I dream of Resurrection Day
September 8 ,7:06AM
I said it is a resurrection day because there's too many people gathering everyone I know with a lot of others, dozens of people all seemingly either gathering for a one purpose (mosque) or a concert. But the artist and everyone else are one. People. Together. There is something that is too bright on the other side. Which seems like the balcony that I had in Egypt, my childhood home. Atop it was something like covered with a bright green thing, which the effect can be seen on the other side. It is too bright like a light pollution..green thing. We talk about it. Then my eldest sister and my deceased grandma was there. After the event. There's way too many people. I was resurrected with my beloved artist. I was calm. And she knows my presence and like it. Then she sings cuz I'm so good to you. It was a good thing. And I was all over the place like being a leader /homeowner. I went from one side to the other. Then there is a boygroup which I am familiar with on the other side. Exo. Together with people I know. All as one. Together. But we're singing this female's singer's song. Then (as I was all over the place) I went up and then went back. On my way back were still singing this female singers song. But then people started to form a line. Like in a mosque. In this very large building/area. It wasn't a mosque but people are gathering like the way it is in a mosque. And I continued walking finding my way. The lines and place are very long. Big. Even though there's endless more people coming, it fit. Then on my way back, I saw a longtime friend . She didn't recognized me/see me but was busy in her own world (wanting to get in line and coming in further). Then she fall/was stopped. Then I saw her clothes. And thought it was good. She's wearing two piece clothing with one jacket. And I thought it's really good and stylish. Then I saw my clothing. /I look at my clothing, and thought , it's good too! I wear white two piece clothing with one outergarment. Crocheted. So I don't feel bad about myself. And we go our own way. People are already a lot. I went out. This place is like my old university. It has many buildings and each for each faculty. Then I went out. This place is like a mix of my primary school and my university. The place is kinda bad. Like an unfinished plastering. Then I saw in each building people and even at the walkway where I'm at. (Since people are gathering) . Then I saw my high school classmate in the building . At this point, I am just amazed at how earth doesn't fall out /break at the amount of people on it. The buildings look very bad with unfinished plastering. And it seems like it's going to break. With a lot of people coming in. And remember, it's all one thing. From the inside earlier to this space. It's connected. And while I'm out, I could hear what was seemingly like a khutbah. (Like a preacher in a mosque during Friday prayer) it is a mixture of concert and khutbah. Earlier there is this female singer and now I could hear the khutbah given. And as I was far away, I tried to listen to it carefully , like everybody else who came. But these people, I am not too comfortable with them. They are males and doesn't seems like a Muslim. And maybe for racial reason too. So I was crowded by these people. I am the only person looking like me. Female. Alone. Little. But it was kind of an outdoor pathway/walkaway so I don't really feel bad. Then it's over and everybody are going out (dispersing) the buildings seems old and dusty. And then when I wanna go back, I got lost. In these many faculties and buildings. There's water element to it. Like a fountain pool. Or circle. And there are many . Two? Idk. But the place are insane. After I've made a few turns, (I wanna go back) I arrived at what seemingly like a ferry drop off. But the ferry was like apartment. With staircase and it looks creepy. Like a floating apartment with massive sizes that are floating on water. It seems dangerous. And my second sister was aboarding that thing. Idk. It just seems like a long journey. In a dangerous looking thing. But she says it will be just two days trip. I worried for her safety. She and her family. And I asked her how do I get out? And she didn't tell me either. (She didn't know?)idk. This area are very massive. There are dozens of people. On these ferry like building. And I don't have a family or anyone with me. I'm lost. I didn't know how to get out. It seems like a life and death journey. Those who are boarding the ferry. Or was it a cruise? Idk. But the parts are like apartment building. And I take my turn and I was just lost. Then I wake up.
I could never find my way out.
