Schizophonia

More or less, indeed 👌

👍 I wouldn't do that, but I would add lots of sugar and a little rum lol.

Correction : i've didn't tried trenbolone myself. Just testosterone enanthate and base.

Cream and sugar actually would prevent the adrenaline's come up.

I’m fundamentally more attracted to the gender than the sexe.

Yes, why not.

Didn't have nausea at all with this one. From what i remember.

Best smiley 😉 Basically why people are what they are. There is a genetic background that forms the personas but ultimately it is mostly shaped by personal experiences and the inheritance of the collective unconscious of the family and by extension of higher structures, depending on what has been considered to be the most effective to avoid death and maximize the flow of attention, of love. You can completely change a person by influencing the games they play, so by changing what they think is good for their survival. For example to come back into the yang/yin dichotomy, that's why there was a military service in most countries, it was a radical way to make men more yang by breaking down self-consciousness through demanding activities and discipline. Less "am I handsome/strong/intelligent enough...?" and more "is this or that done well ?". You don't talk to me on the same way you talk to your parents, with the same energies(movements), because the game "talking to parents" is very different and involves other beliefs than the game "talking to the smartest and exciting french guy on the world". You're personality, what you are, literally change. I've always been a night owl but it has turned into a chronic severe insomnia when i was 19 because of several factors (undernourishment, experimentation here and there with differents products...). For about 2 years i had at least 2 sleepless night per week. Insomnia is essentially gone now, i'm just still looking for improving my sleep schedule, i still use a bit of doxylamine here and there if i'm stressed and it works very well. Tonight i will try some magnesium and aspirin. Yum

lol

Normal, We're too self-centered to just read books written by other person, watching a long video is already too boring most of the time the elite Jokes asides, it's also a deduction of different systems i've explored until now (Franck Lopvet, Jung, Freud, Ken wilber...) I will say more tomorrow. For now Valentin needs some sleeps. Hop hop.

Myself (no joke), i think a lot about energetic stuffs. That's why i've sometime a hard time to fall asleep.

Next @cjoseph90 topic : Which unblocks-toilets liquid chose ? 🤔 🚽

No, i've not tried it still. Ahah, why phenethylamines in particular ? I've always drop like 300/350ug, it give me a strong trip. I love that. Once i dropped 750ug for the experience, i've feel like someone has raped my brain with a screwdriver Yes. It's better to just chill the next day.

Why ? 🤔 For me low sense of self is weak awareness of the avatar ("me"), in such a way that most of energy is deployed toward what is perceived as not “me” (the "outside"). So the result will be a much more "yang" energy tendency, that is to say to do things. There is less reason to be passive and self-centered, to be afraid to fight to guarantee one's survival etc. (feminine (yin) behaviors) because the ego takes a weaker place. Some very yang people may actually even come to enjoy fighting or scarring themselves, even if it is supposed to be ego-threatening at the core. I'm mixing "ego" and "self" but it's roughly the same semantics? I don't know if it's clear, I'm a little too lazy to theorize at almost 11 p.m. lol. Maybe another time.

I've never tested a phenethylamines. The strongest psychedelic for me is LSD, from far.

@meta_male How are you since the time ? + why not just wear glasses ?

Their big bean-fed butts mesmerized him. He is lost.

It's just a lot of stress for not much, when you can just have someone to do things with.

I can't encourage you to do anything illegal, but I just buy BTC and take what I want from an onion market. 2CB also looks like what I said by the way

This !

It's strongly dopaminergic.

Strong sense of self = yin = Passivity/submission/retention/fear/calculation. Low sense of self = yang = Activity/domination/explosion/aggression/punctuality.

Normal men tend to assume more their death drive and thus having a natural preference for depressants. Stimulants are essentially pleasant if you are a sissy with a big sense of self, because for some reasons you are used to condition your brain to play to BEING something rather than DOING and it's a pathetic condition for a men, stimulants bring this sensation of power to satisfy this paradigm even if they are stressful ; That neurological conditioning will create submission fetish. Because the stress and therefore resolution of stress is directed into what into the self your avatar.

Yes it's what i say all the time. I don't deny that phenomenon.

Projection, it's me who have the more funny life here, mouahaha I let you chill