Schizophonia

In his own words, he's just frustrated at not having a girlfriend at 20, and making a big deal out of it rather than having fun now and by extension in the future, when that's the only thing that matters. I mean that if it turns out, he is in the process of developing extremely serious cancer and will soon find himself in cachexia and spitting blood, but he is worried about something as random as "the women I easily attract are on average too old, I'm frustrated because it brings me back to a problem with my ego." What a fantastic problem lol.

What does this have to do with a “mother figure”? A young woman can unconsciously play your mother, there is no problem. Stop rambling about this thing to dishonestly try to be right.

I know, it was a comment. Edit : because I like to intrude and ramble, because I'm narcissistic and I think I'm right.

In any case, it is only the present moment that counts, everything else is a delusion of the ego.

Catch up on what? As I said, there are plenty of 20 year old girls with bad looks, and especially not very proactive, and even who suffer from mental problems. There are plenty of women even 40/50 years old (I'm not saying you have to go out with a woman of that age, lol) who are still physically pleasant, and are manic, will cook for you regularly, full of hugs, sexual relations... You are the only person in the room who is ego-driven and has suffered a loss of vital energy (so you correlate that with age intuitively), not particularly women (unless you are in or near menopause).

Life is too difficult to have the luxury of having complexes like that.

What's the difference between you and a hysterical woman ? Above all, these women should not approach you in an unpleasant manner, women at least should be careful of sexual predators.

All i've said is that age isn't the main factor. I have plenty, it's a miracle i am still here. On this forum alone I recreated some of them by interacting with people who resembled (it was very unconscious) my parents. Whatever.

It sounds like you're motivated by a twist somewhere in your ego.

I like older women, they are more mature. Many guys want younger and mostly virgin guys because they project their mood problem onto them, so will assume that if she doesn't benefit from the added excitement of being a newbie, then she will be more passive. This is not true at all, there are plenty of super passive and dystimic 18-year-old virgins, and there are very dopaminergic “old” women who are very hypomanic and dependent. Brief

Yes but the main reason people ruminate and victimize themselves is because it fills them more energetically than boredom and acceptance. Winning > Losing (ruminating, complaining) > Lack of interest.

I would have rather written "thanks to your contribution, these cats will be burned in boiling acid, thank you" It's not funny if it's not cynical.

I have never used an insulin pen. I was obviously talking about syringes. 👍

Because it’s clearly motivating/engaging. Lifting weights in a vacuum is just stressful.

Same thing than on a big dose of Benzodiazepine but X10, X100, then Xinfinite.

I don't want to demonize the injection, it's actually very clean, probably the least toxic ROA. All I wanted to say is that it's annoying to find yourself with a syringe in your thigh or abdomen while under such a shocking experience as 5 MeO DMT, lol. It's also dangerous if you inject ketamine, a benzo or something that can make you lose consciousness.

Bodybuilding tends to be stressful and sap of life energy, that's what I basically meant. Competitive team sports would likely have the opposite effect.

Having huge testosterone levels like in a TRT overdose is certainly bad, but it's still less worse than not having enough, so probably not a steep curve. What I meant is that your libido and by extension all the physiological feedback loops involved (HPA axis, HPTA, Monoamine oxidase A/B, reuptake of monoamines and catecholamines, methylation...) are ultimately the reflection of your vital energy. The secret to longevity and recovery is life energy, ether, kundalini, whatever you want to call it. Otherwise, well, you will fail to heal your cells, replace them with new cells (stem) and you will develop physical pathologies linked to aging. Since we were born we have only been dying https://raypeatforum.com/community/threads/babies-experience-life-as-an-lsd-trip-as-a-result-of-their-high-metabolism.24941/

It would be even more brutal than vaporied, and a subcutaneous injection is quite cumbersome, even intramuscularly. Imagine tripping on 5 Meo DMT with a needle in your leg or somewhere. It must also be as pure as possible.

If you say so

Looks a bit like an owl

It's the whole thing that counts. Do you feel concerned ? Let's admit lol, where I am the majority of people (myself included) have small noses, so I don't really have a frame of reference. Mhh...

I have never had so little libido since I started exercising regularly. Sv3rige/Goatis is crazy, but he explained somewhere that he had the same observation. By reducing sport and increasing my body fat, I went from 650ng/dl at 18 years old to AT LEAST 900 at 20 years old. The majority of bodybuilders that I follow have a fairly average or even low testosterone level, the first French bodybuilding YouTuber has a little over 520ng/dl, he is hairless, anxious (orthorexic) and is unable to push even 'a little beard. The majority of sports tend to reduce testosterone levels, perhaps it is different for team sports, if a sport is really pleasant then I imagine that the extra dopamine will compensate for the psychological stress.

What does it change ?

Dont say that. More than baskid ?