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No I've seen in a lot of people's lives , once they get passed 33 they are no longer good. Or no longer attractive. They should have already had at least 3 children or the last age for marriage (ideal) is 33. I have seen a lot of men who lose their attractiveness once they've reached 34.

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In life path number, it was called the master numbers. 11,22 & 33. I do think that 33 is a special number. It's good if you get married at 33. If you're a male. https://www.numerology.com/articles/your-numerology-chart/life-path-number-meanings/

Should I focus my attention on finishing my studies? But I didn't know how to do that. I got a dream about it this night. And it felt alright. I'm worried about myself being old.

Ah I also dreamed of my grandfather. He's one of the teacher. And my cousins was there. Me and her. And my grandfather told me to be nice to an orphan. Or to treat an orphan nicely. And my cousin was an orphan.. their father died when they are really young. So my grandfather told me that we should treat orphans nicely. That's why he's treating them nicely. And idk. I can't remember this dream well...

4:29AM | Tue | December 19 I dreamed that I was completing my school, at a slightly old age. But everyone was in it. It was like a mixture of high school and university. My high school teachers was there teaching us. And I noticed some faces that I recognized. My roommate, my 13/14 year old classmate. I don't know. And the place... It was a mixture of everything. I have two books that I'm studying. A teacher that know. Signing my work. And... It was just a sad thing somehow. I don't know. I met all these people. And we're studying together. At a slightly old age . I remembered my hair in that dream was quite messy and I tried to make it okay with my hand and it was quite short. Like 2013. I don't know. I just felt good that I am finishing my studies again. And completing what I hadn't. Accompanied by people I know. She's a good friend. I felt comfortable with her. And I saw a guy classmate. Wearing a traditional clothes. Probably for the final project. I saw some familiar faces. And I was doing fine. Maybe this is my wish. If I could. But nah nvm.

I don't know. My grandfather is way above 84years. And we lose counts of his age by the time he reached 90s. It's true that by certain age , you'll got wisdom and become wiser. Or enlightened. A special age will be : 11 33 40 And maybe 22? All of these ages you will get something special on these ages. Everyone in heaven will be forever 33. Jesus died when he was 33. I think it was a special age. When you hit 40 your life would be completed.

My attention had been in ..... Taeyeon. And it's all pleasing so I see nothings wrong with it. Then I'm thinking of having a great body like Taeyeon too~

I'm starting to feel lonely.

1 AM

2024

How was my calendar?

It will be like this : I will add a ring in the middle and it will become a desktop calendar~ I wonder if these pictures are no good. With or without words?

Should I changed the pictures? Should I add the words or anything is this okay or meh

I have added some more photos.

I believe in love at first sight and soulmate. And twin flame.

Friday 2:02PM : Something that I think about, somewhere in the future, if I had become rich, and I couldn't share it with my mom because she have died. A life without my mother. To forever future. I can't imagine my life without my mom. I can't share anything with her. My life will continue until the day I died. I may be 40years old. Or 50. Or 35. I don't know.

You must be an only child.

I want to do well in my life I can't wait anymore I'm tired of doing nothing. I want work. I want to make money.

It is wrong. Actually disgusting. Even if it's not wrong it would be disgusting to date your brother. Cousins? I don't know.

No. It's because I'm no longer a student. If I keep being a student I will still get allowances.