Schizophonia

Yes. I know several people (including in my own family without saying more lol) who told me the same thing.

Yes, if they had spoken to him about the conflict as a fight between "the Ukrainian resistance fighters of European culture against the Russian neo-Bolsheviks who do not hesitate to send Chechens against the Ukrainians", they would have sided with Ukraine. They do not have a solid ideological backbone.

believe me it's wrong

No lol; Precisely because as you said they are only there for money. + “Good in bed” doesn’t mean much.

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It was precisely because TRT had not worked.

I saw a post from an endocrinologist who explained that he had successfully reversed ED in a patient by giving him small doses of trestolone. Of course this should be a last resort.

None, you have to do some introspection to determine what your true interests are; Political books are meant to enrich the ego. If you're going to read a book, you might as well read the most holistic philosophy books like those by Ken Wilber.

? I said that nowhere.

Lol.

ChatGPT will only bring out your belief system that constitutes your maya, simply with a fairly high degree of precision ("It is possible but not very significant given the capacity of the human body to capture magnetic fields and the central nervous system to interpret them, maybe with regular training and an increase in neurogenesis and neuroplasticity by electrodes and an injection of exogenous neurotrophins we could increase the capacity of the central nervous system to bla bla bla bla bla...") Absolutely everything is possible.

Ahahah, mirror effect buddy 😉; We are all a projection. Now why are you so attached to the low-consciousness?

Becoming God with psychedelics is useless, because once you come down the ego is intact. It's like "healing trauma" with psychedelics; It's a myth, no one has ever healed anything with psychedelics lol. It can only be exploited if integrated by dialectics ; In a sober state.

With 1g ?

No otherwise it would be integrated and you wouldn't talk about it. Btw the op's post is just a hidden cry for help; Because it's illegal in his system to complain and ask for help.

Day 37 My father asked me again why I still don't have a girlfriend even though "I'm good looking". I answered that it was because I don't have a social circle, that it's hard to find a job to settle down in a big city (especially when you're a student), and that insomnia prevented me from being proactive for almost 3 years. You also have to find someone good; I had a lot of opportunities even with very beautiful and very sweet girls, like 8/10 without exaggeration but I declined because of insomnia (I wonder how they could have been interested in a zombie lol 😂) or because I had nothing in common with them. I tried to flirt with girls who really interested me but it didn't work out for some reason; Girls would rather take giant pliers than admit that they are not really interested in you so I wasted a lot of time and money, it is quite frustrating, but well. What happens now is that even if it is frustrating I no longer try to "force", I am content to be there and act like an "inflexible love algorithm"; Then well, whether it pleases or not is not a good deal, it is an emotional matter of women.

No, i just try to buy more local products.

He is my biggest spiritual influence, and at the same time a male role model that I like ; I like its vibe. Well, I don't really have a "male role model", that would be refusing to become the father, but it's to answer the topic.

Watching pornography/onlyfan and masturbating is an incredible lack of respect for oneself as a man. We must save our sexual energy for chasing pussies ; Be the one riding that ass while pulling hair, not watching someone else do it that doesn't makes sense. It is also a capitalist alienation, in a normal world we wouldn't even give minimum wage to such people. The modern world is abnormally castrating in general ; Pornographie, wage earning, poor distribution of wealth, Abrahamic religions, veganism, environmentalism, pornography, feminism...

Why couldn't the brain process magnetic fields?

You lack a father figure and/or have trauma in denial to wallow in the fringe of learned helplessness to this point. There is no problem with that, but you have to deal with it. Because, even if you are cynical and admit that you are very ugly (which is certainly not the case) you can put a few thousand euros aside or even take out a loan to do deep cosmetic surgery, it remains a cheap investment compared to a quality car or buying a house; It can be a motivation to work for money. Basically it is a question of learned helplessness and confidence, much more than material conditions in absolute terms ; Your system needs reassurance about future results. Fight fight fight.

Stop listening to music and watching shorts, bullshit content in general; instead read at least 30 pages of books or articles per day, do some walking meditation etc.

For what purpose?

Day 36 Last night I slept little, my sleep is good now eheh but it always happens because I can wake up during the night and struggle to fall back asleep. I noticed that if I fell asleep after 6am, I had a strong tendency to turn to sleep paralysis, I suppose it is the state of my neuro-endocrine balance around these times (richer in noradrenaline? I read somewhere that kratom which increases it significantly was likely to induce strange dreams and possibly sleep paralysis and lucid dreams). This takes the form of a sensation of "vibration" at the back of the skull and the formation of hallucinations, the sensation of turning towards "another world". It's scary because you don't know where you're going and usually I just want to fall asleep, not bother with such a phenomenon, but the few times I've accepted or even simply managed to enter these dreams (which actually require some effort, it's not easy to master), it usually turns into something very strange ; Quite psychedelic in general.

If Europe wants to defend Ukraine, it should do so with its own means.