rudirotbart

Hello, i have a question regarding the nature of god. In the video "The Ultimate structure of Reality explained" Leo explains that god can't force a being to become conscious, that Consciousness has to be chosen freely by it. But what if the part decided to stay unconscious for eternity? How does god make sure that every being reunites in the long run?

How can i create this kind of caring about truth in my life? I really care about truth but i feel to weak to handle deeper trips but i want to become stronger to be able to. I don‘t know if i should push myself or if i should love and accept myself exactly as i am Right now. How can i learn to decide between accepting my fear and pushing myself towards truth?

How did you become as strong as to be able to accept these difficult truths (like infinity including unimaginable horrors) and still going deeper?

Why does it feel like god is actively micromanaging my life, like sending me the most perfect and intelligent thoughts to guide me? Making me ask certain questions?

That's perfect, but scary. For how long does god have mercy until it sais: "Ok, now you will die. Muhahahaha"?

You explained that God doesn‘t force a being to be Loving, but when a being dies (physically) the Love is forced onto it? Wouldn‘t it be more loving (from my selfish POV) to accept it‘s selfishness and not force it to die?

So god forces the seperate self to give up its Identity in the end? How ist his compatible with love?

I imagine the seperate self reincarnating for eternity, never reaching the god head, because god doesn‘t force it to give up it‘s false Identity. Is that possible?

Hello, let’s get straight into it: I can’t really have sex because I‘m a sexual sadist and the kind of sex that turns me on is so abusive that i feel like I’m never going to be able to have sex (other than with my hand), because vanilla or even what most people would call hardcore sex doesn’t turn me on and I can’t keep my penis hard if I don’t feel like I’m raping the woman. How can I cope with my sexual sadism and accept myself the way I am? Is there a chance to heal it through therapy? Thank you!