Schizophonia

mirrorception

To give a little guidance, if you tend to feel in conflict with others, it means YOU ARE CONFLICTUAL. When you say "I love people, I want people to be well" you actually have to understand: "I suffer from my emptiness, I can't stand seeing emptiness in others so I tell them their 4 truths to guide them in the process (correcting my own problem in this case through the phalic position, by projecting it on "submissive" people), I obviously come into conflict with these egos and they are angry with me." He's an ordinary type of persona that you're playing, this is your theater role, there are a lot of people who will despise/hate you and others who will love it. That's it.

Yo yo mirror n°98 293 It's your fault, stop trying to controlling others people, explaining life to them. You feel obliged to help people because of some psychological pattern and so your mirrors reflect back to you "what the fuck is this asshole bothering the world, I didn't ask him anything", or something like that. It's what you actually think unconsciously and what you provoke in matter.

You beat me to it ahah

CBD oil, benzodiazepines, antihistamine, breathwork, meditation... But otherwise, you have to confront anxiety and pain in general, it's life, there is no systematically a solution to relieve it.

An identification.

Music is an another echo chamber.

Because you dont eat enough in the first place, that's why you dont have gains.

You could try fenclonine.

Don't underestimate the tendency of people, even famous people and intellectuals, to want to flex in stupid things ahah.

Sorry to bring this up, but if you're ruminating so much about having a girlfriend, you shouldn't even waste your energy on this kind of loop. We have to spend sexual energy like money, that is to say on the most important things. Good mental health is much, MUCH more important for preserving and repairing the body than an organic diet or not. Having sexual and romantic relationship, meditation, sport, go to a nightclub with friends, etcetc >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> your organic food (and even orthorexia ? btw ?) to reducing stress and allowing your body to recover. DONT LOSE YOUR SEXUAL POWER IN USELESS LOOPS. STOP BEING A GUY WHO HIDES BEHIND PHOTOSHOP GLASSES AND TALKS ABOUT ANXIOUS RANDOMS STUFF (SUPPLEMENTS, ORGANIC FOOD LOL) DO YOU HEAR MIRROR N°348429? NOW TAKE OFF THOSE GLASSES IN YOUR PROFILE PIC, AND SMOKE SOME BIG CIGARS WITH ME BEFORE YOU PICK UP.

Mike is dumb here, organic is just a common misnomer to say that there are no pesticides/fungicide/insecticide and he “flex” by talking about carbon lol.

That everything you see among the world and automatically others people is your mirror, and vice versa. If you’re really smart and are secure about that, you will never see « dumb » people anywhere. Even if i present you a dude with Down syndrome or something like that, you will find it maybe weird, goofy, simple, boring etc etc but « dumb » will NEVER (or almost) come to your mind. You’re favourite remarks, accusations : PROJECTIONS The qualities you see the most in others people : PROJECTIONS You explain spiritually to others people all the time : PROJECTION, you’re the most insecure guy on spirituality ! You explain nutrition to others people all the time : PROJECTION, you’re the most lost guy on nutrition ! You explain women, men, dating to others people all the time : PROJECTION, you’re the most lost guy on that to ! You explain mental health to people e : PROJECTION, you’re this guy who will ruminate in alcohol while wanting explode the building tonight. IT’S ONLY PROJECTION, EVERYWHERE.

Talking about pee, i forgot constipation and the fact of not knowing if I’m actually burning myself in the shower

Once when I was in high school i overdosed on tramadol and vomited like 6 times on the day. Opioids have 0 interests.

LSD is too alien and "dirty" to work on, anything too dopaminergic (LSD, other lysergamides, Weed, MDMA) will get me too high. There are also more pronounced side effects (tight jaw, feeling of having peed yourself, sometimes feeling of having sniffed steel due to vasoconstriction... 5-MeO-DMT is disgusting, not only is there a strong body load (especially nausea) but it is absolutely anxiety-provoking in high doses. It is good only for experiencing infinity. 5-MeO-MIPT looks somehow a bit like LSD, but more cold and brutal. 4 HO MET is almost perfect.

You can say the same thing with everything. There are heavy metals and microplastics everywhere, and yet the situation is still manageable.

Look at Ray Peat works, most of his work concerns the problem of serotonin. Fenclonine is used as a powerful way of reverse SSRI's induced sexual dysfunction and other issues.

I really do not know.

I can directly be "kind", it depends on the context

I want to be kind but also effective and I don't want to do damagogy, I want to systematically get to the bottom of the problem, to "the cause of the causes of the causes" as Hypocrates said, and that always takes us to a place that is embarrassing for the ego (at its borders).

There is no activity in itself that relates to a particular stage of consciousness. It's just insecurity, and possibly self-destructive tendencies.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23334071/

God imagines a 3d place where an avatar avoid some x things (pain) and gets closer to y other (pleasure). If you get closer to x, the avatar does a little comedy (yelling, getting agitated, etc.) God creates avatars here and there who can avoid comedy while feeling pain for whatever reason ("spiritual practices") Most avatars will play this little comedy. Meditation and other dissociative practices (even if it's still in duality) which allow the avatar to no longer act the part also prevent it from feeling pleasure. Most meditation practitioners actually lean more towards some form of depression. Most leaders of "eastern spirituality" are not very happy and ecstatic. (Not very politically correct).

It's Christmas before time.