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Idk since I am stuck in inaction now I really feel like I wanna take a loan.

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Then marriage is not for you. ~

When you've found the right person. Don't wait too long. And when you're ready to have child. Marriage = children.

I watch this mv/drama when I was 13 years old. This is my youth. This is my teen. My first drama or movie thàt I like. I was young. We are young. : Now he sings this killing voice. He used to be so young. Now we're old. But his voice still remains the same. The voice that I remember. The voice that I grew up with. This film is my innocence.. ??

8:27PM Sept 19 2023

I wanna go hiking but I don't have anyone to go with me. Is it safe if I were to hike alone? Wouldn't there be people who will hike too during my hike? I wanna hike some local mountains. I watch they do it in YouTube and feel interested to do it too. And my neighbour just went to this extreme hiking right now and showed the picture. I wanna hike too.

This won't be a huge mountain that I wanna do (though I do plan to do the bigger hike later on but that you can hire a guide. ) I've been here before but didn't do the summit, only the waterfall level. I just plan to hike a few places starting with local mountains first. This first one wouldn't have any camping. The others may need an overnight stay. Though I wouldn't be camping. I'm thinking of just bringing my body, some water , cameras/drone, and something that can keep you safe from the rain. That's all I'm gonna bring. For any hike. I don't have a gun and we wouldn't need a gun where I'm going. I think so. I'm planning to go to the middle east. There won't be any animals except maybe camels. And humans.

There won't be any beast or animals but ghost and spirit. I'm not afraid of those but I'm afraid of humans.

That's my life purpose. For a few years. Or more. For the experience. I think that would be fun. I like to live in other country. And when I'm back, I can go back to my home.

I'm pretty bored with my country tbh.

I was discouraged a lot. That's a good advice. It does has a lot of steep altitude. I wish I can go just as easily as the person in the video above.

How about living for a few months? Or even just one month? Where do you live in Egypt? What about Mansoura? Where is the best place in Egypt to be the turning point. A place where you return to after every other trip around Egypt? Like going to Aswan, Luxor, Alex , etc where should be the place where you can put your belongings? Is it Cairo? Or any other places

Can I just wear a tracksuit? I won't go for the hardest. Only a 4km route. It will be rainforest. A 3-4hours hike (one way) A lot of people told me not to go alone though.. idk. Wouldn't there be many people hiking too?

I'd rather focus on those steep hikes. Though I'm gonna bring my camera with me. Now they're just showing me the pictures of their hike.

I still think it's scary to hike alone nevertheless.

Look at this ;

Can't wait to go for a hike. One I can do in this weekend while the other needs more planning. I want to hike Mount Santubong & Mt.Kinabalu. The other are more cold and this one, Mt.Santubong is like only a day hike.

Now I would have to think about my work. I've never worked before. So I have to think about work. I'll look for work. Work that suits me. And is fun. And pays well.

I will go to x again for one day (for transit).

Things that I will have to buy : Sony NEX 5r /....https://www.sony.com.my/interchangeable-lens-cameras ( there's too many cameras here I don't know which one to choose. ) Automatic stabilizer. DJI Dell XPS 17 Hard disk 2TB (2) Toshiba. And a trip to x. Then to all of x. Then to x.

I wish to forever be able to record my life and keep it securely in many forms. Not only phone camera like this one but also a high quality camera that I will buy soon. ??????✈️???️

I just want to keep it as memories. Actually I've done that (taking a video everyday filming everything in short video) since 2014 but a lot of my footage went missing. This is from 2018-2020. Before that, all gone.

@itsadistraction currently.

I shall really just think about creating new things, instead of wanting something of the past. It's gone. All my footage is gone. Just take it. I had a lot of unfinished project. All of which the footage are gone. It was so precious. Just focus on creating something new. Buy a high end budget. Things and equipment. And never lost it. Start anew. Do something new. Another whole journey/travel. All of my past footage are gone. I hope I can do well.