Schizophonia

Yea but he's not the one getting cheated on, he's the girl's boyfriend, it's not his problem. He could have fucked her and left (obviously, I would avoid going out with a girl like that even if she asked).

And i'm a lesbian black woman

She just proposed sex.

Reality and language is the same.

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Getting friends. It's logical; when you feel hungry you eat, when you feel sleepy you go to sleep, and if you feel to alone you make relationships.

The translation may not be correct; I didn't mean shy in the "fragile" sense, but rather in the "paranoid" sense, as in the context of compulsion neurosis. It's more like a form of "polite distance" that corresponds to hidden self-flagellation. Psychosexual regression can, depending on the context, give rise to a performative/ambitious character, but it's always in the context of an oppositional connection to the object. Many PUA players actually have a persona like this.

Babaji approves.

I suggested the work of Joe Dispenza, whom OP likes too btw and who is one of the best in the alternative health market, and you dismissed it out of hand. On the other hand, you agreed to take an interest in obvious scam bullshit; you even went to a witch doctor lol; you did a blog post about that. Your ego likes to suffer, but you can't enter a frequency that contradicts your health problems because that would destroy your ego of "I'm the annoying guy in a white shirt like the serious anti-Trump Republicans who reminds you that life is shit and that you have to be serious and that in life you are nothing without nothing and that I'm going to make 3 and a half hour videos you explain this to yourself while intermittently giving you looks like a disillusioned/severe professor that I worked at toastmaster because it's important to go to toastmaster to glow up because life is a competition and a development tool because I..." It's your own corruption. The proof is that if you really didn't like your health problems you would shift your attention everywhere but here, but you don't do this for the secondary benefit of being able to call out your persona/ego that I described above to troll you a little by saying "You're going to be disillusioned." ("You'll see when the time comes"). Consider why you really took the time and energy to give these answers.

This makes sense because wanting is the opposite of having; when you stop wanting, the energy can flow again, and manifestation becomes more possible. But "having" implies being the phallus, the object of the other's desire, which can be perceived as a mindfuck if you have non-phallic software; to protect you from castration anxiety.

An absent or conflicting relationship with the father also contributes (perhaps just bad opposition) to making the phallic position frightening, independently of the relationship with the mother.

If you grew up with a mother who was very demanding of the phallus, sometimes hysterical/narcissistic, this can make the phallic position intimidating because of the expectation. If you ask yourself why you are shy, why you rarely appear in public, why you deleted your pp eheh etc, you will see that if you are honest the ultimate fear is that your mother sees this as an opportunity to use you as a phallus ("ohh my child has this account updated with this photo 🤗, that's funny !") This is repressed in the unconscious because of the pain/ castration axiety ofc, and the repression is maintained by an "overlay" self-imaginary, maintained by rumination based on the "inverse" belief of not being capable, particularly in the female gender, of course, but in life in general. Anxiety, paralysis, inferiority complex, etc, unconsciously serve to avoid the phallic phase and the opposite situation of the weight of the maternal figure's desire for the phallus. Phallic failure induces chronic boredom and a resort to anal and oral sadistic regression; to make a shortcut to sadomasochistic tendencies (not only purely sexual), an inclination to see the world in a performative way, too personal, feminine ways, over-preoccupation with scrupulous subjects (personal development, religion, nutrition...), addictive tendencies especially oral (cigarettes, cigars, vaping, biting one's nails, always eating...) And obviously, this is reflected in the material, maya. There are sons of single women who have no problem with women or self-flagellation in general, but this is because their mother is less intimidating, or at least they have managed to move past it and allow themselves to go into the phallic stage.

No 5 MeO Mipt has a tolerance of one to two weeks

Hitler won only a relative majority before managing to eliminate the opposition and create a one-party dictatorship. Beyond the question of democracy Nazism is a murderous psychotic delirium

I've already talked about this This passive-aggressive attitude again. I never say anything I wouldn't stand by face to face. I'm not even pro-Trump at all, just classic French radical right-wing, and I've defended/spoken about Marx and the benefits of communist countries several times.