Schizophonia

It's stupid, you could put your forum at 5 or 10 euros per month. The trolls who are useless will not pay and will leave, and you could free yourself several hundred euros. Why not also an offer of the same price to post as many images as we want, besides your system does not work because I deleted a lot of images to be able to post others.

A while ago I interacted with a trans woman here, I don't remember her nickname.

Day 31 Already a month eheh. I plan to do a 4 HO MET trip this week, I will try to orient the trip towards awareness of the creative process, and other personal interests (psychoanalysis?); Easier said than done however, when you are high it is a whole different story, that said 4 HO MET has a weak head scape, so it is easier to work and have concrete ideas on it, it does not get you high like LSD for example. I also bought some kratom I see topics talking about MDMA here, but it has never attracted me; It seems to be a bit of a "gay" vibe lol, like hypomanic and in love. If I have to take something recreational I prefer to do downner, I like the feeling of being "cottony", feeling a warmth in my body, like after sports or a hot shower. Kratom is supposed to be a mix between an opiate and a stimulant, and at the same time be much milder (depending on the dose to some extent, obviously) and therefore have less side effects and risk of abuse than other opiates, which is cool.

Ah yes, I was just talking about the child, even as a marketing strategy.

lol, he's just enjoying his new moderator power over you there. He just gave a Zamnesia link when they sell a bunch of illegal products.

She's cute dude.

Wonderful.

The best way to cook it is to take the ribs (there is enough fat here) and cook it in the airfryer, 7/8 minutes on each side at 180 C°; This allows the meat to stay tender while it dries out too much in the pan, with the fat and the taste of pork it is just too good. Cut and cook with soy sauce and gochujang paste too it is super good, and vegetables on the side. Yum. 🤝

Day 30 People develop neurotic tendencies to protect themselves from castration (i.e. to avoid being physically hurt, physically, or even humiliated) by transferring the libido from one object to another. What is a normal libidinal object and what is an abnormal one on which the libido would be transferred is individual, but some objects will be clearly recognized as neurotic by most humans; Nazism, to give an extreme example, is clearly neurotic: Wanting to have military parades, putting eagles and swastikas everywhere, and wanting to massively put populations in ovens are behaviors, delusions, wacky "libidinal wells". Most of the most dysfunctional people are not psychotics/schizophrenics; They invent objects but they are relatively normal objects most of the time, they are indeed most extremely neurotic people. Politics and spirituality are probably the areas that feed the most on neurosis; As the neurotic is too afraid of dying, that is to say symbolizing castration, that he prefers to libidinally outbid stupid objects over which he has control rather than being constructive. This gives this tendency to "live in loops", in a way that is ultimately particularly vain. We are all more or less neurotic, but especially today because of modern living conditions that are both negative (solitude, family structures, societal structure in general, wealth inequalities) and positive (comfort). Carl Jung's shadow work is about getting out of your comfort zone (neurotic loop) to confront what motivated its implementation, that is to say strong emotions, sometimes traumatic depending on the degree of dysfunction, which were repressed to guarantee the survival of the system (blocking the symbolization of castration). Here we find a crossroads between Freudo-Lacanian, Jungian and Arthur Janov philosophy; It's super interesting. There is no need to do "psychedelic trips", assuming that it worked for a significant number of people lol, it can be simply watching movies, changing sports practice or many other things as long as it allows you to get out of your comfort zone and therefore meet new mirrors; It is precisely in these new mirrors that this shadow sits. Any situation perceived by the self-concept (the ego) complains a priori about the persona, it will remain paradoxically difficult to change at first because it remains polarized into negative and positive consequences, even if this is denied (and projected onto others in passing). Example: "He's an asshole! He's mean to me!" -> Usually I kiss other people's ass to pretend that I'm something other than an obsessive hysteric to whom nothing can be said, but now that I have a mirror in my hand (an asshole) I can be an asshole and call him an asshole. In this case, to be able to possibly change, I will have to accept that I am an asshole and that I enjoy it, otherwise if I don't recognize it I will automatically not be able to change it (how to change something that I don't recognize). By changing therefore, we must understand castrating ourselves from the positive effects of this functioning; This can eventually generate physical decompensation, depressive episodes, and learned helplessness in general; especially if you undergo the castration of your neurotic imaginary phallus in a violent and unexpected manner. Example: "Everyone is an idiot" -> As everyone turns their back on you since you take everyone for an idiot (which is true, but what individual is the common point between all these idiots?) -> You are angry, ruminate (neurotic response) then, faced with the evidence of castration, its symbolization, you end up recognizing that you are alone and that you suffer from it.

Even me i never did that. 🤏👌 Ok lol i stop. yum. Best meat.

You still went pretty quickly from "Oh I like pina coladas :]" to "I get drunk alone in my room" lol. It has very little importance. Ditto. Wait until I come and put my entrecôte and my Coca Cola . And my own dishes (not contaminated with Naphtha).

No the net negative is to support useless dangerous lunatics.

Most of the most powerful countries (United States, Russia, China, India, Japan...) have the death penalty + it is a sophism not an argument. I am speaking from an ethical point of view.

Certainly not; The death penalty makes perfect sense. Because a person is similar to a homo sapiens then he has a right to life even if he is crazy and useless ? Where does this right to life come from; It's just stupid and useless idealism.

Yep. He get drunk but didn't get poisoning or side effects in general. You will be able to do research on how to get bigger breasts lol

It is psychedelic ? The pharmacology doesn't seems that different, exept that it increases more dopamine, basically.

I never used it. Trolls doesn't exists in my world (or rather almost doesn't exist).

@Santiago Ram Leo isn't religious but he has a dialectic, a terminology very inspired by Christianity

Can you give a precise exemple ?

It's the mirror effect, if you look at the energy that pushes you to make this topic you will see with enough honesty and humor that it is the same energy projected on those concerned. And I see this topic and want to answer it for the same reason. We are all mirrored here, and the only thing to do is to continue playing ("gnegnegne addanenemymadeaccordingtotherestofourkarmicbaggage") or to play another game.

It blocks 5ht receptors with high affinity so yes.

Day 29 Same as yesterday. Tomorrow I will be free, I will make a nice post, I already have the idea.

I have always ordered online, either on rc sites on the cleen weeb, or on markets onions. I have only been scammed once. Willy approves. Abdullah, Neville Goddard's mentor could drink as much alcohol as he wanted without any problem, that's even better lol No, that's for having a lucid dream in my case. Hypnagogic state is just the state of sub-vigilance with falling asleep; The state of confusion before lucid dreaming. I will, if I ever get there again for some reason eheh. And me i'm going to email my feline alien's parents and tell them not to let her have her apartment. Way too dangerous. 🫨

Why MDMA ?