Naomi
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tbh, I always wondered this too because id listen to the hype about "no fap" but as a woman its definitely a whole different thing but no one talks about it haha i see it's still very taboo, like how dare a women explore themselves and feel sexual pleasure lol I guess too much of anything isn't good. i mean it's really answered itself in terms of chasing dopamine highs which is prob what semen retention goes into, actually idk cause i have no experience in that haha but this spiritual dudes podcast on yt kinda talks about it like that. but yeah i always wondered if i hold do i also get the same benefits? like glowly face, nil mood swings, you know actually i feel as though its because youre not chasing anything. you're not needing anything i feel like its a subconscious thing right, when you let go of your desires (in this case be it sex/marstabtion) and you're not always chasing a high of something or release so you can feel better. it kinda shows off in someone, like you can sense it sometimes. Although that's more for extreme cases of addiction to said dopamine high i guess not just your average person.
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Naomi replied to Loveeee's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
one time on 5g of mushrooms, I stared at myself naked in front of a mirror for like 3 hours dying of laughter. Felt like i was god laughing at my own creation and just the general absurdity and bizarreness of life. Definitely taped into something (infinite intelligence) much higher than myself as an ego which enabled me to let go of so much self-created pain and suffering from my past, once I saw that it was all me, me creating my own pain and torture as much as I was creating my own bliss and heaven. this gave me absolute freedom inside Because I realised that I was powerful enough to create my own misery so that means I'm also powerful enough to create my own bliss. It was the first time I felt whole again. I didn't even think it was possible to feel that whole, to feel that much love. I did breathing techniques too and literally was the most liberating experience of my life. I still think about it a lot. -
@MsNobody girlllll, wow, im literally speechless with this...i read your reply a few times as it was so refreshing hearing a conscious perspective from a women who actually understands women lol. this was so relatable to me but i never knew how to express it as you did, you worded it so perfectly. i can see that your comments definitely went over males heads and that's okay, its like society gets so caught up in lying, cheating, stealing, controlling which leads to all this blame on each other and everyone's unconscious mentality to get at each other's throats when really both genders need to look deep within themselves in terms of their own beliefs about men and women and projections ie. i grew up in a house full of boys, 4 older brothers, and as a young girl i looked forward to growing into a women...i was so happy to be a girl. Not for long though. As I got older I would overhear how my brother/brother's friends would talk about women and it got way worse when I started working, been sexually harassed in literally every job I've had...(which is a lot) i no longer wanted or looked forward to being a woman. I didn't want to play this game of trying to prove myself to have "value" because as a woman it feels like you can never win... literally doesn't matter what you do, I experienced this everywhere. Anyway, all these experiences shaped an unconscious and uncomfortable bias towards a hatred for men...like i never hated men deep down ofc but on the surface, I had built up A LOT of resentment against men. when I hear the shit SOME men be saying casually in regards to women etc i felt like i could cry sometimes, feels never-ending... it becomes so normalised and accepted to speak of women this way. But looking back now i understand its a projection from the masculine within myself, but I really resonated when you said men and women both need each other and both bring different values to the table in developing a divine union ship but so many people don't accept this lmao, just keep wanting to control ie. point the finger at each other thinking that will solve anything.. (including myself) i mean we're only human and no ones perfect. But all of this i've definitely noticed throughout the years as I do more self-development and the more i learn about myself and my needs. don't get me wrong, i absolutely love men, i have amazing relationships with my brothers and dad ofc, but growing up ill never forget how they made me feel being a women, and it really made me feel low of myself? I wished to be a man all the time because if men were saying this so casually about women i felt like they hated women...I held so much shame for no fucking reason that i've healed now, but back then i genuinely felt ashamed to be a woman because of the things men and (women actually) standards they'd set culturally and i took this nonsense as truth on the surface and therefore unconsciously took everything they had to say about women so personally (well it's hard not too when you're a young girl becoming so conditioned in this bs patriarchy) but fast forward 10 years, now I feel so powerful and proud in my identity. women are as powerful and valuable as they feel they are. men are as powerful and valuable as they feel they are. its all inside... not outside. no need for external validation anymore. I feel proud and spiritually beautiful. I'd never ever want to speak badly about a man or tear them down because I'd only be doing that to myself...I love men and women equally now and it's the best feeling ever when u let go of the power wars and projections. I love and appreciate what men do for women as much as I notice and appreciate what women do for men. we both need to learn to work together and acknowledge our own natural strengths and weaknesses so we can make up for each other and work as a team. But it seems like everyone just wants to say fuck men, fuck women and we disconnect with our feminine and masculine qualities to feed our own egos. you're in your power when you let go of controlling and manipulating others. Everyone is you pushed out after all
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@Something Funny good one. something an NPC would say
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@Leo Gura would you consider talking about alien love? i wannnnnnnnna know hehe