Sabth

357ms

My creators was at home right now.

God is dead.

I said I am in a cult. And then regretted it because something bad truly happened.

The same force it seems like are following me. 4:14AM

You're describing is as if you’re going to die. heading towards death. Thats my first impression. But after reading your replies i thought you need to smoke still. A sudden withdrawal of your routine. * i never knew that men are intentionally suicidal like killing themselves in front of me. Like eating a sweet thing, i saw this in my dream. Even irl it was meant to kill. actually after i write this it was raining and i would be distracted as hell *this one . It felt like a bait. You're describing is as if you’re going to die. heading towards death. Thats my first impression. But after reading your replies i thought you need to smoke more . A sudden withdrawal of your routine. * *This one , i could go on and on but it felt like a bait. Maybe the ones who are close to me What? Idk what im saying . i would hv explained to you how i was never truly asleep until when im 26. When ive been put to sleep.

And this one , you know like if you're approaching death. Moving towards death. Like no interest in life anymore I was into this a while ago. But now idk what's good anymore. I still find myself in a filthy situation unable to do nothing today. No and it's over for me. It's basically them not wanting to practice the religion again anymore but only I was affected. It's only affecting me and none of them actually this thing goes against their .

Actually something really odd is happening last night. And by writing this it will disappear . Something reeeaally odd. I wonder if it was the biggest mistake in my life. And today what follows through is just I didn't want. I don't wanna add any more new people in my life.

@Someone here Maybe you need to smoke more.

Leo is deleting my post so I’m deleting my other four.

Im afraid , and im doomed. You can say for the past four day (or even more) i just had this exchange of fate/energy/karma. Like i dont even know where it all come from. Imagine having to swapped your life paths with someone Else forever? This, i simply had a dream of meeting someone im supposed to not. 4/3/25 Today and throughout yesterday (night) my world felt very small. 100m am i killing somebody? I said MY world. It was a very small world maybe

It may be happen at 3PM yesterday and now it's 10AM in the morning. By 5p.m I have already felt ok. It is just something like your brain stopped working and you feel pulled. Which happened (more than once) but not as bad. (I've felt worser.) And I know exactly what is causing it.

I'm doomed.

Did they do anything to you in the hospital? Why aren't you able to smell or taste food after having gone out of the hospital? /Healed.

Going through a brain rot right now.