Schizophonia

It's very easy to find

I'm agree.

What bothers me most about my spiritual mirrors is their tendency to operate in a perverse and triangular, generally feminine, manner. When I say this, I'm not talking about 1) denying that they are a part of me (mirror effect), even though I tend more toward a more masculine persona, or 2) denying that there is suffering and trauma behind this kind of functioning. If I look at my most androgenous mirrors, which is what I want to tend toward, typically certain rugby players I know more or less (it's a very popular sport where I play), they are actually kind people most of the time. Even when they are less friendly, they generally remain very "simple." They are not insulting or perverted; they don't operate like that, they are just direct. The only people who have tried to put me down, in a perverse way, are people on this forum; Psychedelic-eating people pleasers, never normal men. Remembering that nobody here who tries to put me down would have the balls to do it face to face. 1) I move as planned towards a male persona; I "simp" whoever I want, whenever I want, and I'm interested in any subject I want as long as it's within the forum's charter (a superego based on the reality principle like a normal man, rather than an archaic and tyrannical feminizing superego) because no one will do anything against me; I'm the fucking boss. 2) At the same time, I'm healing the whole egregor. I become a mirror of sovereignty for people who have precisely this kind of paranoid functioning. And therefore, a possibility. Ps : I'm not angry eheh, I'm doing my Sunday aspie psychoanalysis here as usual. Nevermind.

🐋 Don't worry I understood.

The best self-help books I've read weren't actually books about self-help at all, but about philosophy, politics, or spirituality (Ken Wilber, Nietzsche, Deleuze, Baudrillard, Lacan, and Freud...). Even if it's indirect; the language, epistemiology, even the "vibe," one might say, they provide is enough and make it the main engine for moving consciousness; consciousness is language.

I flipped through it expecting some esoteric content that would particularly influence me for the better lol, but in fact it's completely banal.

Then he was still sociable and pleasant. Nevermind, it was for the anecdote. Lol, I saw this video several years ago. I can't get the idea out of my head that the editors of this video are perverts under the guise of religion.

Precisely, I am in the best country in the world🤔 , which actually makes what I said less obvious to detect. It is to explain the infinitely small character of our human condition, I have a good kinesthetic vocabulary Mr. The thought came to me during a major LSD trip where I embodied a planet completely devastated by/subjected to the cosmic rays of an energetic Tsar Bomb that I likened to God or something like that, even though I was very far out in its orbit. It was so obvious from that perspective that human concerns were irrelevant; it was like being interested in the drama of some bacterias somewhere in my body.

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Of course, It's what i regularly say; a simple reasoning can be relevant, and a complexe one pointless. Dugin is just not a relevant thinker, it's essentially a nationalist fable teller. Trotsky is a way more interesting russian thinker to read.

Hi. To me nicotine feels like a kick in the butt; if you're paralyzed by ruminations, a lack of concentration, or a general lack of motivation, tobacco gets you back on track. Unlike coffee, it's stronger/more effective, more "recreational," and it's physically a downer. It also helps you socialize a lot, but in a "smart" way, not in a depraved way like alcohol. I'm also sensitive to nicotine, if I smoke too fast, I feel empty, dizzy, and can't walk properly lol. I don't know if it's related to 5 MeO; they're somewhat similar in their ability to suppress mental speech and physical sedation. It must be turbo strong.

It's a hobby and more or less unconsciously a way to become more powerful.

I forgive you. Eheh you i like you, it's okay. I allow myself to be "cringe" or "bawdy" here because I know it will have no tangible repercussions on me. In fact, I'm pretty sure now that behind the pathologies common to spiritual seekers a feeling of being at the bottom of the social hierarchy in general. there are just too much paranoid tendancies.

I don't know if you realize that I made a lame joke about being Indian, and that you took the opportunity to spew ad hominem and projection of your personal insecurities. You would never dare say things like that to me face to face, like everyone here who has made bad comments to me for some obscure reason.

I read one of his books and interviews with him. He's not a thinker; he's completely bogus. If Putin has a brain, then Dugin is probably just a puppet to lure weak-minded people into his ideological paradigm, but not the other way around.

Never never never. Never let the Obertone window move towards the opponent for electoral reasons, it is a very bad long-term plan.

Where does this post comes from ? 🤔

Why are you being triggered because I said ? I was teasing you, to have fun, and you take it as a casus beli to be aggressive.You're the one who's keeping this hell going. I flirt/tease @Sugarcoat because it's funny to me and because she please me, even if she remains and will remain discreet about it on the forum. I know her personally and she's not twice my age lmao: I'm neither blocked nor desperate; That would actually be completely stupid when I can relatively easily get 7/10s where I am. Trying to please isn't simping or anything, it's narcissistic and weird to think like that. We all seek love and social connections; Whether it works or not. As for hormones, hehe, well, those are my passions/experiments; it's as simple as that, my karma in general, if you like. I would advise you to find your own passions instead of "wanking off on the forum" if you're really feeling unwell.

Ok Tamerlan

I knew a guy who liked to watch gore and he was also on neuroleptics with symptoms of derealization or something like that. He surprised me because he had good success with girls despite being average, speaking in a hypomanic, almost feminine way in text messages, and suffering from psychosis. He was something, too bad he blocked me. Yes, but it's always painful in one way or another; even if there are things like comfort or love. Yes; the samara wheel. But then if God is subject to impermanence then he is not omnipotent/infinite. If you see what i mean. He is Indian of course his life sucks. Jk

Dolores Cannon says earth is one of the hardest kind of scenario.

I did a topic abour that once 🤔 If God is infinite then such a scenario should be possible, but if it were possible then God could never again evolve and experience being infinite.

Me i daydreamed about being spiderman.

Yes. It's both; you want to be "authentic", but at the same time, sometimes you're twisted in such a way that you need feedback to realize how you're acting and to make an effort to change. Being overly serious, or cowardly/feminine, whatever, isn't natural; it's an anomaly.

There are plenty of reasons to be alone; you're not even old. Meanwhile, you're not vibing love but resentment.