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Depression when you break the word down you get Deep-rest. I personally would avoid pharmaceutical anti-depressants as they do numb and suppress the issues and more of a (band-aid) approach and not an actual cure or true treatment. There are many natural alternatives which work much better and are not damaging to the system like psilocybin or other medicinal mushrooms like reishi, chaga and lions mane, raw cacao is especially effective for depressive moods, pair with some mct-oil and other herbs that assist in depression, get some nature and sunshine, do some gardening, go for forest walks or mountain treks, change things up in your life, and you will gradually see results, one step at a time, be gentle on yourself. Here to help

Everyone is their own unique expression of the divine, there are ultimately no right or wrongs for ultimately almost all of us are still discovering ourselves. Its upto you to decipher what is truth and what is not, what works for you and what doesn't. Use your intelligence or be consumed.

I no longer condone the use of MDMA to anyone because I have more than enough experience with it to know that there is much better alternatives and far less risky like Mushrooms and natural medicines which many are superior in healing and long-lasting, sometimes permanent effects. But I know people won't always listen to I do my best to help where I can. A very simple and effective method I developed was have lots of Coconut water throughout the night, full of magnesium, calcium, potassium, sodium and the 'electrolytes' your brain needs when MDMA is shredding them. 1 - 2 liters is ideal, fresh is best. Have a lot of Fruit rich in Vitamin C that day or either few hours beforehand, or as a refreshment during the experience, and consume a hearty and fatty meal 3 - 4 hours beforehand, something like Steamed vegetables like Broccoli, Carrots ect.. or Boiled potatoes or Pumpkin, adding healthy fats like Avocado and Hemp seeds(omega 369), Spinach(greens) and antioxidant and neuroprotective herbs and spices like sumac, clove, oregano, thyme ect.. would equate to a very satisfying, nourishing and protective meal. The follow day you can have a nutrient rich smoothie with bananas, protein, lots of berries, some greens and seeds for essential fatty acids, along with that can add some neuroprotective/regenerative herbs. Coconut or Almond milk as a base are ideal. This saves you all these excessive supplements that don't work as good as whole foods and are not really needed IMO. I have experimented with them all. Keep it simple, no more than twice a year. Stay safe ✌️

Very good, and yes well learned. If you think about it, the reflection in the mirror will never smile unless "you" smile first, the reflection is your Universe, that is why there is a "U" there

I have never found substances to make me aroused, maybe when I was younger. I seem to go deeper into pure satisfaction and unity and sexual intercourse seems very insignificant and meaningless regardless of substance, although I have notice over the years sometimes when the substances tend to wear-off, as I come more back into my physical body, I tend to get aroused more easily and require more food or sex or some form of interaction and immersion in the physical sense to "ground" and Integrate what I have just experienced at an elevated vibration.

As a shamanic practitioner I do not have scientific facts or research but I have directly experience and I have seen more than enough cases where people are very mentally, emotionally and energetically unbalanced and long lasting effects on brain and nervous system. That's why there is food and there is medicine. Take too much garlic and it will ruin your health, mental acuity and gut flora. And that's why medicines are to be used as medicines under proper guidelines of a doctor or shaman and not abuse or excessive use. Now I personally have seen far more negative results with people taking "synthetic" substances compared to naturally growing substances. The plant teachers that grow naturally upon the earth act as the "shamans" themselves and have fail-safe/measures for these things. Unless you mix them with other substances or taking pharmaceutical medications or certain fermented food/s which can which could cause dangerous cross-interactions. I found working with people who follow proper guidelines and stick to natures medicine, tend to heal and grow at a much higher rate than those who dabble with synthetics or both. There seems to be a cycle that is created and a lack of integration and energetic exhaustion of those. Of course set and setting plays a huge role, not saying all synthetics are totally bad, with proper intention, set/setting and guidance and application, you can use them for growth, healing and expansion, but there is far higher success rate with natural medicines and less chance of abuse. We found many in the synthetic range, especially ketamine and lsd seem to be caught up in a false/mental or astral enlightenment and have to continue to rely on the substance to remind/renlighten them and struggle to integrate or carry the experience forward, and with more and more use, the spiritual energy seems to be drained more and more. We found users and especially abusers of MDMA with extremely distorted brain functions, delusions and heart-chakra entanglement giving souls false-love experience which seems to rob the heart-energy and true happiness over time, leaving users very emotional and depressed. These are my personal findings these last few years.

