Schizophonia

I already explained, they force themselves to talk to you for some reason. On the one hand, they are contacting you because they feel the need to do so, but at the same time as it is forced, they are procrastinating on the conversation they have started with you. It's logical, isn't it?

A low-anxiety man naturally enjoys fucking the hottest women possible, and interacting with them in a childish and dominant manner. Otherwise, you will want older and "mature" women, you will prefer more submissive positions (e.g. cowgirl) than dominant/animal ones (e.g. doggy style), you will sometimes have homosexual fanaticisms (even if you are dominant) or ladyboy...

No, old women are not as attractive as young women. No woman two or even a decade older than you will want to hook up with you unless she has a mental problem and/or is desperate to find a partner, otherwise she would hook up with a man her own age/around . The “milf” fantasy comes from a sort of anxious slave mentality where you identify with, are accustomed to the struggle. Then you project that onto women, and you assume that you will have a better connection with an older woman, because older women would have a more "damaged" and "organized" mentality and physique, and this leads us to believe that they are less “energetically devouring” beings than young women. Basically it is a question of energy saving, "economy of the phallus" (want to be the a object) and it is bad because it is an energetic pattern of someone who has aged prematurely psychically for various reasons.

@Princess Arabia I swear to you that I would like to have more benevolent interactions than this evening here or elsewhere, but the search for and sharing of the truth (at least what I believe to be) prevails. Do not believe that it is to harm you or others. I say that because generally, people see me as someone hostile, but no. Whatever.

1)They are busy, and take advantage of little poses here and there to continue the conversation. and/or 2) They start the conversation because they are afraid of losing you, because they need you as a stopgap. OR to "buy you", because they think that not making contact with you will cause you to ruminate/get upset because "I'm not being taken care of" or some boring delusion like that, and don't want to deal with that. So in the first case they don't have time, in the second case they are forcing themselves to talk to you for some reason.

It will pass.

What's the point ? What will you do with the results? You confuse with depression, hypomania is a type of excessively "high" mood, that is to say euphoric or angry. It is a form of excessive or even pathological attachment (anxiety). There is no neuroendocrinological difference between anxiety and euphoria, the hormones and neurotransmitters involved are the same depending on the context. Whatever 👍 That's true

What I want is also and above all to increase sexual energy. There's not much point in depriving yourself of orgasm if the energy flow is weak anyway.

It's true lol. But hey, it doesn't matter.

It's not about changing your whole face until you look like a wax doll lol. Just one or two well-targeted operations by a recognized surgeon 👍

No, i understood. It's not because it's your family that it's not boring for them to respond to you. Lol, what's the difference with a normal girl (which you're not into) ? I'd rather those involved fall in love with me than do hostile things.

Well, technically hypomania is a form of anxiety. An attachment and therefore excessive reaction to your objects of identification in matter, the same for compulsion (fear of objet lost). But your ultimate will is, on the contrary, peace, ultimate acceptance. This is why you masturbate, eat chocolate, listen to music... I digress.👀

Got it I don't like this idea that suffering is a passage towards emotional "maturity". It doesn't seem true in most cases, which is what I meant.

I'm paranoid and it makes my social relationships sometimes more problematic.

Maybe you shouldn't be as vigilant about what people say in text messages, if you have a lot of free time thanks to your lifestyle you should be more "self-centered". People don't have as much free time, on average, and/or they naturally prefer to work on their activities. This must be the 10th time I've said this but you look a bit like my mom lol. You have a heavy energy, it's cool because you cook a lot, you have big endearing smiles, you have a lot of sexual energy etc etc, but you can also be very demanding energetically, it's like renting a penthouse in a metropolis , you have to take out the checkbook... Now you're complaining that people don't text back fast enough, i can see you stamp your feet. Humm..

Lol.

You seem really anxious.

No, it's cope. Trauma most of the time makes people crazy, not "humble". Or we don't live in the same universe 👀

What's the point of your message ? Are you trying to saying me that you hesitate to do plastic surgery. Start with the inner game, then if you are really very unattractive you can always find a good surgeon to do a bimax or something like that, depending on your face. There is no risk in particular if the surgeons are competent, the most dangerous surgery is legs enlargement, but that has nothing to do with it. "Geomax" is probably the most thankless option.

Dont feed

You will pay the price of convenience.

Why ? No, overall much less. 👍

Become more concious.

Yes, because he's a weirdo. Because the conversation naturally led here. These are phenomena that exist, it’s trivial. You obviously don't like me juggling this kind of thing, but these are harmless phenomena. It is not by hiding things that they will disappear, so we might as well laugh about it, or at least accept it. If you don't like what I write I don't care, you can delete it, you're the boss. I can also be questioned, I want to know myself and become a more balanced person, but most of the time people are too cowardly to play that with me.