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These all seem like wonderful activities and well-rounded ones too. For university, you can take online courses. For drone footage, you can start with mastering pictures and filters and editing on your phone. For hiking, you can join a climbing gym or walk in the nearby nature reserves or even just around your block. What is making you feel trapped? Maybe it is so many activities and feeling overwhelmed? Start with one brick at a time, we all have to start that way. Is it lack of confidence that you can be good at any of them? Take that off the table and just do it for fun for now. Seems you can't get out of the house - maybe do some kind of releasing work to get the heavy energies out of your system so you can catch a wave of inspired action!

A life purpose doesn't have to be something that is given to you by an external or greater entity. You came to earth for a reason. Maybe it is just to live, have experiences, to just be. And that is totally fine! If you are living in a more "western" society, this may be why you feel that discord of not having a purpose. In other societies, there isn't this fascination with finding what it is. You just focus on doing what is in front of you. If you are a child or student, your purpose is to focus on your studies. If you are a father or mother, your purpose is to be a good parent and provider. If you are a wife or husband, your purpose is to be a good partner. It is not egotistical to say you are not here to help others. That's totally fine, there are others who do want to do that. It takes all kinds to make the world go around, and your existence is enough! If you weren't meant to be here and just be YOU, you wouldn't be. So just being you is more than enough.

Yes. I would also recommend letting go of that fear too if you want to make it more like meditation.

Congrats on taking the leap! Regarding whether you will be profitable, remember to keep your market and what matters to them in mind, and to be ok with letting go of your current baby to make changes - when it makes sense, of course. There is a balance between changing completely for your audience, and remaining authentic to your offering. But so long as you understand that balance exists, you will be fine.

I agree, you choose. I felt this way too when I first started my business. I ended up posting on something new first, my youtube channel. Then when I started gaining some traction there, I moved into sharing in my more personal spaces like Facebook and Instagram. And then when I went full-time, well that changes everything. All of a sudden, there is no "feeling weird" about it, now you got bills to pay haha so it gets you focused on what's important and releases some of those fears from earlier

Yes, totally agree, could not have said it better. Your days off are also not the same, as you do not get PTO. So that comes into your budgeting and plans. You also have to remain focused on end objectives. At a 9-5, you are handed projects / work to do. And you do it. In your business, you are often creating your own projects or, but even if you take one on you have to assess whether it will drive to successful outcomes for you, take you down a different path, or waste your time. Because your sense of time is different - your time has more weight as how you spend it can significantly impact your finances for the month vs. getting a predictable income each month.