Schizophonia

I see. Yes mea culpa lol. I meant that karma determines what you're willing to fight for and therefore suffer. We don't have the same karma, so what seems like a waste of time, what I'd call "masochism," to me, is actually a rabbit hole for you, and vice versa. Ramana Maharshi became the biggest slacker of all time, to a suicidal degree, after his awakening. flex* Lol.

Are you still exercising these days? You said you wanted to become "stinky," but I think you only talked about nutrition. Any sense of accomplishment is masochistic from a certain point of view; otherwise, we'd just let ourselves die for peace; it's the "fort-da" of Sigmund Freud's children. It doesn't resonate with my karma; I'm not a very physical archetype in general, more mental/emotional; a bit like Leo. If what I'm saying makes sense. It might be attractive in my system to look "tough", even if I would never be a bodybuilder since it's still not worth it. Ditto eheh. To return to Mars, where you came from.

Soon I should set aside an hour or two to study some of your posts here and there lol; It seems interesting but it's hard to understand, or rather btw hard to relate and it's difficult/intimidating to make the intellectual effort to put oneself in your shoes. 🤔

Most Christians are "normal" in my world; Remember, everything you see is projection. Because you systematically consider Christianity as a reaction formation process. https://www.verywellmind.com/reaction-formation-is-5190404

No, girls around this age have finished puberty and I see a lot of them who are terribly attractive. Nothing better than a cute, fresh 15-year-old girl who squeals while bouncing on me; A stoic, psychonaut, French patriot, son of a construction worker, who tacitly embodies the substitute father figure. But it's just a vague fantasy that I'm exposing to fuel the topic, it doesn't matter. I'm very stoic by nature, so I need a girl like that to create a polarization. The fun comes from the polarization.

The question was "large age differences," but it's obvious that doesn't refer to pedophilia; it's about fantasizing about 50-year-old MILFs when you're 18, or fantasizing about a 14/15/16-year-old young woman when you're 50 or older, but they're always pubescent girls. Pedophilia didn't actually cross my mind. Ahah yes i remember this question, i think that I replied that I very much agreed . I find it attractive to have a vulnerable/childlike/cute partner.

Soon i will end up just spamming one-word phrases of holistic concept like "non-duality" or "ego." as a response.

Stop lying, you're gossip girls. There's just one slightly vague question about age, which tacitly asks whether you like scenarios with mature women or, on the contrary, younger girls. In my case, it would be a 16-year-old girl, for example, on whom I could play a paternal role, or, on the contrary, the scannerio of seducing a 40-50-year-old woman, even if I like it less.

What a scam.

Yes, it is an obsolete prescription.

It's both.

Seems too unnecessarily restrictive to me. I'd even allow myself a beer here and there if I liked it. I have almost no restrictions anymore; it's useless most of the time. I'm also interested in manifestation and a higher degree of consciousness in general, and maya is a projection of beliefs; an echo chamber (well, it's a dual illusion, but it's a representation that makes the phenomenon understandable and usable) between what is "impulsed" and "received." If you nofap, you end up not being able to ejaculate without feeling sick; if you become a frugivore, you end up not being able to eat a hamburger without getting sick; if you become an athlete, you end up not being able to have a decent physique without going to the gym. You say you have "brain fog," you have "brain fog," etc.

No, Christians follow God, Jesus is just a messenger, even an archetype. You can have a monistic view of Christianity; Read Neville Goddard, George Berkeley, or take a direct interest in Jewish Kabbalah; among other Near Eastern esoteric traditions.

I slept very badly and was quite busy this week, so I'm taking a few days off; I don't really feel like exerting myself intellectually.

the poor man

Lol. Well, if I manifest the presence of homosexuality and I'm at least a little gay, like the rest of us. But it's weak enough that I really don't want to be involved at all or almost. I have nothing against homosexuality btw.

Maybe idk tbh. I just quickly became interested in the effects on the endocrine system. I don't like the purely destructive effect; I find it just masochistic. If I were to become a world-class athlete, it would be a combat sport or bodybuilding. I want to look like a big, patriotic French construction worker.😎

Lol this test. 🫨 My resultts

At high dosages yes.

This is ridiculous cope, if you have ideal genetics the high metabolism will make you look neotenous and hairless, but it actually has good bone structure and body composition; This is the basis of masculinity.

Intense exercise is bad for testosterone, fertility, and bone/tendon health. I prefer walking and muscle-building exercises; if only for hygiene reasons.

How old are you ?

It's not David Goggins anymore ?

There's no way I'd ever become an insomniac again; Never never never. You even offer me 10,000 euros a month to do a job that ends late, I will refuse.

I assume most of mass shooters are psychotics.