That title cracks me up.
Anyways, here I am for the first time as a little baby consciousness. I’m ready to delve deep to do the serious work necessary and fly. I need some serious guidance on this question; how in the hell does one maintain awareness over the ego and it’s continuous mind traps?
It’s like I keep falling in and out of them over and over until I REALIZE that I can be still and calm and that in fact everything is alright now that I am aware enough to just accept it. It’s like I am glued to my mask and then I create space between it enough to just be without thinking and without thought. Then I fall right back into another again just to scare the absolute shit out of me enough to feel like I will never get off this train until I REMEMBER again.
It’s scary when you’re inside the endless mind loop. It’s scared me enough to seek outwards for any sort of help with this.
Kindest regards