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I'd rather focus on those steep hikes. Though I'm gonna bring my camera with me. Now they're just showing me the pictures of their hike.

I still think it's scary to hike alone nevertheless.

Look at this ;

Can't wait to go for a hike. One I can do in this weekend while the other needs more planning. I want to hike Mount Santubong & Mt.Kinabalu. The other are more cold and this one, Mt.Santubong is like only a day hike.

Now I would have to think about my work. I've never worked before. So I have to think about work. I'll look for work. Work that suits me. And is fun. And pays well.

I will go to x again for one day (for transit).

Things that I will have to buy : Sony NEX 5r /....https://www.sony.com.my/interchangeable-lens-cameras ( there's too many cameras here I don't know which one to choose. ) Automatic stabilizer. DJI Dell XPS 17 Hard disk 2TB (2) Toshiba. And a trip to x. Then to all of x. Then to x.

I wish to forever be able to record my life and keep it securely in many forms. Not only phone camera like this one but also a high quality camera that I will buy soon. ??????✈️???️

I just want to keep it as memories. Actually I've done that (taking a video everyday filming everything in short video) since 2014 but a lot of my footage went missing. This is from 2018-2020. Before that, all gone.

@itsadistraction currently.

I shall really just think about creating new things, instead of wanting something of the past. It's gone. All my footage is gone. Just take it. I had a lot of unfinished project. All of which the footage are gone. It was so precious. Just focus on creating something new. Buy a high end budget. Things and equipment. And never lost it. Start anew. Do something new. Another whole journey/travel. All of my past footage are gone. I hope I can do well.

Oh. There's nothings much in my Lenovo laptop. Nothings much really...

It's not an upgrade but just for fun. I think it would be fun to explore Egypt for a while. It has also a sentimental value. Other than that, it has the four season. That's an upgrade!

@Phil King I see a lot of visa requirements so u need a visa.

Idk. I mean, like, how can I even work in Egypt? Do I have to find work there? In order to live there? Im not even a student/studying there.. I'll try that.

I really can't wait for this evening because my laptop which are broken a few years ago will be rebooted. The memories in it can be transferred to my PC. Can't wait to see what's in there, I think it cannot be opened since 2018? Or 2019. I think 2018. So a lot was in it. I can't wait to see everything.

But how can I do this?

I still had a hart time choosing the right camera. I feel like I wanna buy my 2012 camera all over again that would be easy. But it's no longer available. Other cameras are hard to learn while those that are lower, might hv a disappointing qualities...

Do you think it would still work if I were to take a university course right now? I haven't been into studying/education for a long time (four years). So it might be awkward to take a lot of academic load. Will I be able to pull it off? All over again? I don't think my mind can work on it any longer. 6:19AM

I can't wait to travel and to make my own video.

I feel old. But I don't have a child yet. Feeling old. That's how I feel going out just now. We used to be little kids going to that shop. It was the same shop all over again. The shop that I buy my first camera Sony cyber shot when I was twelve years old. Now I'm twenty seven. I feel so old. With the people. And everything. My eyesight are no longer as good. I feel old. I am so old. It was a shop that I used to go to when I was young. As a twelve years old. Now I'm old. I feel so old. The other one I buy in 2012. 2008

Today, I upgraded my PC. To 1TB. And I feel like I wanna buy a laptop, for travel purposes. Dell XPS 17 Or MacBook 16 Pro. whatdoyouthink?

I wish to hike : Mt.Kinabalu Mt.Santubong & Mount Sinai. Idk . But these are all really extreme hike.

I feel like my life now are very negative. I don't even explore my own city. I don't work, so there is no routine that makes me go out everyday. I have been staying at home for long. Once in a while I will go shopping but that too is very rare. Or not often. Other than that, I don't go out. I travel once in a while too. Other than that, I don't know what I'm doing with my life. At home. I'm just not doing anything spectacular. How can I change this? I don't drive and would need others to drive me to go out (everywhere) that might be the reason why I don't go out that often. What can I do? I really want to change my lifestyle. Everyday, I'm just watching YouTube videos, not doing anything. And that's it. Sometimes I will get bored. I don't know what to do with my life. While my age are still increasing. I'm afraid that I would do nothing. And waste my time. I don't have plans for the future either. I didn't know how to look for works. This is my problem. Any suggestions is greatly appreciated.

I saw this on Instagram and feel like want to go to Amboli Ghat waterfall. It seems like a nice place.