Aiwass

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  1. Her family is only doing what they feel is best and most appropriate. We have no idea what she potentially did that triggered their concern. We only read what she writes. Stay mindful of that. The best way to help is to recognize many on here do things that would make you question your Initial take. It is very simple to live in a household, with family, without the threat of hospitalization. Agreeing I don't think will help the OP change their behavior for the betterment of connection with family members.
  2. Careful not to assume your psychosis is an awakening. Awkaneings will not land you in the hospital for an entire year. I suggest alot less reading and work to take up more practical practices.
  3. Socialization, placebo effect, and self hate.
  4. Don't take it so much at face value lol. There is limited evidence that you can increase your intuition solely through chess. The nature of intuition is not a concrete thing that you can just toy with. Yes, genetics plays its part. Aleister crowley was a Grandmaster in chess
  5. Build it to incorporate an explicit section that allows legal explicit answers. I find the chat to be tailored to the 6 year old mind.
  6. Go through his mp3 and watch + Listen to 1 episode a day. Bottom to top.
  7. I love HEALTHYGAMERGG + Thyroid Rant: I love and admire how objective this guy is. Most idiots I speak with criticize my consumption of Hypersonia medications without providing me with any proposals. I absolutely love taking brand-name Takeda-shire, Adderall 30mg(no capsule as to eliminate binders and fillers), twice daily, along side 200mg(I only take 100mg) of modafinil here and there, in Ketosis, performing chelation and whatever else. I have been off this medication many times. I started at the age of 15 and I am now 22 years old. I will consume and reduce the dosage until my body says I can't take it again. Every 6 months I get a comprehensive blood-lab, testing liver enzymes, pituitary, reproductive system, etc. I am healthy and love my medication. I hope to get off it. I use requisite variety to actively find potential combinations of materials/states which enable me to remove medication. I am fighting for a subclinical hypothyroidism diagnosis at the moment. No, not caused by adhd meds. Adhd and hypothyroidism as well as depression have a very high comorbidity. Also, my mom has and had thyroid complications during my birth, she also had lupus arise during my birth. Me and the endocrinologist agreed these are factors for watching my thyroid. But, recently she is being a little cu**. She agreed if values were the same she would go about the diagnosis. The Doctor then gaslit me saying how she "thinks maybe I had a cold, the antibodies were negative, the thyroid fluctuates". I told the doctor I did not have a cold so please resist making invalid assumptions. You gave me your word and now are falling back on it. She told me how she wants to see a trend and how my values were low but then high. I told her first of all I thought the "thyroid fluctuates". When the values were normal I consumed food, water, nicotine prior to the test. The data proves many will subclinical hypothyroidism go undiagnosed due to these factors which don't matter for one with a worse condition of hypothyroidism. I went home and looked at the graphs from MYCHART as well as MYCARE and the graph is a steady increase in tsh levels with near normal Free t3 and T4 levels = Subclinical hypothyroidism. You are supposed to fast for 12+ hours prior to testing as postprandial testing can lower values by average of 2.0(for tsh). That would on the low-end put me at a value of 5.0. I called to get another endocrinologist and they tried refusing saying they don't allow patients to switch and I must speak with the head of staff to do so. The dumb bitch hasn't even called me back. I was polite and respectfully requested an endocrinologist that specifically deals with subclinical diagnosis. I digress, I was amazed at HealthyGamerGG's response to this concern of dependency to adhd medications.
  8. Thanks for all the advice. I will do it alone. I will update everyone tomorrow!
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  10. Just received it Will take tonight!!!
  11. Ohhhhhh. I assumed you were living in America haha. Yeah, I have no idea then. In America cops don't show up at your door step for having an array of precursors. Everything is placed back into a trunk I used for college(with a lock). It is impossible for "getting caught" unless I bring whatever outside the house or tools with residue, or tell people who know my identity lol. I assume in Iraq everyone is in your business and peeking-around, chatting and snitching. Idk.
  12. The toxicity has reached a new level. I will no longer be adding fuel to your dumpster fire. Reconsider utilizing this forum as a way to expand your consciousness instead of presenting "anti-psychedelic" provocative information. Thank you for understanding my concern for your mental health. Please, get well and I look foward to seeing improvements in the way you post.
  13. Thank you for writing this. You have an inherent ability to understand complex matters unlike the OP.
  14. Being a racist must serve your ego well. I wish you all the best in your future endeavors. Mlk has done more for the black community than you ever will. Go out and make an actual differnece instead of attacking profound people, who helped evolve humanity, on an internet forum. MLK's ethics are and were far beyond what your's could ever be capable of. You have no idea the shit he went through. Go find and live out a purpose as strong as the one MLK had. Complaining on actualized.org about a fucking dead guy(who we even gave an entire day to recognize during the year) makes you very unappreciative. I also assume you have little to no friends of color. If you are going to have a low IQ then be mindful of your tone, learn from others, and see the love in what is said. Have a good day.
  15. Mlk was a historical character who was not a president. You are straw manning. Plagiarizing a speech does not invalidate its message. People plagiarize music and many common interests you like and enjoy. Did you personally ask MLK for his take on all this rhetoric you're engaging in?
  16. His criticisms are from below and not from above He is attacking MLK's character as a way to support his toxic and racist ideological garbage. The guy Is dead so this post serves no purpose.
  17. Do not use your low IQ to spread propaganda on this forum. Conspiracy theories and A.I generated evidence ain't gonna cut it here. This is not the place for this Low IQ nonsense. Thank you
  18. The ignorant have always attacked the wise.
  19. This is ridiculous. What a waste of time.
  20. A Rule is a Guide'LINE'. Lines are the perimeter, the walls. You will never become conscious if you follow the words of other human's functioning to confine your psyche to that which is permitted and Allowed based on a consensus instead of logic. You have already determined an age to use a consciousness-inducing material agent(psychedelic). You will not attain great heights with a mindset of this nature unless spiritually gifted. I am not promoting illegal activities but am neither a fan of fear-mongering. I am not to be put on a pedestal but at the age of 15, I cultivated mushroom spores, Isolated N, N-DMT, and Synthesized 5-MeO, ignoring the laws because curiosity and my determination surpassed any potential consequences. But, I have a high IQ. I understand you never distribute to others what is your business, and also never speak to other humans about your business. Cops do not just arrive at your house if they don't know you exist. So, if you were a true seeker you will do what is best in a smart manner within the confines of your abode.
  21. Edging is a great way to express the energies and increase wakefulless. Try Edging hands-free by doing Moola(mulah) Bandha in sphinx pose or sitting in a chair. I could make a post on it but people might get offended by certain siddhis. I never touch my genitals. I can cum in 7 seconds, hands free, but choose to not as a way to reach sahasrara/malkuth! There is nothing bad about touching any part of your physical body. Raising the energy requires extreme control of compulsion. Edging enhances the pre-frontal cortex by training your willpower, through resisting compulsions. Look at sexual imagery instead of videos. Videos are what have been proven to decrease gray matter, etc etc. I wonder if ejaculating has an impact on thyroid function as well as testosterone levels. They claim it doesn't. They claim all this is bullshit. What the OP wrote is exactly what I experince every single time. It might have a connection to pranic levels.
  22. @Michael569 Pre-existing conditions are huge factors. All that is marketed are its potential adverse impacts on health. Now, imagine if that approach was taken for heavy-metals, psychedelics, alcohol, and our daily intake of neurotoxins.
  23. Thyroid misdiagnosis, low blood-pressure tend to be related to brainfog symptoms.