You/We are Responsible of Government. We are the numbers, we created it because our inability to take full responsibility for our lives. Technically we are our Government. Not always true, there are ways around it and beyond it, I have experienced with my own life and eyes. You are focusing on that way in thinking, while there is truth to that, you can also change the way you see things so the things you see change, its really that simple, universally speaking... It all starts from within yourself, the greater change you make within yourself the greater the change you will see what "appears" outside of self. Read the Story of Buddha & Mara, Its a (shadow-aspect) you are dealing with here and fighting it only feeds it more, its about Integration, of all forms, of all aspects of Self. When you Integrate the Darkness, then you start to become Whole, you can't just be Light and expect to be whole. Merge the worlds, blend the duality, rebirth the Trinity of Truth and there you are.

It is not that God cares or not-cares, it is that God has absolute trust in what it is, Infinite Intelligence. Everything is perfect in the Eye of God and going as it is, perfectly, imperfectly perfect.

That's what you've been taught, of course you can, I know many people who live off-grid, grow their own food, solar power their entire homes, fresh water systems and filters from rain, reuse vegetable oil for fuel, the ideas are endless.. and no longer rely on the government. The closer to the city you live, the more you will need reliance on money. The further away you are from the, lets just say "system", the the greater the forms of abundance you will experience. Life is rich for those who trust and know in their divinity. Money is just one form of abundance, you can learn to open up to the other forms. True Wealth comes from Health, but Health cannot come from Money or Material things. The more we free up within ourselves, the more free flowing abundance we will experience in the external reality. The macrocosm is a mere reflection of the microcosm. Read that again ~

Congrats on giving me your warning points because i "triggered" your ego. I trust you will get a medal from Leo. I have many years experience with both, probably longer than you ever knew what they were. As i said, I'll leave you to it. Mr Moderator lmao

Blue light blocking glasses help, wear them as the sun goes down to mimic how your body would function if you lived naturally in nature. You will sleep earlier, better and wake up earlier and more fresh. The disturbances of electronics on the brain continues to stimulate even after you fall asleep so by following these guidelines and what others have mentioned should help significantly over time. Have a fruit smoothie with some cacao and maca during the day, around 11am - 4pm is best to eat and get most of your nutrition. Shilajit is a great herb you can add for energy and minerals.

When is the last time you took a break from the world, being online and focusing on all this stuff and actually visit Nature? You'd be amazing and how much healing and stabilizing it can be to just detach from the modern day chaos and overstimulation and calm your mind, body and spirit. Save up some money and take a holiday to the mountains or forests, or go camping and detach from all of this, your phone included. The reason why most humans are in a mess is because they have severed their connection to nature, they live in artificial environments that gradually make them sicker and sicker, it is very important to spend time in nature, more than meditation, more than psychedelics, and its free and easier than anything else, just a few days disconnecting and replace months of self-work in the city because of the over-abundance of artificiality, excess radiation and electronics, toxic air and disturbing sounds, and many other distortions that do not allow your mind to calm or spirit to settle into your body.

There are beautiful people out there and enlightened souls, you are not going to find them online or in the city, you have to get out and follow your soul. Your vibe will attract your tribe, there are people living free from the government completely, thousands, millions, you just gotta out out there and find your people. People staying in one spot do not notice their own self-created chains. What you see and experience here is not the same reality as out there, literally.

Reading through there is a a lot of misinformation here on these forum chats. I know many people who have been plant based without any supplements who are thriving and healthy for many years. 10+ years here. I also know the same for those who are choosing the omnivore path, and a few that are more carnivore path. Nutrition is very poorly understood as is our bodies intelligence, remember we are created out of infinite intelligence. Here is a nice conversation with a person who is experimenting with carnivore diet and a person who is fruitarian. How discussions should be. Gotta find what works best for you because arguing never gets anywhere.

Brother no offense but if you experienced enlightenment we wouldn't be having this silly discussion. Enlightenment comes once. It is the total Integration and Stabilization of All Awakenings. Something very few have mastered. At most you have had some 'awakening' glimpses through substances, nothing of true value or depth that anchors you. This is probably why you are experiencing these symptoms, your energy is all over the place and you are like a balloon on a string, you need grounding to deepen your roots. This is the issue with modern day psychospiritualists, focusing too much on ascending but have yet to master "grounding". The Deeper the roots the Higher the shoots. If your roots are shallow, when you do rise high prematurely through substances, the mind takes over, entities take over, astral energies are entangled and you are not here, not there, but in-between realms and struggle to stabilize yourself in reality.

