Schizophonia

It is simply the negative regulation of the activity of the sexually related networks of the reward system.

Nofap is another shitty game in the maya just like heavy metal chelation lol.

Americans live beyond their means.

I can see you in your dress; Sitting on a stool with ballet flats and legs crossed, head/chin resting on your hand, staring at the camera with a serious expression, or looking up and to the right with a thoughtful expression; Gray background behind. Sexy. My pleasure. At the moment my LinkedIn photo is the same as my WhatsApp account photo.

Regardless of how we classify and consider widespread psychic phenomena, we agree that they should never be used to harm anyone.

@Husseinisdoingfine Your pp is cool btw, i should do a photo like that myself.

It develops your concentration and calms the mind. It's definitely more enjoyable to read than to consume modern stuff like YouTube videos, even when you're brain-rot and used to TikTok. In the sense, you feel you're brain is more adapted to a such activity.

@Sugarcoat You could take some "model" photos. First of all to send them to me lol, but more seriously it would go well with your stoic, serious classy great slavic side. You seem happy to demonstrate that you can have a beautiful body through dietary discipline and exercise. I've already mentioned it somewhere, but I plan to take some photos for my LinkedIn account next week before making my video. It made me think of it. Just a thought.

Sorry if I came across as too dismissive/pretentious with my theories, but what I meant was that you're going to sound too morbid when you try to describe what it means to be masculine. There's something wrong with that.

Specifying the genitals was an introduction to a deeper critique on what I thought I perceived. Yum, i live french fries. I regularly cook it in the air fryer with a a pork chop, salad, yogurt cake and a few cigarettes for dessert. Top cool. You manifest the entire universe every second in every detail.

They will say it's the fault of persecution, but there is a big correlation between gender dysphoria and mental issues specially psychosis; Autism too. Btw i knew a trans men (ftm) when i was in high school; "He" suffered from schizophrenia, had various strange kinks, and had very weird parents.

Carl Jung's individuation process + 9 stages of ego development.

Rip. I like cats.

Day 1 I lost a lot of time due to a prolonged period of almost 3 years of severe insomnia where i had between 1 to 4 sleepless nights per week. This insomnia was triggered by a combination of chronic stress, use of stimulants (especially coffee) and even testosterone/DHEA to see if it would improve my physical appearance (actually turned me into a psychopathic beef lol) and my sports performance. Insomnia literally destroys you, you lose your motivation to do any type of work, your verbal and mental fluency, your humor, your empathy and even your physical appearance; It's really horrible, i can look like a 7 out of 10 on days when I slept particularly well and if possible avoided masturbation and sleeping pills, but otherwise be mistaken for an old heroin addict. I wasted a lot of time doing nothing and now i don't have much money or a social circle, my life is kind of shit, but that said i can sleep again and the bad sleep cycle is mostly my fault which means i have the energy to be productive again. I need more money, i want a professional career and/or a hobby, why not a sports career eheh, i want a nice car, i want to express my creativity. Currently i feel like a person close to forty, i'm not a zombie but i clearly lack energy and libido, vitality in general, i can work, i think i can also more or less defend myself if i am physically attacked, i can do things in general but it's not optimal. To help me both recover from my insomniac period and actually exploit my full potential i decided to take inspiration from a French youtuber (Thomas Mayer-Chéret) and to (among other things obviously) start seminal retention, it is not my only source but it is my main inspiration, it is one of the only youtubers that i still watch because i find him funny and pleasant to listen to, nevermind. From a dual and rationalist point of view, seminal retention is supposed to allow the maximum accumulation of metabolic energy. On the one hand by removing the sedative "reward" caused by orgasm (prolactin spike) and then by allowing the accumulation of spermatozoa which it seems can be recycled by the body (hence the use of turmeric in certain spiritual practices, supposedly having the capacity to increase the destruction and recycling of spermatozoa for the benefit of the body (it is therefore not recommended to use too much turmeric if you want a child)). From a point of view beyond duality, we could precisely say that seminal retention is a bridge from duality to non-duality, from the finite to the infinite; Empirically, deprivation of masturbation gives you the energy to manifest your selfish desires, the first time i had to deprive myself of masturbation for a long time was in high school because of a frenulum plastic surgery (which was not enough lol, which meant that i had to do in fine a circumcision, nevermind), and i who was usually shy, even cowardly, thought for the first time to see a random girl in my class to tell her that i liked her (which was not entirely true, but for some reason i had targeted her😂 ). In this journal i will of course talk about seminal retention (i hope not to relapse obviously, but that should not happen), but also other subjects that are close to my heart, i spend a lot of time ruminating on many subjects without ever having the courage to put all that into form, this will be the opportunity. This journal is also and above all a way to finally get involved. I will stop there for this first post, i have to keep some substance for the others eheh; The goal will be to make one post per day.

+ I don't want be in competition with others; That would be like experiencing lack, being needy. I'm an algorithm of love; There's no reason to be shy because all I do is give, everyone loves to entertain, starting with women.

Many "effeminate fuckboys" are simply guys who look younger than their age thanks to a good metabolism. Owen has a big beard and is "thick," but he talks and dresses like a gay man. Then, I want to say that if you take him to my town in France, people will intuitively think he likes to get laid, lol. When I think of someone manly, I think of my father and uncles, their deep voices and stoic demeanor. But none of that matters, I teased, I don't care.

