Schizophonia

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZM9oFkS2h2E&t

To be conservative is to believe that there is perhaps, eh, perhaps, a reason why sedentary society has been organized in such a way since literally the Mesolithic.

lol ben voyons

Ditto

oh ok lol. Good one.

Because human game is savage.

Not sure I understand where you're going with this but yes. Unlike the slaver the magician doesn't kick your ass. ... It just changed my view of God a little.

I ask things like that, because if you have no problems with gender, that means that there are beliefs that push you to express your love/libido in a symbolism that is out of step with reality, or in In other words, you can't project this energy into your (woman's) pov. Parents are the first conditioner for the unconscious beliefs at the base of personality, you will spend two decades with them, including the times when you were the most fragile, sensitive and with the highest neuroplasticity. You don't have to say anything to me about that, i just put it there 👁 Freudophonia Yes a lot. A LOT.

You still do not go far enough, there is even not a such thing as freewill, or rather it's an another illusion like everything else, a magic trick. It's a film, which will unfold as it should unfold.

I was laughing, it was in relation to the "whip whip" in conversations here and there. You are too creative (cooking, spirituality) to be a sadist lol, sadists are psychopaths and/or people full of sense of self.

Do you think you have a disorder like this? What are your ties to your father and mother? If you dont mind, ofc. Because it is a form of light submission, the woman needs me for a child and I am the tool for it. Regardless, I'm not going to continue on that. If I am much calmer and my lifestyle is less stressful (requires less decision/thinking, doing tasks more mechanically, obeying orders...) my fantasies become a lot "caricaturally masculine", without going into detail here no more, hum hum. Without going into psychoanalytic details: -Lifestyle without much decision-making/consciousness/reflection (essentially reading, studying, doing more or less mechanical work, etc.): Male fantasies, even sadistic. -A lot of stress (a lot of thinking, ruminations, going in circles, being stressed by others, paying attention to the way I dress, eating, etc.): More feminine or even masochistic fantasies.

Do you regularly trip on it ? 🤔

Yes, i mean it's a feeling of complete helplessness, and indeed it's overwhelming. 👍

"Black dominatrix pov"

There are several types of sexual arousal, which vary from person to person. If I take magic mushrooms or DMT, I start writing like you (a little dry, very measured) and my sexual excitement is more tender/sensual/round/green/endogamic. @Asia P also has the same writing style, and the vibe of opulence with its hippie libertine thing. But if I'm chronically stressed/angry, or take a highly dopaminergic drug (LSD, cathione), my sexual energy is much more aggressive/electric/magenta/taboo/dirty/magenta/copper/bzzzzz and generally I become (in everyday life) more hypomanic, aggressive, workaholic... I don't have fantasies where I imagine myself being a woman lol, but in this situation I sometimes have fantasies where I'm the one who serves, like allowing a child or something like that, sometimes racist fantasies in any logic... Otherwise I'm a bit in between.

What does the energy look like?

I say that because the underlying reason is that the situation is tendentious, that you are afraid of destroying a relationship or something like that. This post is a denial, you already know all the possible outcomes and they are likely to be frustrating.

What is this topic really for? You will resolve this situation on your own.

American rap is gay https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5okkCtWw50

5 MeO DMT is dispossession in a powder, i still can't take a large dose like being terrified and putting water in my nose to try to wash it away. There is nothing to do, it's not "yang" confrontation at all, if it make sense. mhh

If this you ? They look like men hands. 👁 Maybe I'm wrong. My 5 MeO DMT Fumarate exactly looks like that.

Mea culpa, i thought for some reason.

Are you manic and autist too while the offset ?

You don't think like a postmodernist.

Your view is incredibly biased. I have constant proof to the contrary.