Yes I agree with mono-meals is best. If you eat one type of fruit or vegetable or meat you will feel better than multiple types of any kind. Our bodies thrive when we (keep it simple). This is where you are at and its working for you based on your lifestyle and environment. I still wouldn't say the human body is designed for meat, it has simply adapted to it from many years of infusion and immersion of the animal-consciousness, so for many people, animal-products may still need to be consumed from time to time as far as the DNA sequence goes, for others it may be no-longer required that goes hand in hand with their life experience. I have found lifestyle & environment plays a large role in what types of density of foods we require. For example when I am in the city at my mums place, its very dense energy, poor air, a lot of electronics, I need more nuts, seeds and fats, sometimes even potatoes or tofu or even eggs, to help ground my energy(this could also be a belief), but I notice when I am in the country or forest or mountains, I can far more easily life off fruit(where I feel best and most alive) and I actually eat much less because I am nourished by the energy of the forest/mountain, nature, sunlight, high quality air and cosmic rays ect... This video very helpful for this subject similar to your experience you have shared. He also speaks deeply into how our "programming and belief systems" directly effect how we process life and I have come to the same conclusions. The Importance of doing what "feels" right for you in each moment ? Namaste ~

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You always have the option to leave everything behind and wander into the forest, but are you brave enough? If you are then what is stopping you? If you are not then you have yet to suffer enough and still holding on. if you really think about it, nothing is stopping you from freeing yourself but your own mind. Even a little break away from society, go camping in the bush for a little while, disconnect from the modern world, clarity will come. Freedom is within you. External is a projection of mind/maya and your external reality/experience will be unique to your minds programming. Quietude, Solitude, Stillness - Three Great Masters ~

As i said in another post, boredom is an experience "within" GOD, but GOD does not get bored. Awakening does not mean God Consciousness, Awakening is only a glimpse into the new octave of consciousness. It is merely the first stepping-stone to the path of Enlightenment. Because trust me, when you experience Enlightenment, you wouldn't be here. At least for a long while...

I can give you even some examples of when I was a teenager and much more unconscious but the power of the mind and belief changed my state of being almost entirely. I used to think i was "cursed" and always "shit" happens to me, and the more I put "energy" into those "beliefs" the more I experience "shit" always happen to me, I kept (reinforcing) the same beliefs over and over again until they became known in my universe. Until One day a shaman lady said oh dear you are "blessed" child not "cursed" what we say "programms" our body and consciousness and eventually becomes our life and experience. From that day i changed the 'cursed' to "blessed" and my life changed forever. No longer bad things would happen to me or very rarely and life started to unfold in amazing ways. Same thing happened when I thought i was bi-polar, Adhd, schizophrenic, ocd ect.. because I was reading too much information and accepting too much things as 'truth' based on what I was experiencing and how others who had these disorders behaved, and comparing and accepting yep thats mee too... so I became like that, until I realized its just my 'mind' and these people are just unique and have (excessively high energy in certain parts of the brain) and need meditation and natural therapies to balance out the energies, not that they are actually disorders because the western culture and system does not understand them so calls them illness. The moment i rose above the minds games and plays, they all had no power over me. In many Indigenous cultures children with autism, schizophrenia, adhd, ocd ect.. are not seen as mental illness but are seen as "gifted" and need the proper guidance into the world to use their gifts. Most of them are visionaries, mystics, shamans ect.. because they have abilities to tap-into beyond the physical world and channel that energy into the physical where most people do not have those abilities. You call this new age/spiritual woo woo but that is your (western programmed mind) who does not know that this is not new age at all, this is ancient knowledge and has been going on for thousands and thousands of years, its just lost knowledge and to the ignorant it "appears" as 'new age'.

I had them all as i mentioned to you before, I was in your shoes, I experienced it all, then I experienced Enlightenment and I had the power to be reborn into an entirely new being, I realized in the absoluteness of NOW I am no longer the same person I was a moment ago, but my body-of-consciousness was simply "holding" onto those beliefs/traumas ect.. thus carrying them with me, once I let them go, I realized I never had any disorders to begin with, because I am an entirely new being, now and now and now and now.. It is a simple Self-Realization of Truth which I feel very few here have experienced to such depth and degree and it takes a great level of stillness of mind to realize. Your reality/experience is based on your beliefs/programmes you have consciously or unconsciously bought into or instilled within your consciousness ever since you were born. Until you make the unconscious conscious, someone else is driving your life. As Bodhidharma once said, those who don't understand depend on reality, those who do understand, reality depends on them. I am only here to help, but its your life and choice.

