josemar

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  1. If you haven't found him yet, Angelo Dilullo of Simply Always Awake seems the most rounded current teacher. He has a youtube channel, and online and in-person retreats. His youtube channel has playlists on Consciousness, Thoughts, Mind Identification, Equanimity, non-duality... You may find him interesting.
  2. Lisa kind of went in the opposite way to Anna, from neo advaita in the beginning to starting to cater for the psychology of the person. Nargis also changed course, and is now offering all kinds of energy healings in her retreats, and not sure if she's still trying to be a breatharian?
  3. Discovered her 3 years ago when she was still putting out the ascension message, 4th dimension (or was it 5th?), vibrating your heart chakra etc ... Since then she moved straight into neo advaita and became a bit boring, even deleting lots of older videos - I used to have some of them in playlists, and half the playlist disappeared overnight.
  4. It's like some of holykael's negativity rubbed off on leo. Perfect ad for why the old ways are good for something
  5. Jeez, we need to get out of this suffering pity party, my suffering is bigger than yours!!! The signs were on the wall.
  6. If you've awoken from the human dream, you're not a human anymore. Watch all these other "humans" try to knock you down to their level and beat you with experience
  7. "It's NOT About Getting Rid of the Ego" - the ego
  8. The question is, are you having a Spanish tortilla before wanking? That's why you're wanking, your breath smells of onion ?
  9. 9mg? Try 20 next
  10. It's not forgotten as much as it is covered by the re-assembly of the monkey mind / ego / person. It's still there, as long as the nature of thoughts that hide it is seen through.
  11. Get a milligram scale, then you'll know for sure how much is in a scoop. if you take the lower approximation, 5mg x 2.5 = 12.5mg, that's not a lot. I would keep adding 1 microscoop with each trip, but also vary snorting with plugging, for me only snorting works. For me it's slightly more powerful than 5 meo dmt, if I need 25mg of it for a full release, 20mg of malt would have interesting effects.
  12. You know better than that, if you give importance to these stories, that's how the ego maintains itself. I guess these thoughts can be entertained for the fun, but if you start identifying with them... Well, 15 years later ... ??
  13. Welcome to 15 years of "shadow work".
  14. Good luck, but there's no girls in prison
  15. ahahaha
  16. There was no reference to someone else awakening you in the first message quoted, so I'm not sure what you're referring to. But yes "All this are bullshit, only you can open yourself" closer again