No, being a man means having a penis and testicles; Then generally we expect men to behave in a more "phallic" way, that is to say, roughly speaking, in a position of power; Men are more (it's a spectrum) master manifestors. Leo's main problem is that he sees the world, and women in particular, through a strong anal sadistic fixation. Personal development, spirituality, even politics are literally full of people with this kind of regression, sometimes hysterical but mostly obsessive-compulsive men and even women (more rarely). The scenario is very individual, but the typical case is a son too close to his mother, usually controlling and dissatisfied, and a bad relationship with the father such that the personality has been structured around a strong anxiety of castration by the father, due to the spread over time of the Oedipal temptation. The strange cult of disillusionment, maturity, "truth" lol etcetc is a pathological avoidance of this temptation, because it has not in fact been well resolved; the object of love has been abandoned less out of love for the father and enthroning of the prohibition of incest and of a healthy principle of reality in general, than out of fear/anxiety of the father (and substitutes), by the anxiety of castration. The devil is in the detail: Look closely at whether Leo actually offers a phallic position most of the time (productivity, courage, strength, mutual aid, etc.) or if there are some other things. This forum is Leo's baby and mirror. Are the members of this forum a reflection of him? No, it's full of humanity and "depravity." Lol, Owen Cook looks gay + He thinks he has to sound gay to have relationships and automatically manifest it. I have attracted some very pretty girls (not the calves Owen flirts with on the street) with my heavy, monotone voice; In fact, if I push myself to speak with better posture and confidence, my voice becomes even heavier; Typical voice of the dark-haired Frenchman with a prickly beard and a shirt. If you know the YouTuber Denmo, that's kind of like it. I think Denmo is much more successful than Owen.

I read "Treat Women Like Chicken" 😂

I rarely smoke for obvious reasons (price and health), but i like the taste and effects so it still happens to me to buy a pack of cigarettes here and there. It feels like a signifiant feeling of relaxation, and in the same time it gives you a good ability to focus and work on something, give extra motivation too btw, and eventually put you into a good vibe to be social, more than coffee. Ma favourites are Dunhills red, a british brand; I also like Camel Essentials and in a less extent Lucky strike, that said i didn't like Phillip Morris. Today i bought a pack of Gauloises red to try, it was the brand that my grandma bought lol, and also took pipe cigarette of brand "Clan". I craved to try pipe so i buy a corn one last week. The cigarettes Gauloises smell different that most of cigarettes; The whole pack seems very "earthy", it's very close to what you can smell when you go in a forest after the rain; If i took one cigarette and smell it, it smells very sweet and a bit licorice. That said once i smoked it it was quite disapoiting; Cigarette are not very aromatic in general of course but this was is very poor; It's lite, it let itself being smoked easily while having a good concentration in nicotine, you feel it, but it's a bit meh. I will try my pipe probably Sunday; It's supposed to be way more aromatic than cigarettes. My "Clan" tobacco smells good, it's quite interesting; Oddly it looks a bit like my Gauloise cigarettes. It's hard to describe, btw it's a mix of plenty different tobacco, but it's very sweet and there is a strong smell of a kid of licorice, It's almost licorice-like, it smells like certain fruit or nut liqueurs. Yum lol, this risk to be interesting.

It was a joke. From what you say, your family just sounds unpleasant actually. What I meant was that manifestation is supposed to happen by negating the senses. Without going into details. Yep. No, you admitted that you had wanted relationships in the past, not just romantic ones. But the problem is, women tend to wallow in it and identify with their problems rather than admitting them. I'd rather admit it than get screwed, but that's just my male nature, I guess. I feel I am not yet honest enough for my taste. Yes but you ? Thanx Because it's a bland way of living. Yes, but don't exclude yourself from these needs; It's just not true. Lol

I had plenty of options, and I chose not to take it for health and compatibility reasons. I know a lot of not-so-good-looking guys who are in relationships, even with very pretty and nice girls. Maybe you're not very attractive, but you also seem pretty depraved.

You're delusional; Women have to work or they end up on the streets. Many "women's" jobs are physically demanding and poorly paid. As for flirting, not all women get flirted with all the time, and when they do, it doesn't mean the person in question is worth it. You also have to deal with the risk of sexual assault. You can do it if you think it'll give you points with the opposite sex, as a woman. But doing all that as a man is pointless, yes. You can "act like a bimbo" as a man; That's called wearing a tank top or a baggy black jacket, stainless steel jewelry, etc. No lol. Even a large gynecomastia in the world does not exceed an A cup; it will also be less drooping and less sensitive because it is essentially fat. The woman might have a slight advantage. So, you're going to cut off your dicks for stuff like that? lol As a man, you can work in difficult construction jobs and easily earn several thousand euros a month; Everything is easier professionally when you're a man. It's also easier to defend yourself. At worst, if you're truly physically and emotionally fragile, why do you think cutting off your penis is the best solution? Becoming a woman will just make things worse. yes and yes. Again, the real question is how do you teleport directly to the most extreme, and what seems to me the most mentally ill and fetishistic solution? I'm a liberal but I would never push someone to do something like that.

The more your ego is strong, the more you are "schizoïd" and dry in general.

Read Neville Goddard and/or Walter C Lanyon.