Your assumptions are heavily flawed, I'll let you fry your own circuits then. I couldn't of helped you but you know better than me so. Its your funeral.

Iboga works well but If you want my honest advice the best thing you can do is do the "sober work" (which will clear most of the baggage) then when you do the plant medicines, it won't be as chaotic and intense. Spend time in nature, meditate, fast from dense/wrong/toxic foods and technologies stimulation, read books, calm the mind, maybe even take up gardening or farming, highly-meditative. Find things you are passionate about that allow you to be more Present and over time you will be meditative in such tasks. Practice good behavior and being loving, caring, kind, help a stranger ect.. working with animals and nature helps sooth the spirit too. All this work goes hand in hand with psychedelics and it is actually how you Integrate the medicines and teachings.

I personally have tried every diet known to man, nothing makes me feel healthier and more energized, alive, clear, conscious, than predominantly (organic) fruit-based. Anything close to the "fasting state" is the ideal state of consciousness. When I fast (unless you have mucus/toxins) which 99.9% of people do, you will feel a energy unlike anything else food can ever do for you, besides some extra energy and stimulation, fruit is closest thing. I've been on the mastery and perfection of the human body/mind path for 10 + years, It is quite clear too me now, not only makes sense to my consciousness/intelligence, it is evident in my direct experience itself. Now most people would probably feel like shit for the first few days or weeks, if they only eat fruit and fast because the decades of poisons and toxins in ones body from the wrong foods and more especially.. wrong environment, extremely polluted air and artificial (radiated) atmosphere, opposite from the mountainous/tropical regions that would be ideal for the human being. And so usually what happens when you do this, is a very rapid release, cleansing and flushing of these toxins, parasites, old-waste matter ect... This usually can take several months to several years to complete, depending on how you do it. So its a (transition) and you must (honour) where you are at each and every moment, because food is habitual, no different than drugs, so we must slowly wean off the denser vibratory foods, and consume less and less as we incorporate more and more lighter and lesser foods. Then Ideal would be to not eat at all, The Air is primary, water and everything else is secondary, but that's an entirely different conversation on its own and our environments are too polluted and artificial for that now, most of them at least. Many people fail because they try to do everything overnight, I personally was one of the few people who could do it, as it made total sense to me that we are more herbivore/frugivore by natural design, but overtime I did experiment and go back and forth to give all types of food/diets a chance. And there are some who can do it just like that and feel amazing straight and never go back. I experienced this back in 2010 and I was able to transmute effectively because I was already in a very high vibratory state because of my meditations and focus on love and ascension, but most will have to deal with the (shit/shadows) they put into their bodies all their lives before they can get to the light, it is only natural process, which I discovered later on in my experiments and life-experience. There is really no escaping the dark, one way or another. Fruit & Fasting clears things up from the inside out so (things will be brought up to the surface) whether it be physical, emotional, mental, spiritual ect... this is why people prefer carnivore, or denser foods, its more comforting and helps numb the pain and emotions and not have to deal with them as intensely, and this is why many vegans today who make the switch too rapidly for their consciousness, experience something like trauma/ego backlash, health issues ect.. and revert back to animal products as they did not know or were properly educated for the (transitionary process) which again can take years, and you must honour that and be respectful and patient with your body that you unconsciously abused all your life with wrong and fake foods, especially processed/supermarket foods. Those junk foods are full of chemicals and way worse than meat alone, our body actually thrives in simplicity and closer to nature. This is why carnivore only, or potatoes only, or fruit only, or type type of food works very well, because it gives the body a break. The body is not designed to process 150 different flavors, herbs and spices as you would say a typical Indian curry, the body will actually process a simple steak much better, in most cases. We evolved gathering fruit and stumbling across a tree and consuming that until it was done, and later in the darker ages, as consciousness dropped, meat and hunting an animals came around, but it was always (simple) few foods at most a day. Today people have a toxic amount of variety and consume so many different foods a day and no wonder why their bodies and minds and emotions are a mess and have all types of allergies and diseases. The further from nature the food is, the more chaos and disruption you put into the body and the more challenging it will become to completely transmute it. Another great book is: Mucusless Diet Healing System by Professor Arnold Ehret This is another good read https://flowhealingarts.org/news/2016/8/23/flow-cleansing-strategies Hope this helps