the dark and light, the teacher and the fool, the master and the trickster, intuitive to each moment or being, I play.

Enlightenment is when you finally stabilize and ground the awakening/s and live in harmony and unity with the nature around you.

Careful now Ms brown bear, we've all been in this hole before, even some of the more respected members of these forums fell off the face of the earth because they went too deep into the endless rabbit hole that has no true ground. Being an older member you should know by now. A little helping hand by an elder brother.

Nature is Gods pure thoughts materialized into form, i get what you mean by wild animal and pet being more or less representative of god, but they are both God, because God is ALL THAT IS. All of it, Oneness and Allness is God. And God is you, God is the devil, god is the illusion and the truth. Its healthy to believe in god, because there is only god, as there is only consciousness.

The ego is like the (space suit) we put on to exist in space, we need that to navigate and live here, but we are not the suit itself, however sometimes we wear it for too long forgetting that we are the being that lives within.

Sadguru will give you so much knowledge that you forget the truth He's a hired gun.

May this uplift and clear your spirits and bring you back into nature, your motherland.

Thank you for sharing, I used to be like you, I also wanted it all, suicide was a daily idea, but I realized the more I wanted the further away from that which I wanted I placed myself. The universe does not understand or respond to language as much as it does frequency. See when we say "I Want" we are letting the Universe know what we "don't have" and then because the Universe is your reflection, Creator > Creation, so to speak, It will give you more of that which you don't have because you are validating that which you don't have by saying "I want". See there comes a moment in life when we have to stop wanting and praying for god to help us because it rarely happens that way, rather god wants you do make the change within yourself and literally change to see the change around you and your life. We have to be the God/Goddess we are and make that first step, because the universe is simply a reflection of our inner-world. You can try create some daily affirmations and state them out loud daily and behave as if they are already true and exemplify them into actions. I Am, I have, I am grateful, I am worthy, My life is great, I am greatness, all the things you want, change the way you say and feel about them. Imagine you already have them and are them all, fake it till you make it, it works, but you gotta keep up the consistency. As above so below, as within so without.

Have you ever considered why Elon calls his company Tesla? Obviously its in relation to the Great Nikola Tesla? However I have not once heard him mention Nikola Tesla, arguably the greatest mind who ever lived who pretty much created most of the things we use today, however he wanted to create free-energy systems for the world and shortly after his life work was destroyed by higher powers, one of those was his rival, Thomas Edison, who worked and was funded by globalist banker JP Morgan, who stole most of his ideas then changed them around which resulted in the harmful devices we have today, which Nikola Tesla initially did not want them wired this way as he knew they were harmful. When Elon Musk was asked who was his hero and idol, he responded with Thomas Edison. Many people consider him a hero, I feel he may be a psychopath leading humanity to their doom, something off about him every since I first saw him, his energy is very dark, although portraying the light. Sometimes we need to learn to fine tune our inner-eye and see with our true sight.

Can you find an incision point in the human body that says "put needle here" ? There is your answer. You have 2 types of immunity. You can go the vaccine and pharmaceutical route but eventually you won't have a natural immune system anymore, you will always have to rely and depend on them. You can go the natural route and build your immune system how it was originally designed, working with soil, bathing in sunshine, exercising, eating clean and healthy foods, take herbs and doing your best to live a healthy and vibrant life. The highest rate of people who did not get coronavirus were people who lived close to nature, mostly indigenous people, because they had a superior immune system which developed with nature for thousands of years, also not being exposed to toxic environments full of chemicals and airborne contaminates like modern cities. However those who live that way are also extremely sensitive to synthetic and artificial substances, so they can also die much easier from a vaccine or a pill than a westerner who is accustomed to them.' You have to find your way.

I'll let you figure that one out my friend, I am only here temporarily.

God is both infinitely intelligent and infinitely unintelligent. A little deeper my friend. God is also smart, loud and conscious. God is always Both Truth is always Both Yet Both is also 3 Enjoy

I have been watching a lot of this teachers videos lately and find her ways of explaining what happens to our bodies and energy systems when we take psychedelics very accurate and helpful. Especially to those who tend to abuse them more than they need, which is usually most people. I have been helping a lot of people reintegrate back into their bodies using such methods and techniques, however it has appeared to be quite challenging, even for myself and my own experiences. These days I am finding a deeper meaning to spirituality that there is really nothing more spiritual than being here on the earth and living as a caretaker of nature herself, growing food, caring for animals and the land, creating a family, loving and supportive community and being fully here and now, present, peaceful. Similar wisdom is shared by the Ringing Cedars series and I cannot agree more, there is nothing like the richness and spirit and connection that you feel when you are sitting by your own garden, living on your own mother soil, growing and eating your own food and harnessing the richness of nature herself. I am often noticing many friends have become completely out of balance from abusing too much substances, especially these high end ones like toad and dmt. I've noticed it both online on these forums and offline at festivals and gatherings, it seems as if the substances end up consuming the people. I have had friends who completely changed their identity and gender sexuality after one psychedelic trip, almost as if something has taken over them, they are entirely different in behavior and likes/dislikes, its really freaky stuff whats happening to these poor souls, claiming they are now enlightened but I sense or feel nothing even remotely close to inner-peace or freedom in them. I have noticed there is a lot of hijacking of consciousness and dark forces in play targeting users who abuse drugs that open their fields up making them susceptible to attacks and energetic implants and distortion codes that can rarely be healed from a physical level because the distortion is created at a higher/astral level. Especially people at festivals who abuse the most substances seem to have some of the most fragmented energy bodies all over time/space. I am fortunate enough to have had develop deep roots with Source and Nature early on my spiritual path which developed the stability to keep my center under such circumstances, but even then I noticed the attacks and attempts to hijack and distort consciousness because we are abusing the mind. Its a karmic play. These days I am noticing less is truly more and more is truly less. Feel free to reach out if you need help. A brother.

It seems you will never grow with a lifetime supply of something. The point is to learn the lesson from a few occasions at most, then let go and live the realized experience. If you constantly going back for more, it only depletes the spirit and distorts consciousness further, never ending cycle. Eventually you will get to a point where you realize its far more spiritual to live on the earth, meet a beautiful partner, create children, invest in some land, grow your own food, raise animals and live a fully rich life. You will realize this is far more spiritual and connected to God than any substance can take you, never actually landing on the earth and grounding your roots, rather constantly escaping from it stuck in a limbo-like life. There is a good teacher on youtube called Maharishka, she is often helping those in Goa, India who abuse psychedelics a lot, bringing them back down to earth and not overstimulating their energy systems to the point where they can never truly be grounded on the earth again. Somethings to consider.

I have physically died 3 - 4 times and came back. NDE's are almost identical to a high end psychedelic experience, especially DMT.

It is never about which is the best music, its about which music works best for you. With higher end psychedelics, music may not even be useful or helpful. I always end up bathing in silence at the end of my experiences. And I hear the universal music itself.