Schizophonia

Me too

Op is a mirror; I remind myself through it to stop extracting energy from conflict situations. Yes, but here you are still feeding your victim character, while your ego complains about it. If I didn't agree with the way a person interacts with me, I would just stop communicating with him in the context concerned, and I would move on. Because I want to identify with a character who is not a victim, and to manifest this, everything that is not this character will have to die. It's just a few passive aggressive sentences on Discord, it should be forgotten in a few minutes. Op must be thinking "Would my ideal self care?" and the answer is obviously no, because your ideal self is not fragile and dependent on others' opinions like that; Your ideal self is strong and abundant. Here you continue to identify with someone made of sugar. I mean, tomorrow you might have generalized cancer, a car accident or something like that, plus just everyday problems; And the clock is ticking while you still deal with chronic dissatisfaction on the financial, sentimental/sexual, friendship or whatever. Is it worth wasting time making this a topic; Two poor sentences on Discord. It's like stopping the railway system of a country and making a report because there is a piece of wood on a rail.

Personally I wouldn't have said "I thought you wanted to win at life", "you're lying to yourself" and that kind of sentence; It's useless, petty, and a projection of one's own helplessness. I would have just given advice and then said nothing, or given an invoice if it starts to become energy-consuming to coach you (therefore a job). But, recognize that this post is a way of creating drama, and that NoSelfSelf is not a tyrant either, you shouldn't be so reactive; It's not masculine, mature in general and you're hurting yourself for nothing; It's just a random on the internet. I'm sorry if you've been traumatized or whatever, now there are psychologists/psychiatrists/psychiatrists for that. Not someone on a forum who doesn't follow ethics, insofar as it's not his work. 👍 This is indeed depravity; a stupid way to create drama. "Look what this guy did". There are more constructive things to do.

I see, fine if that suits you 👍

@Michael569 You're not mod anymore ? 🤔

You are too fragile, and it is quite depraved to take advantage of someone not being around anymore to get some attention by crying with the wolves. As for the game, I don't know what its approach is, but for me you have to see yourself as an algorithmic function of love. So you will offer you to women; The whole more or less conscious game consists of grasping the insecurities of women and coming as a "corrector" in different ways. Humor is effective with women precisely because it is affirming out loud (and taking responsibility) a reality that the woman does not assume. Of course in reality a relationship is not completely split like that, but it is generally in this sense. Then well, there are girls who are incompatible with your algorithm, neutral women, and compatible women; It's up to you. There's no reason to be afraid, most girls are nice, or at least avoid making waves; And what do you care about being rejected, you've probably experienced much worse things; We don't care.

Does higher self even exists ? 🤔

He was talking about sperm concentration, not cumming. That's a lot lol. Ideal for me is like once every two days.

You can buy some psychedelics on the clearnet yes, but it will be more expensive and some are only found on the darkweb (LSD25, Psilocybin Mushrooms, MDMA, Cannabis, Dissociative...). Packages are rarely searched here or when they find something they just destroy it. Same if you are found with cannabis in the street, they just destroy your consumption with a "reminder of the law".

Day 39 I was wondering if somehow it was not excessive to claim to be able to be so powerful that you can manifest basically anything, but I realized in fact that we are already, relatively infinitely powerful. There are incarnations where I am a single-cell entity, producing conscious efforts to survive by avoiding being consumed and by working in the Krebs cycle. In my current incarnation, I am not comparatively a millionaire, nor even a billionaire, nor even a trillionaire; I eventually went from an incarnation where I work, sometimes heavily, as a cell, to a human; Human so rich comparatively that he, without even thinking about it, exploits and lives on tens of thousands of billions of these same cells; And, most certainly, that in a next incarnation I will still be an entity energetically equivalent to tens of thousands of billions of human beings. I have already had an experience of this kind; It happened to me, during a trip of LSD of about 300/350ug, to experience being a planet agent of a galaxy whose center was felt as a divine tsar bomba. I was led by its cosmic rays and, while I was only in the distant periphery, the experience was already at least thousands of times more intense and inexplicable than the field of experiences, of energies usually experienceable as a human.

Well you can still come to france lol.

I sometimes get angry here and there but I don't know, it's not a subject for me; It's just like that and it passes. Also, since you're talking about your father, in your case I would have simply moved away from him. Not motivated by anger but precisely to avoid it, I don't have too many qualms about being selfish or necessary. Same if I have children for example, I'm completely for having children but at the same time I'm not going to worry too much about them; I'll work on my role as a father there's no problem but I won't be a helicopter parent at all. Even if I were a Nazi I wouldn't care about having a homosexual son for example lol, because I wouldn't be too lazy to get angry about that; I prefer to invest in my own business, besides generally it's women who love their children. If I answered your question

I have no reason to be angry, I don't need medication to make my private parts bigger 😘 #roasted

This is also the case in France but the packages still cross the border, that's what i meant. A tiny part of the packages are searched and if drugs are found the border guards simply seize it or even steal it lol, at most launch a procedure for a reminder of the law. Unless the quantity suggests that you are part of drug trafficking.

You are still complaining, if you can't stand Islam stop being a Muslim. Also Islam is right about not sleeping with just anyone. Sex is not a need it is a leisure activity.

I never know what we're supposed to answer to "How to deal with..." topics.

In mine too.

Marxist Leo.

It's normal to want to be more attractive when you have the money.

It seems to me that you have never taken psychedelics; why not just take LSD?

Before it shut down I hung out on Raymond Peat's forum where most people were pro-Trump. The admin was autistic and ruthless, I clearly prefer Leo Gura, but there was literally no insult and the intellectual level was generally higher than here, with all the love in the world.

Have you tried this tek ? 🤔

Day 38 I will receive my kratom soon. Yumm () More seriously, to return to Neville, I can more and more directly contemplate how materialism and duality are illusions and how everything ultimately in reality began with "me". I can blame others, in particular for example, typically, my parents, for being corrupt and for having corrupted me in turn; Because I imitated them "because that's normally what children do", or for people other than my parents, because they hurt me, etc. But once again it's an illusion, it's me who since the beginning manifests this foundation by projecting my identity, my frequency, my karma; And my parents are indeed part of this projection. The day I fully accept being this karma, being this jerk; Well it will automatically no longer be a subject, and therefore this projection will be replaced by another; Karma will burn.

lol

Hi, of course you do what you want it's your life, that said as the other would say if you tighten the rope too much it breaks, but otherwise there is no music; Siddartha the Buddha found nothing in asceticism. Personally I don't want to play at losing my life before losing it virtually; I like comfort, food, sex, having friendly and romantic relationships, practicing any activities etc and if I am led to lose what I am attached to (because the evolution of karma, the wheel of samsara all that ...) well I will pay the bill. In fact from where I look asceticism essentially resembles often if not most of the time an aesthetic posture under which hides a roundabout and repressed way of obtaining power, Nietzsche is the one who speaks about it best in his own words; There are several points of view to approach the same phenomenon. I am not interested in avoiding suffering.