Schizophonia

No, when i have more energy i quickly become a bit a hygiene freak. clean clean clean

It's what you want to see because you associate your masculinity with indifference. It is very linked to the relationship with parents, and to a lesser extent the collective unconscious and trauma.

You are still addict to opiates ?

racetams (and nicotine) are the best class for focus

Psilocybine is useless for focus, it will turn you more lazy and unproductive ; That's not what you think. Try 15g of Valhalla truffles if you want to taste the effect a bit. 😉

He is ugly and i don't say that to be cruel. I don't know what to think about this for now.

Source ?

It increases neurotrophins.

16, something like that.

It's "natural" to be in a relationship, at least for me.

It's better to have a real relationship at 30 than a toxic relationship at 15/20.

Agree

discreetly leans towards Raphaël after checking that no one is there* I mean, stop masturbate on Actualized and XNXX in short 😬

You’re totally right. It’s a message to yourself as a god through the mirror of existance, probably because you “need” to do more concrete stuff or something like that.

The virgin has won the topic, i won the girl with long legs 🤫 Too bad his cakes are elementary school plastic art but you can't be perfect.

Jokes asides i’m not on drugs, psychedelics don’t allow me to make and share a coherent reflection lol.

Ahah thanks but I already know that. Let’s get back to serious things 🤔 I haven't really thought about it yet. Intuitively I would say that it’s a detail and that it doesn’t really matter. I am essentially moving forward on what I believe I can empirically observe.

“I” is just a spectrum of phenomenons among the fastest, and therefore tenacious, layers of the coriolis force who determines the illusion of solidity, non-contingency of these said phenomena. The experience is virtually linear but regardless of the solidity of the illusion there are always infinite possibilities here and now. Maybe Valentin will still be there until "death" (which is always imaginary), but I think I still decide reality from a certain point and be able to push the border of illusion with enough awareness. There is never a quantum leap, because you would have to be god which makes no sense because there is no experience in non-duality. But I can slide gradually, through the less stubborn layers, where I have the most power, of reality. As I create reality, then everyone is the projection of "me", that is, they blend into the theater scene that I want to create to perform

An absolutely infinity (((infinity*infinity*infinity...)*infinity*).......) of gods. It can't be one "god", one conciousness, because a pure infinity of possibilities can logically only be divided into an infinity of parallel vectors, not linear. Leo can't happen before Schizophonia and vice versa, there cannot be reincarnations.

I think there is an absolutely infinite objective truth, non dual, pure potential.

I'll just say maybe, I'm not in that rabbit hole at all.

"The quirky polish mace windu" is still a persona with karma. Being an ascetic who seeks to escape, for me it is always a game in duality, paradoxically.

Lol, it's the "I am the good boy who identifies with his hypervigilance" persona, i see. Personally i prefer playing a kind of "Slightly psychopath funny opportunist and curious" persona, i i would say i just see resonances who are logical or not 😉. Who determines what is moral or not ? + everything venture is fundamentally egoist.

What you would do You are a manner for life to express itself.

Lmfao. Let the fruit eaters first of all find a solution to stop mysteriously all loosing teeth and looking like orcs from Skyrim.