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Welcome back. On day five, I am already getting used to not having it. But anyway, now we're back. I sleep early today because it's raining heavily and the day was dark. It's so good to sleep. In reality , it was Saturday morning. But in my dream realm , it was about 6 PM. And it was almost night. So I'm just sleeping early. Quite weird. I got a few dreams today that is reminding me of my previous uni. I don't know. I don't know what it wants from me. But the latest one, I saw my sister's card with her face not on it. We went to the same uni so it was that card. And earlier, I got some dream too. This was very confusing. Now when I woke up it's 2:34 PM. Still raining. Somehow I'm feeling a little bit sad. There was my sister in that dream waiting for us to be home. She told me to buy some thing. And me and some family members are just on a car ride. I remember that I was taking a picture of trees with a camera . On the road. And there was other people too. We talked about something. "Samawi" ?

I thought we are back to July last year 🥲

No. That would kill off your flow. Anything that disrupt your flow is no good.

This is real. I really wanna make $140k.

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No. I actually have no idea where to start. All the jobs listing I see it seems like I am not qualified.

It took me one day to feel better. I was struggling through it. There's nothing you can do. Bought some throat spray. And pills. And just sleeping. It's really a struggle to sleep. Nothing makes me feels comfortable. But now, I'm good.

I'm sick now. I'm starting to get sick. Got this flu since yesterday. I feel regret not finding a med for it today. Now I had to live with it tonight. I'm only drinking lemon water. (Feeling so sick. ) -☝🏻Stay away from sick kids. -Never wear wet clothes to sleep. Even just for a minute. -In AC. Smelling a crushed garlic does make my flu stop. I used to have a nosebleed when I was young and to stop the bleeding, we smell garlic. And it will stop. Now I tried eating the garlic

This is good. Maybe I should install a camera in my room. And outside my room. (Even though I don't have anything (much) left. Not like back then. Where I have everything . ) When I said I want to buy a dog, I meant to live faraway (I wouldn't bring a dog in my parents house). Not with my family. If I do this back then, my things would still be with me. It wouldn't be lost. Stolen.

How can I prevent this? Idk where to put this in which sub forum We have cctvs outside the house. but not inside the house. And this, is also recent. Quite recent. Not back then.

This is EXACTLY how I felt. I don't wanna create anything anymore because in the end it will only be stolen. No. I would rather go to the police than having a talk with my siblings about this. Wouldn't it be dangerous? Let the police do the work. They might take an action before I could go to the police. So I would rather do it quietly and let the police settle it. @BlueOak meh~ I had a LOT OF ARTS being stolen too.

Is it toxic?

I don't want it. But these kids are still living with my parents.

I don't wanna have a nephew and nieces who would become an enemy but it seems like so. Well I guess,

I can't even drink or eat any herbal tea because I'm fasting today,

I'm getting a little sick today. With flu. Maybe last night I wear wet clothes for a while or the ac. Or my nephew last night who went to my room and smeared his flu all over my bed. Now I should distance myself from sick kids. Or I'll get sick too.

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Right now, I think, even if I get a dog , it wouldn't be of any value/beneficial anymore. Cuz I've lost everything. If I got it back then, THEN , THAT , would be good. I should have taken actions back then. With all the knowledge that I have accumulated ,back then, that's the best thing to do.

Of course this room is better ,

I wake up so late today, 12:21PM because I don't sleep last night. I am fasting today and it's already almost 12:30. I'm cleaning my room and the toilet thoroughly. Last night. . My life is so low now. I don't like this room. And the other room too. I want everything to turn back to normal. Why couldn't I be travelling the world now?

This time , it would be, like, a year's worth of things.

I just bring reds to my room. A lot of my things are red. Idk. I didn't plan it.

Making the best of my *small* *brother's* room... But now it's my room. I have asked my mom that I wanna change back to my original room but she said after my brother's reception in this state. That's going to be soon, but should I change my room? That's the real question. In that room, a few renovations should be done. For natural lightings. That's the only cons in that room. But I don't know. After the renovation everything are just , dislocated. (Not good). But idk. In that room , the wallpaper for a part of the wall would be $1020. Idk if I like my red room now or that, better.