The Redeemer

Personally, I refuse to just be another "friend." Women have plenty of male orbiters who are more than willing to provide for them. This does not turn women on.

I am not sure where that came from, but okay.

I guess it is determined by who I believe is more important in that moment. Me personally I haven't had an excessive sex life, so I owe it myself to throw myself into those situations.

Also another thing that I am aware of is the power dynamic between me and the girl. I think it is weak as a man to listen to a woman if she doesn't listen to you.

Oh okay

Exactly, why would I put up with such games?

Let me ask you this.... Do you respect your own sexual needs?

They don't owe me sex, but they subconsciously want to fuck. So I am gonna do it.

I have sexual needs. I have every right to get them fulfilled.

Yeah, women like that should be imprisoned. Not sure if the girl is consciously aware of what she is doing.

I think you are being too sensitive.

There was none.

Thanks for the info

To be fair, she didn't blatantly tell me "no" She expected me to read between the lines. You can say I was uncalibrated, but was she also not as well?

So there has to be semen present? In order for it to be classified as rape? I am completely okay.

Lol

I think I touched her breasts, but I stopped when she didn't want to continue. It just confused me because we had had sex several times before this. I think she was responding to some type of psychological trauma that she had because she told me in the past that she had been raped.

Nope

@integral Well first of all it was the daytime. So we were in a church parking lot and I was wanting to have sex with her, but she wasn't in the mood and she was insisting on getting food, but I was feeling so good in the moment that I just wanted to make love to her, so I kept trying trying to make her laugh and it was working somewhat, but I feel like she was half wanting to have sex and half not so she started crying and I was confused and she started reacting as though I had touched her, (which I did not) and so she started running towards the woods as if I was some wild animal that was going to hunt her lol. So eventually I just left her there and left because I was not going to put up with that childish behavior.

As if I could afford one right now

Yes, decision itself will take over.

I am aware of that. There is no way for me to control her lack of openness though. Like I said it is a two-way street. I ultimately will have to end things and move on to a girl who is honest and open. It is a mistake on my part for even putting up with such a woman.

Part of me believes she is running an online empire without my knowledge. I tried being honest and upfront, but it goes both ways.

@Thought Art I feel like you guys don't want to investigate this aspect of reality.

I want people reaching out to me and offering an opportunity to date me. Not sure if this makes me masculine or feminine.